Chapter 168 - I Don't Deserve You.

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"Then don't marry me. I will marry you," He said as he buttoned the last shirt button. 

Chasina turned speechless by his shameless words.

It does not make any changes!

"Gosh! Shut up! Why did you call me?" She demanded. 

Andrus took his suit jacket and wore it. He took his tie and went near her.

"Help me," he asked.

"You don't know how to tie?"She asked as she raised her brow.

"Nope," he said directly. 

"Then who will tie it for you daily?" She asked. 

Somehow she felt he was lying. 

"I am the President. These things are done by attendants!" he said. 

Even… Even now he is being narcissistic. 

Chasina couldn't refuse him anyhow. 

She only pursued her lips at him. 

But still, she went ahead and took his tie to tie. 

"Did you forget to wear your shoes?" he asked when he saw her tiptoeing at him.

Gosh!

She remembered them now only. 

"You are about to leave earlier without wearing shoes?" he mused at her. 

Chasina slapped his mouth with her hand asking him to shut up.

Gosh!

Why is she behaving like stupid in front of him!? She groaned internally. 

Suddenly, Andrus dipped his head and gave a peck on her swollen lips. 

"Next time, don't slap my lips with your hand. Slap them with your lips," He said in a low voice. 

Gosh! He is too shameless!

Can't he give her a break!?

Chasina ignored his rantings and fixed his tie. 

She fixed his tie tightly as if she wanted to choke him to his death.

"Woah, go easy woman! I made plans to live with you for the rest of my life," He said. 

"What if I don't want to live with you?" she asked back.

She wanted to know his answer to this one for a long time. 

Eight years is not a small-time. 

But he didn't mind and waited for her. And still waiting. She didn't deserve such a good man. 

He deserved a better person than her. And he deserved the best woman in this world. 

She is not that best woman. She didn't deserve him. She knew he cared a lot about her. And he was there every time for her. When she became a minister everyone doubted her capabilities but he is the only one who stood for her and protected her.

She wanted to be together with him. But his every action made her guilty. She knows she is being selfish. She knew she was being unfair to him and herself. But she doesn't know what to do.

Chasina regretted meeting him when she saw his kind and caring gestures but she knew she cannot afford them. 

She wanted him to give up on her. But he never gave up on her. He grew his affections on her stronger as days passed.

"You know I don't deserve you. Aren't you tired of me? What shall I do to make you give up on me?" Chasina asked as she couldn't hold back anymore. 

She just wanted him to give up on her and find the most outstanding girl who can care for him. 

"Why don't you find an outstanding girl? Why are you stuck up with me? What is great about me that made you unable to give up despite so many years? Aren't you tired of me? Every time you take care of me I feel I'm inferior to you. I feel you deserve a better person than me who can take care of you. All I do is shout at you and scold you. I hurt you many times. Aren't you.... Can't you let me go? Can't you find a better person than me?" 

Chasina asked as she burst out. She doesn't know why she is behaving like this. But she just wants either he should give in or she should give in. 

She dragged it for eight years. 

If she ignores him now. He will continue to wait for her. Especially when she heard his conversation with Ambrose.

"Aren't you tired of her, Andrus?" Ambrose asked. 

"Nope," Andrus replied.

"What if she doesn't want you? And she chooses another one. What will you do?" Ambrose asked.

"I wish her to have happiness in her whole life. As for me, I will not get married. You have led your life alone. If you can, why can't I?" He said.

"Okay! I got work to do. Let's drop this topic," He said and continued to work.

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"Andrus, do you know, you are the best man I can ever ask for. Only because of you I let go Henrieth. Maybe even if Henrieth is alive and we got married, Maybe he might not be like you. He showed his love for material things. Now If I think about him, I feel maybe I am the one who kept pursuing while he took things for granted. While…. You...… You make me feel your love through actions. Everything you do makes me feel that no one is better than you. I feel you are the perfect one in this whole world at least to me. 

"Andrus, I feel I don't deserve you. You are gentle and caring. You are patient with me in everything. But all I do is behave pretty harshly on you. You care about me so much. But I don't care about you in any way. 

"Why are you so gentle? Why are you so caring? Why do you pay so much attention to me? Even being a President you made me into a career woman. You made me get respect from every citizen in this country. The past eight years of my life are filled with you. 

"I wouldn't have become a Prime Minister without you. I might have stuck to the middle stage of politics. I don't know what I have done but heavens bestowed me with good boons. 

"I don't deserve you….," Chasina said. Her voice is turned nasal. She blinked away the tears that are threatening to fall. 

She badly wanted to cry. But she is afraid that he will come and provide his embrace which makes her fall for him more. 

But Andrus saw her tears. He went near her and hugged her tightly. 

"Do you want to know the answers to your questions?" He asked.

She nodded her head.

"Then come to a place with me," he said.

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Author's note:

Shall I patch them up or shall I make the wait more?

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