Luyuanyuan feels very comfortable now.
The whole person floats leisurely, feeling that the body is light to no weight, as if lying on the cloud.
I don't know why. I'm still familiar with it, but she can't remember when she was so comfortable last time.
When she felt that her consciousness was about to float away, there was a buzz in her ear.
No, it's not like buzz.
Is it "Yuanyuan"?
After a while, the arm felt, and a force began to pull her. Luyuanyuan didn't want to open her eyes, so she lay frowning and tried to fight against that force.
I didn't expect that person would not give up, not only pull her, but also want to hug her back and let her get up.
As soon as she came and went, she finally got bored and sat up with her eyes open
The person in front of him may not have thought that he was so suddenly stunned.
Luyuanyuan carefully identified the man.
After a while, she was stunned.
This man This is not Isn't that who!
Sulin's hand was still on her back.
The little girl friend suddenly sat up by herself, yelled "who" and began to be in a daze.
Then some dull expression suddenly burst into a smile, too suddenly, he did not react, has been her to get up and embrace the shoulder.
"Did my brother tell you?" The little girl friend slept for a while, her voice was softer than before. She unconsciously touched the hair on the back of his head, "he told you, so you came to me?"
She grabbed a wisp and gently pulled: "hee hee, isn't it?"
Su Lin patted her on the back, the other hand could not empty, in her ear coax: "yes, baby, I come to you."
She didn't speak. She rubbed her face against his neck like a coquettish animal.
"Get up." Su Lin and she are so tired of skewing for a while, patting her on the back.
She said reluctantly What's the matter? "
He has been on the outside hand to her, "milk, or tomorrow headache."
"But I don't like milk!" Luyuanyuan's expression is very obvious resistance, "pure milk is so bad, I only like to drink strawberry milk!"
"This is berry milk."
"It's not!" She held out her thumb and little finger, and said to him seriously, "is there a little bit of strawberry milk - a little bit of pink, this one doesn't have it?"
“……”
Sulin choked.
…… It's hard to remember the color of berry milk when she's drunk like this.
It's no pity that the strawberry milk died.
He breathed out a breath, thought about it, and lied directly, "this is the same. You can have a drink, eh?"
The little girl said "let me have a try" with half faith.
Then he took a sip with his hand, sipped his lips and tasted it It seems to be, but it doesn't seem to be... "
"It's a bit different from the factory, but it's still berry milk."
"Ah, that's it." Luyuanyuan seems to have accepted this setting at once. As soon as he gets the result, he says, "I'll drink it."
It's not too late because I brought her back before I finished my meal. It's not even nine o'clock.
Su Lin checked the Internet and said that drinking a glass of milk before going to bed after drinking wine would make her stomach and head more comfortable, so he cheated her into bed and went downstairs to buy two boxes of milk.
I don't have much clothes on. I'll have a breeze by the way.
Luyuanyuan didn't drink very slowly. When he returned the cup to him, he belched in his face. It was full of strawberry milk and a little wine.
It smells good.
Su Lin put the glass on the bedside table and put it back into the bed with her two hands. The little girl didn't resist. She watched him cover the bed for her with bright big eyes and curly eyelashes.
In addition to the eyes of the kind of confusion and muddled force, nothing different.
She couldn't help looking at her. Su Lin leaned down and kissed her white and soft face, touched the top of her hair and said, "sleep, baby."
The baby on the bed blinked: "don't you sleep?"
"Sleep I'm in the room next to you. Forget? "
"Then why don't you come with me?"
“……”
"Well," she asked, "won't you sleep with me?"
Su Lin's eyelids jumped.
Su Lin thought, of course not It's too late.
But he heard himself say, "let's do it together."
…… Damn it.
"I..." He got up from the bedside and turned off the lamp for her. "I'll take a shower first, and you can sleep."
Sue took this bath for a long time.
When he came back, the little girl was already asleep.
To be honest, I'm relieved.
He didn't know if she was awake drunk and lying in the same bed with him.…… What's going to happen.
