Chapter 169 - I Want You

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"Do you want to know the answers to your questions?" Andrus asked.

Chasina nodded her head.

"Then come to a place with me," he said.

He placed a small kiss on her forehead. 

He held her hand and led her out. Chasina followed his lead. 

They both went out. He helped her get into his car. She didn't ask him any questions about where he is taking her. 

She thought he would take her somewhere special, but he brought her to his house, the presidential palace. 

She let him hold her hand and drag her as he wished. The moment he went inside an attendant came. He took off his coat and handed him. 

It's not easy to enter the Presidential palace, but he let her enter it. She smiled. Her heart itched slightly with his actions. 

Andrus took her to his bedroom directly. She is stunned at his gesture at the start but decides to wait for his next actions. 

He took her to his room and opened his closet.

"You see the contents. I have prepared everything for you. Clothes, Jewelry, our kid's dresses. I hope every day, that you will be there to use this and give me company in this lone house. Every day, when I sleep I hoped to hug you in my sleep and feel the warmth of you. I used to think if you were here maybe I can dream of having children with you.

"With these things, I hoped to have a good life with you. I used to think every dream of mine will come true only if you become my wife. 

"Chasina, if you don't want to be my wife. Then I don't need a wife. Without you, I don't want to have a woman in my life. I hope you will be my one and only woman in my life.

"And it's because you deserve it! You deserve more than anyone! You are the best woman in my whole life!

"Chasina, Can't you give me a chance? Why can't we like any other normal couple?

"Just because you have a failed relationship, don't think too low of yourself. Chasina, you think that you don't deserve me, right? But do you know I'm the one who doesn't deserve you?"He said.

Chasina looked at him with her big eyes. 

He led her to the storeroom in his house. He went to a room and opened a book. It is filled with his childhood photos. Chasina saw the book covered in dust. She coughed a bit. She opened it and saw it. It looked more like a diary. 

He showed her his photos one by one. 

"I'm an orphan, I was abandoned when I was six. No one came to search for me. As for me, I remember our family being wealthy. They can raise ten children at once. But they chose to abandon me. Maybe they thought I don't deserve to be their son. That's why they chose to abandon me. 

"My family is the greatest knot in my heart. If I see them one day, I want to say, mom and dad, I'm not a useless child who was abandoned by you thirsty years ago. I became the President of this country. The most capable person in the country. I want to know why did you choose to abandon me?

"But I guess I will never have a chance for it. Because when I searched for them, I met a dead end. I couldn't find them. 

"After I was abandoned, I roamed on the roads for many months. When I went to ask for work, no one gave it. There is no place for me to sleep, no food for me to eat, no water for me to drink. I had to search in the dustbin for food. But all I got is rotten food. There is a time where I ate that rotten food I was afraid If I didn't eat I might die. Because at that time, the young me wanted to meet my mother and hug her. I wanted to eat the delicious food made by her.

"I used to wait at the same spot where I was abandoned by my parents daily. But every day, I met with new disappointment. As days passed, I understood they would not come again. 

"And my goal is to fill my stomach in any way. I worked in a bar as a young boy to clean tables. I was kicked by the drinkers and got abused by them. There is a time where I was seriously injured and got one of my ribs broken. The bar owner got me treated and paid my medical bills. When I returned to the bar to work, he said he is not hiring any kids and also he fired me. 

"I was hungry, no food, no place to leave. There is no way to survive. I decided to steal money one day. But I was caught. The purse I decided to steal belonged to Sir. Ambrose Gabriel. He took me in and gave me the things I lacked. I don't know how to repay him. But I decided to repay him by doing chores in the house. I learned cooking from dad. 

"He is always cold and indifferent, but to me, he is always a loving and patient man. He wanted to adopt me, but I refused. I owed him too much. But he is the only one I cared about.

"Chasina, after you entered my life. I started yearning for your love and care. Before you entered my life, I never thought of getting married. I always wanted to dedicate my life to the country and my dad. Now, I wanted to dedicate it to you, dad, and the country. 

"Even my priorities changed. I placed dad in second place while the country in third place. Seeing you and your family, I used to think I should also have a family like that.

"Chasina, you deserve me. But I, a mere orphan doesn't deserve you. Tell me, do you still think you don't deserve me?" he said. 

Chasina threw herself in his arms. She buried her head in his shoulders. 

"I want you," she said. 

Does she want me?

The next second he lifted her in his arms and made his way to the bedroom.