Chapter 3775

"Sister, if you want to scold me, scold me. I'll listen." I lowered my head and said to my cousin in front of me.

"Now I really need to be scolded. Maybe if you scold me, I can wake up a lot. Maybe I can face the things I dare not face."

If you think about it carefully, since I was with my cousin, she never scolded me, and I never even heard a word of criticism in her mouth.

Even though I know that I am very dissatisfied with what I do sometimes, my cousin never says much.

Thinking of this, I really have an impulse to let my cousin scold me.

My cousin is the indicator light in my life. Without my cousin, I can't even imagine what I would be like.

Perhaps others scold me, I will not have any change, but I can understand that my cousin scolds me is absolutely effective.

But what do I have to do to make my cousin angry and scold me? I haven't even seen my cousin really angry.

My cousin looked at me and laughed again. She said to me, "cousin, you misunderstood me. I didn't mean to scold you."

I had a bitter smile and said to my cousin again, "elder sister, I really need you to scold me. Maybe I'll eat you now. I really don't know what I should do. I know very well in my heart that I have reached the extreme of cowardice. No one knows this better than me, but I can't change it. Even if I understand this truth, I still dare not face the things I dare not face now. Elder sister, you scold me. I beg you to scold me and wake me up! "

"Cousin, you're not right." My cousin said to me.

"How can you expect such a thing to change yourself? Even if I scold you, you have changed, but what's the use? This can only make you more dependent on me. Can't you live without me in the future? "

When I heard my cousin's words, I was stunned.

I haven't considered such a problem before, because since my mother died, I have been with my cousin all the time. Although many times I went out for a month or two and didn't come back, even when I was outside, I would think that my cousin was waiting for me at home, which is enough.

If I mean, if my cousin leaves me or is not with me, how can I live?

I found that this is a very terrible thing, now there is no doubt that I can't leave my cousin, at least I can't prove that I can still live so normally without my cousin.

With my cousin in my heart, I seem to have nothing to worry about, because I always remember that my cousin has been behind me, that's why.

What if I don't have a cousin in my future life?

I really dare not think about it any more. I shook my head crazily and said to my cousin, "sister, what do you say? How did you leave me? What reason can I live without you? "

Hearing my words, my cousin gave a wry smile, sighed a little in her heart, and said to me, "cousin, you really depend too much on me. This is my mistake. I didn't expect such a result at the beginning."

"What is it? I didn't understand you, cousin I said again.

"What's wrong? Cousin, isn't it good for you to be with me? Then there is no problem of mistakes. "

"Cousin, you don't understand me." My cousin said to me again.

"When my aunt left, I knew you would have a big problem, cousin. So I came to your cousin's side, do not let you live alone, also can let your father to investigate the cause of death of little aunt, no worries. At that time, I really didn't expect that you would be so dependent on me. Even in so many years, I let you make your own decisions and let you deal with all the things about you. I tried not to interfere and I didn't tell you what to do. Because all this is what you do, I have no qualification to tell you what to do on it, and cousin you do really well, you may feel that you do not do well enough, because you care too much about my views, too much about other people's views, you always compare other people's achievements with yourself, so you have such self-confidence. "

Only then did I understand why my cousin never accused me, and even never scolded me. It turned out that this was the reason.

So cousin just doesn't want me to be too dependent on her?

My cousin looked at me again and continued: "I can see that you are not confident. I didn't dare to put it forward in front of you, because I'm afraid that my practice will make you more insecure. So I just try to let you do more things, want you to get back the confidence you should have in this aspect. Cousin, you know what? When I'm around you, you may think it's absolutely beneficial to you, but in my opinion, I'm actually harming you. "

"How could it be?" I didn't even think about it. I just said no to my cousin."Cousin, what are you talking about? How can you possibly hurt me? I'm afraid I couldn't live without you. "

"That's what you see now." Said the cousin.

"Cousin, the reason why I say this is that I have such a great influence on you that you will consider me in everything you do. This is not what I want to see you. Maybe eight years ago I didn't come to you, let you live alone, now you will be more excellent

"No way! This is absolutely impossible I once again stubbornly shook my head, did not want to admit what my cousin said.

"There's nothing out of the question."

"Cousin, I have just said that without you, I might not be able to get out of the shadow of my mother's death." I said again.

"And if you come out on your own?" Asked the cousin.

"If you come out on your own, there is no doubt that you will be better than you are now. And my appearance makes you take a shortcut. You still have no way to completely let go of the pain of my aunt's death. In this respect, I really hurt you. "

My mouth slightly opened, want to refute again, but don't know how to refute.

I don't care if my cousin really hurt me. Now I only care. Why does my cousin say such a thing to me?

www.novelhall.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!