Luyuanyuan was very honest after she fell asleep. She didn't wake up and didn't resist. After she finished, her sleeping posture didn't change.
Su Lin didn't get sick this time, so she went to sleep face to face.
Maybe he drank a lot of wine and poured a large glass of milk. He vaguely felt that she went to the toilet several times in the middle of the night.
He didn't wake up naturally the next morning.
It was shaken up.
Before I opened my eyes, I thought it was an earthquake. In my dizziness, I saw my little girl friend's frightened face, and my pupils were all flustered.
Su Lin thought that something was wrong. He sat up and couldn't open his eyes. He said, "what's the matter, baby? Don't worry. Speak slowly
Luyuanyuan half knelt on the bed, and his voice could not tell whether he was depressed or angry When I was just collecting my luggage, I took out all my clothes and wanted to fold them again. "
"Well." What's the matter?
"And then I saw my book She held his arm tightly: "senior! It's been a week! No review at all
Su Lin
The next second, her expression again.
Looking at him, his eyes were full of bitterness, and his words were even more bitterness And you said yes, it will snow in B city... "
"I don't see anything! Nothing
Su Lin looked out of the window behind him.
Like the previous five days, it was sunny.
“………”
Leave B city, back to s city that lost, by the pressure of the final exam to all of a sudden covered.
Luyuanyuan looked at the schedule, the next day to test is French, just pull Su Lin on the plane to review for two hours.
Next exam week.
Luyuanyuan has never had this kind of review before the exam, when the review is basically zero, he always feels that he has no bottom in his heart, so the two people's appointment place during the exam week is the canteen and the library, and they can make out in the girls' dormitory every day.
It's winter vacation after the exam.
She excuse to clean up the dormitory, stay in school for two days, in fact, only half a year, there are so many things need two days.
Just because It's just a boyfriend.
It was she who sent Sulin home that day.
Then she went back to her grandparents' house, and she began to buy tickets, ready to go back to The luggage of that house.
Grandparents don't want her to go back too long.
In fact, luyuanyuan didn't want to.
But it's been half a year since he thought of himself.
I can't say I miss him, but she feels that she has to accompany that person I gave it to you.
When she got to the familiar station by high-speed railway, she got off and felt the moist air.
The air is sticky, thick, breathing in, heart instantly covered with a layer of fog.
It should have just rained.
This place is like this. It always rains, but she doesn't like rainy days. In the past, when she went to school, she was in a bad mood every time. No matter what it was, she was always in the weather.
It's also a vent. She can't change it because of the weather. Otherwise, how can she live.
Thinking about many things, luyuanyuan took a taxi home.
It's not too far. The starting price in small counties is twice as low as those in s city. It's less than 20 yuan after driving for 20 minutes.
She went into the familiar community, into the unit door, no elevator.
Climb the fifth floor, mixed feelings.
It's depressing and depressing, but among all the negative emotions, there's still a little, really only a little - expectation.
What is she expecting?
She doesn't know.
Looking forward to I haven't seen you for a long time. Will dad miss her?
She almost laughed when the idea came out.
Forget it, deer garden.
This holiday, you are back to accompany him for the new year.
After a new year, I will go back to my grandparents.
Luyuanyuan had been standing in front of her home for a long time, and she only raised her head after she had made all psychological preparations.
Raise your hand, punch the door.
The doorbell of the anti-theft door has been broken for many years. It has to be smashed before it can be heard inside.
The doorbell is broken, the cat's eye is not.
Inside came the sound of footsteps, followed by a quiet, should be looking out from the cat's eye.
She heard the door open inside.
Pulling the trunk lever hand unconsciously tightened, she looked down at the bottom of the security door, slowly opened.
In the grandparents' home, in the Sulin's home, every time when the door is opened, a warm air will rush directly on the face, which is quite different from the cold air in the corridor.
That moment of warmth, almost straight hit the heart, thinking, ah, home.
"I'm back." A man's familiar voice floats in his ear.It seems that she is more hoarse than before. It's not normal hoarseness. It's the coarseness of gravel on the ground.
