"I didn't have self-confidence. Qiu Linyan's family background is too good." I smiled bitterly, "countless times I've been thinking about how much it would be if he were just a poor boy. I don't need to live in a luxury house, and I don't need an unlimited number of credit cards. As long as I go to work and get off work every day, there's a person waiting for me at home. We'll cook together, watch TV together and say sweet words."
"Family background is something that people can't refuse. You shouldn't belittle yourself. You're also miss Tang. Although you don't deserve the name, it's Bai Fumei." Zhang Xin stared at me. Seeing my dying expression, she reached out and poked me again.
I rolled my eyes: "you said before, I'm the worst baifumei you've ever seen. I don't even have money to go shopping and buy clothes. You have to pay for me."
"That's not true. I don't care. You agreed to be with the male god. The painting has also been handed over and is still hanging in the art exhibition hall. You've taken a big step in life and married. Do you still want to repent? I want to strangle you if you don't say Qiu Linyan. It's a shame."
Painting, I covered my eyes: "but I can't see it anymore. I may not be able to draw again in the future."
"Ma Dan, you're so angry with me. Tang yuan, if you have this idea again, I'll break up with you. If my small building isn't too good, I'll definitely pry your corner and make you cry in bed." Zhang Xin made a gesture of beating me. Finally, she saw that I looked too miserable and had a bandage on my hand. She patted vigorously on the table to vent her anger.
I saw that she was worried. I didn't know how, so I poked the laughing point and burst into laughter.
"Ah Xin, how can you be so cute? It's really that the emperor doesn't hurry to die a eunuch."
"I don't have that thing. I'm a eunuch." Zhang Xin gave a low roar.
I coughed and said proudly, "Qiu Linyan won't like you. You're dead. If you dare to hit his attention, I'll give medicine to your little building, and then conceive his child and force marriage."
"You dare!"
We were like fighting. You stared at me and I stared at you. Finally, both of them burst out laughing.
I think I've just lost my sight and I'm not used to such darkness. It breaks my self-confidence, so I have such a state of mind. I'm much better after Zhang Xin said a few words.
"Don't worry, your innocent big boy is not my favorite style. I like the one who is enthusiastic and actively presses me."
"You know, you wait. Maybe you'll see it in a few days. You're not even afraid of death. What else are you afraid of?" Zhang Xin said earnestly.
Yes, I'm not even afraid of death. What else am I afraid of.
Indeed, people are social animals. In a depressed environment, they also need enlightenment. After Zhang Xin left, I continued to maintain a good mood. Even when I went to see Qiu Linyan, his parents were there, and I was not timid. I took the initiative to hold Qiu Linyan's hand and talked to him for a while.
The doctor said that all functions of Qiu Linyan's body were recovering. I could wake up tomorrow morning at the latest. I smiled like eating sugar for the new year, and generously told Xuan Jiazhuo to see Qiu Linyan again tomorrow morning.
Walking to the corridor, I also heard Xuan Jiazhuo muttering to Qiu Zongguang that I was a good girl. Unfortunately, I was divorced and had a bad reputation. Otherwise, she wouldn't mean to stop us.
After taking the medicine in the afternoon, I felt a little dizzy and my body was not right. I thought I had stayed in the house too long and the air was bad. I pushed my wheelchair to the garden for a walk.
My head was still dizzy. Qiu Zongguang came to talk to me. I didn't hear what he said clearly. In the whirl of heaven and earth, I fell into darkness and was confused. I heard someone talking.
"She had a problem with brain tonifying nerves and was infected with a virus on the island. It was a rare brain cancer caused by excessive blood loss. She was not saved."
I was shocked. Brain cancer was not saved. Are they talking about me? Am I dying?