Chapter 123

In this world, I can cheat anyone, but I don't want to cheat Qiu Linyan. He is the first person who is so kind to me. He is two years younger than me. He calls me my little sister and always acts like a child. But I know that he has been trying his best to be good to me, spoil me and protect me.

"Yes, no matter what you are, you are what I want most. Little sister, look at me." Qiu Lin held my chin tightly, let my eyes look directly at him, and said word by word, "in this life, I just want you."

I stared at the deep eyes, deep as the sea, with a little starlight, which attracted me to indulge in it. Even the eyebrows and eyes I picked were full of piety and seriousness.

"But what if I don't want you? Qiu Linyan, I really feel so dirty." I raised my head and let tears fall from the corners of my eyes. In this world, there are so many men who are willing to accompany me even at this moment. What else am I not satisfied with.

"But in this life, I have recognized you." Qiu Linyan sighed and put me on the bed. "You're in an unstable mood. Go to sleep first. We'll talk when you wake up."

"Will you always be with me?" I asked.

"Well, I'm with you!" Qiu Lin Yan held my hand wrapped in steamed bread and kept falling soft kisses.

I was really tired. I cried for a while. With such a serious mental blow, my heart was tired. I thought I would not be able to sleep, but leaning on Qiu Linyan's arms and listening to his powerful heartbeat, I soon fell asleep.

I had a terrible nightmare. It was more terrible than that year when I fell into the water and surfaced. Xiao Lelin pressed me in. I saw myself lying naked in the hotel. Many men surrounded me with obscene laughter and walked towards me step by step.

I screamed and sat up. The man's body temperature immediately surrounded me. The familiar chest and the familiar smell of tobacco pulled my thinking back. I threw myself into Qiu Linyan's arms and cried silently.

Tears are the most powerless thing, but at this time, I can't find anything to do except crying.

"I cried again. I didn't cry when I was scalded. Why did you cry when I held you?" Qiu Lin rubbed my cheek with pity.

I arched a few times in his arms, found the most comfortable position and leaned powerlessly: "Qiu Linyan, I have a nightmare again, but it's so real. It really happened. What should I do?"

"Can you tell me?" Qiu Lin asked Yan softly.

"Yes, you will dislike me." I closed my eyes, told Yan Ruyu everything they said during their conversation, and said sadly, "when I was with you, I always thought that Xiao Lelin was my husband and I knew him first, so it's understandable that I didn't give it to you for the first time, but now, will you want me like this?"

"Your woman is sleeping with a man who doesn't know who it is." I cruelly told the truth and waited for Qiu Linyan's sentence. I was nervous and relieved. If people treat me well, I want to pay back ten times.

However, it seems that I am not qualified to be strict with Qiu Lin. even myself began to dislike me. How many women can accept this experience.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't hear Qiu Linyan speak. I couldn't help looking up at him. Qiu Linyan was neither surprised nor disgusted. Instead, his expression was very strange. Then he held my face and whispered, "if I told you that the man that night was me, do you believe it?"

I smiled and smiled with tears. "You lied to me again. There are so many coincidences in this kind of thing."

"It's true!" Qiu Lin looked at me strictly and seriously.

"No, please don't comfort me. The facts won't change. I'm such a dirty woman. Xiao Lelin scolds me for being a man. It's really right." I shook my head. Qiu Linyan would rather lie to me in order to reassure me. However, I don't want to pretend that nothing has happened.