Chapter 3776

My cousin never told me this before, but now she suddenly said something like this to me. What's the purpose of my cousin?

"Sister, why do you say that?" I stared at my cousin's eyes and didn't want to move them.

"Listen to me first." My cousin looked at me and said.

"In fact, at that time, I really didn't think that you would have such dependence on me. My mind was all in the inner rage, which was the indelible shadow left by my aunt's death. I knew that it would have a great impact on you in the future, so I wanted to eliminate it as much as possible. It's a pity that my aunt's death has caused too much harm to you. This negative emotion can't be completely eliminated. I've tried many methods, but they can't. In fact, if so, this thing allows you to do things that you can't face now. I don't know how it will affect and change you in the future. But I have overlooked an equally important issue, that is, your dependence on me. I really have a great influence on you. I even found this problem in the last two years. It's hard to change it. "

"Why change?" I asked.

"Since you are so important to me, you should always be by my side."

"If What if? " Asked my cousin, looking into my eyes.

"What the hell in case?" I didn't even think about it, so I just said it.

"There is nothing in case, cousin. No one can stop you from leaving me."

My cousin sighed a little, looked at me again and said to me, "your state and thoughts are the last thing I want to see."

"No matter what the situation is, as long as you are by my side, there will be no consequences." I said again.

"It's not as easy as you think." My cousin shook her head again and said.

"Cousin, you are more and more dependent on me now. What about in the future? Have you lost the ability to think independently since you left me? Can you imagine the consequences? "

"No, I will not." I assured my cousin.

"Sister, I am very good at thinking independently now. I think you know that very well."

"I do know, but I don't know the future."

"Later In the future, I will try my best to think for myself. Now I haven't asked my cousin much. Isn't that a good thing? " I said again.

"Sister, do you understand my present situation? I'm really desperate now. I even have many impulses in recent days that I don't want to live. My irrationality made me do the behavior I regret most in my life. Elder sister, you still have to tell me this problem. Do you really want to drive me crazy? Sister, I think you know the importance of you to me better than anyone else. How can I let you leave? Don't you think so? If you do leave, I don't think I have any way to live

My cousin looked into my eyes and didn't speak immediately. She didn't know what she was thinking.

Finally, my cousin just put out her hand and gently stroked my face, smiling at me and said: "silly cousin, I just said this, how can I leave you?"

Hearing my cousin's words, I was relieved and said to her, "you scared me to death. Don't say that in front of me in the future. My heart can't bear it. "

My cousin gave me a little smile and said "good" to me. I was relieved.

But I didn't realize that there was a trace of helplessness and unshakable firmness in my cousin's eyes.

"Cousin, in fact, you don't have to think too much about Qingqing." My cousin said to me.

"What you do is because you have no choice. There was no other way for you then, was there? Maybe you can think like this. Fortunately, there's nothing wrong now. Everything's OK in Qingqing. It's a good result, isn't it? "

"It's a good way to think about it, but It doesn't mean much to me I had a bitter smile.

"I can't erase the guilt of Jiang Qingqing in my heart. I also feel that I have done something more unforgivable than this. I can hear Jiang Qingqing and Zhao Lin's words, but they don't want to tell me."

My cousin took a deep look at me and said to me again, "don't think too much. Now you need to keep yourself absolutely quiet. It's not suitable for you to stay these days. This will only make your heart more messy."

When I heard my cousin's words, I was stunned.

"Sister, you What does that mean? " I looked at my cousin and asked, doesn't my cousin want me to live in Mordor any more?

My cousin also saw what I thought in my heart and said with a smile: "cousin, don't think too much. I just said that you can't stay in the devil these days. After a while, there should be no more problems.""And where should I go?" I looked at the cousin in front of me again, and I could understand that the demons are really not suitable for me to stay.

"Meet Phoenix Village." My cousin said to me.

"Phoenix Village?" I was stunned.

"What am I going back to now?"

"Keep you away from this place for a while." My cousin said again.

"And Uncle Zhang is going back to Fenghuang village. Maybe he will come back tomorrow."

My dad?

"He's not going on in the Northeast?"

"Of course not." My cousin replied.

"Uncle Zhang may think that you are more important now than there? He has to come back to see you and see Xiaoyu by the way. "

I swallowed, thought about it, and finally nodded to my cousin.

I thought of something, and asked my cousin again, "do you want to go there with me?"

"I won't go there." Said the cousin.

"You can go there with Wanyu and Xiaoyu. There can't be no one here."

I can only nod when I hear my cousin's words.

I really want to let my cousin go to Phoenix village together, but what my cousin said is right. If we all leave Mordor, there will be no leaders here. I'm afraid there will be some big trouble.

Now Zhangjia is not the same as before. Maybe Zhangjia will be attacked fiercely by his opponent. My cousin really needs to watch here.

"Thank you, cousin." I put my cousin's body in my arms and said to her.

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