Chapter 292

I don't know how long I've been in a coma. I just feel as if it's long and short. It's not a coma that doesn't know anything. I know what people around me do, but I just can't open my eyes. It's like my soul out of the body. Something's wrong with my whole body.

Someone in my ear issued a long sigh, someone's tone became choked, is it sad? Why sad?

Finally, I woke up completely, because I couldn't see, and I didn't open my eyes, because I heard Xuan Jiazhuo's voice, which was with Qiu Guozhi.

"The doctor has just made an exact examination. It is indeed brain cancer. In the early stage, it is dizzy and dizzy. From time to time, it will fall into a coma. In a few days, it will continue to vomit and can't eat anything." Xuan Jiazhuo said in a deep voice.

"It wasn't good before. When I came to see her yesterday, the girl was still talking to me. She called me dad because she shouted wrong. She was a good girl." Qiu Guozhi asked.

"It is said that it is caused by excessive blood loss and infection with viruses. Some viruses spread quickly. The dean said that this disease is relatively rare. In the history of medicine, it is impossible to be cured."

Xuan Jiazhuo choked and said, "if ah Yan wakes up tomorrow, how can I tell him? The child has been persistent since childhood and will never stand it."

"Now you should consider how to let the girl know that ah Yan's life was saved by her."

"It's really lucky. Although I don't agree with her and ah Yan, I didn't want to have an accident with this girl. She's a man of friendship. I can see it." Xuan Jiazhuo choked and said, "ah Zhi, I'm very flustered. What should I do?"

"Don't cry. I'll go to the doctor to confirm the specific situation. When the boss comes, let him find more doctors. We need experts." Qiu Guozhi coaxed Xuan Jiazhuo like a child. Finally, he said, "when she wakes up, I'll follow the girl."

I was confused at the beginning. At this time, I finally understood. I was dizzy. Isn't this what I often see these two days?

So, when I was unconscious, what I heard was not fake?

I'm really going to die, because I'm infected with the virus and lose too much blood and become brain cancer?

I slipped myself into the quilt and trembled all over. How could this happen? Before, I was still worried and couldn't see how to live with Qiu Linyan. Now, I have begun to face the problem of life and death.

All the things I experienced on the ship told me that life is so fragile. After being rescued, I have always been grateful to God for giving me the opportunity to survive. Although there have been various problems and even great pressure on the Qiu family, I am also sincerely happy that Qiu Linyan and I are alive.

But now, am I going to die?

There was a constant surge of depressed emotions in my chest. I wanted to run to the window and yell at the outside sky. I also wanted to fall down in Qiu Linyan's arms and cry loudly. In the end, I didn't do anything. I just lay in bed. I didn't bite and cry until Xuan Jiazhuo and them left the ward.

No one will accept death calmly, and I am no exception. I am just a mortal, afraid and afraid.

Zhang Xin said, I'm not even afraid of death. What else am I afraid of? I can fight for Qiu Linyan regardless of my body, but I can't accept it. At the moment of the rest of our lives, we face death again, which means that I don't even have a choice. I can only watch myself and leave Qiu Linyan.

Doesn't it mean there must be a blessing if you don't die? Why is there only sorrow after it's my turn? God is too unfair to me. He can close many doors and leave a small window for others, but he strangles all my hopes.

Crying, I fell into a coma again. I couldn't stop the dizziness. I didn't coma for long, because when I woke up, it was the time for me to take the medicine in the afternoon. The nurse spread the pill on my hand and handed me a glass of water.

I took the water, especially at a loss. I was awake. No one came to tell me about it. Could it be just that I was dreaming?

With this hope, I whispered to the nurse, "has my medical record been changed?"