What warmth comes from the room? It's as cold as before, but it's full of tobacco and wine.
The man is very tall. His height is inherited from the old Chinese medicine doctor Lu. He is 1.8 meters tall.
In recent years, however, it has become lower and lower, and its back has become more and more curved.
Lu Yuanyuan looked at his facial features and thought.
If he goes to dye his hair white, he may look about the same size as his grandfather.
She took a deep breath, before all the emotions because of this plain cold "back" disappeared.
"Well," she said, looking down again, "I'm back."
The advantage of small towns may be that no one controls the setting off of firecrackers and fireworks.
The nearer the Chinese new year, more and more children like to play firecrackers outside. She was afraid that something might happen to them. One day, the newspaper said that XX town was not in charge of children's playing with firecrackers.
Luyuanyuan is not bothered by those sounds, but worried about those that are not.
Just be safe.
The way she and her father get along seems to have not changed at all.
He cooks, she eats, she washes.
He nestled on the sofa, smoking, drinking, watching TV, no one knew where his mind was.
Only when they have dinner can they have a few short conversations occasionally.
In fact, it is a little different from before.
On the first day he came back, he asked her how the University was.
In the following days, she found that he would occasionally jump out a sentence, what major he studied, how about the final exam, how about roommates.
Luyuanyuan can talk a lot every time.
He didn't ask her about the follow-up, but she was still willing to go on. She didn't know why he suddenly asked these questions.
But she felt that whatever it was, it didn't matter. She was willing to listen.
Although it may be casual to find topics with her, she is willing to believe it, but now he seems to be trying to get close to her.
Every day she would call Sulin.
If it's convenient, it's video. If it's inconvenient, it's voice.
Anyway, luyuanyuan doesn't go out. No relatives will come to their home, and there's nothing to do. As long as Su Lin has nothing to do, he will fight.
She listened to him about what he had done, how he played with father Shen, who lost and who won, and mother Su wanted more of her facial expression bag, and so on.
He knew what was going on in her family, but he never asked, just told her warm and funny things.
One night, luyuanyuan couldn't help telling him about his father's recent changes.
Su Lin's expression was complicated for a moment.
She did not understand, just flash away, he laughed and said, baby, are you happy, you are happy.
There are many phone calls. Although I still can't see them, it's not as hard as I thought.
The day before New Year's Eve, after dinner, luyuanyuan was sitting on the bed and sending a wechat to Sulin. Luzhi suddenly knocked on the door of her room.
After opening the door, he stood at the door and watched her silent for a long time Do you want to go to the supermarket with me? "
Luyuanyuan almost doubted that he was listening, "huh?"
"It's Chinese New Year tomorrow..." He frowned as if he was not used to it. "You buy something you want to eat."
By the time she responded, they were out of the door.
There's a car in the garage, but She didn't even know she hadn't seen that car in years.
Fortunately, there are shopping malls near the community, and there is no need for any means of transportation.
They are silent all the way, strange and normal shopping together in the supermarket.
When I went back, it was very dark and there were no stars. Luyuanyuan looked at the sky and thought it might rain tonight.
She walked behind the deer, not far away from the ground, carrying a bag of food.
It's like a father and daughter of a normal family, just going out to buy new year's goods together.
She looked at the figure in front of her and couldn't help laughing. She couldn't wait to go back and tell Su Lin what she had done today.
It's made with dad.
As she was about to turn a corner, she heard a sharp braking sound, followed by bright lights and silver car heads. She was about to make a sharp turn.
She subconsciously looked at Luzhi.
He's on the outside of the sidewalk, a little bit.
But that little bit will certainly be scratched.
Luyuanyuan didn't know she could move so fast - she almost immediately reached for his arm and yanked him more than a meter away - the next second, the wheels pressed tightly under the sidewalk steps.
Because of her sudden burst of strength, the bag in Luzhi's hand was given away, and many things fell to the ground.
She let go.
The arm is shaking all the time.
Deer did not speak, has begun to stoop to pick up things."Can't you see?"
Luyuanyuan heard his voice, which was never calm, "don't you see? The car just now. "
The man stooped, did not move, "No."
The voice was quiet, too.
They were calm, as if they had just dodged a dog, not one or two fatal high-speed cars.
"Why don't you come up on the sidewalk? You know there's a car down there, and you don't even hide from the light? You -- "
" OK, "the man's voice was tired and didn't want to sleep much," isn't it OK? "
“……”
He said, it's ok?
"Do you know?" All the calmness of luyuanyuan disappeared and he pulled his clothes again. "You don't know you almost died just now --!"
After shouting this sentence, her nose suddenly sour, tears gathered in her eyes.
"I know."
He still has no expression.
No, that's exactly what he's been looking like all the time.
All of a sudden, luyuanyuan seems to have lost all her strength.
She loosened his clothes finger by finger and went straight to the community.
Mechanically crossing the road, opening the door, closing the door and changing shoes.
When she got to the room, she took out her mobile phone, opened wechat and called him the first time without asking in advance.
He's also quick.
When he got through, he was familiar with the delicate eyebrows. Behind him, it was like the decoration of the Jinbi red wall of a luxury hotel. Only then did luyuanyuan realize that she had made a video call.
They were both stunned.
Lu Yuanyuan responded that he wanted to switch to a voice call, but he stayed because of his words.
He frowned and asked, "what are you crying for?"
“……”
She reached for her face.
Wet, one piece.
She didn't know when the tears came.
She was silent for a while, wiped away her tears and controlled her voice: "senior Are you eating out for a while - "
" what are you crying for? " He didn't pay any attention to what she said before.
Lu Yuanyuan was asked by him for the second time. All her emotions were strained. She could feel her tears flowing out of her eyes at a faster speed. She held her mobile phone in one hand. Knowing that she was ugly when she was crying, she still couldn't help talking to him.
"Just now my father and I went out shopping. I was very happy. Really, you don't know how many years we haven't been out together..."
"Then on the way back, I was thinking that I would come back to tell you that I really think he is very different to me this year. I really think so, I'm really happy..."
"Then when he just came back, he didn't stand on the sidewalk and turned a car head-on, which was very fast. I pulled him --"
Lu Yuanyuan covered his eyes, "but you know what, senior If I don't pull him, he won't move. I asked him if you know he almost died just now. His expression, he looked at me like that... "
Lu Zhi's eyes reappeared in his mind.
Silence, indifference, cool thin, life-threatening things, but nothing to do with the appearance.
She sobbed, "let me feel that he doesn't care at all, he doesn't care about anything, he doesn't even care about death What's suddenly good to me is just my own thought... "
She cried in front of a fuzzy, until the ear came intensive, one after another "baby.".
Luyuanyuan stopped slowly and looked back at the person in the camera.
The background didn't know when it was different. He changed places. It was a little dark around, but it seemed very quiet.
What he said was echoed, "baby, don't cry."
She looked at his good-looking outline, eyebrows and eyes have a light radian, go down, it is not happy.
She sniffed and touched his eyes across the screen. "Why don't you smile?"
He was stunned, "huh?"
"I don't want to see you like this. Why don't you smile?"
Su Lin looked at her like that for more than ten seconds.
He didn't speak or laugh at her request.
In the end, he just pulled his lips, "how can I laugh when you are like this?"
This made her want to cry again.
Luyuanyuan looked up at the ceiling. After a while, he spoke again.
"You take off your coat and go to bed."
“…… Oh
Lu Yuanyuan took out several pieces of toilet paper to clean his face, obediently took off his down jacket and got into the quilt. Half of his face sank into the soft pillow, and his mobile phone tilted 90 degrees to see him.
Su Lin turned on the light on his side, and the room was bright for a moment.
The light shone on his white sweater, setting off a soft light and crushing it in his dark eyes.
"Baby, you close your eyes now." His voice over current, still sound like in the ear like, "I sing to you."The author has something to say: linge: singing well and coaxing his girlfriend to sleep.