I was stunned. I couldn't imagine that Mo Lanxin would say such words. I'm dying. What else should she worry about? Why should she stop me from meeting Qiu Linyan?
"Miss Mo, what do you mean?" I asked, sipping my mouth.
"Sorry, I know I'm going too far, but I really can't bear to see that ah Yan knows your condition and the state of despair and collapse after seeing you." Mo Lanxin sobbed.
"Miss Mo, I'm dying. I have only three months to live. Qiu Linyan is my husband. We're married. Do you want to stop me from meeting him even in the countdown to life?" My face was stiff and I couldn't make any expression at all.
"I just want to get along well with my beloved in the last time. Do you want to deprive me of such rights?"
"No, no, I don't want to, but... But..." Mo Lanxin said while crying, "ah Yan will wake up tomorrow. He loves you so much and will meet you. He can't bear such emotions. After there is hope, those great disappointments are too cruel and cruel."
"Do you know I understand your relationship and why I am so hostile to you after seeing you? Originally, I don't care about your identity and reputation. After all, my family background, appearance and talent are better than you. However, I know ah Yan too well. He is a very persistent person. It's hard for anyone to change anything if he believes in something Come here and let him change. "
"How sad would he be if he knew you were going to die." Mo Lanxin carefully held my hand and said, imploring: "you can hate me, blame me, beat me out of anger, but I beg you. Don't let ah Yan experience such a cruel thing."
"But you are so cruel to me, Miss mo. do you know what you deprive? It's my courage to stick to living."
On the one hand, I think what Mo Lanxin said is very reasonable. Let Qiu Linyan wake up and accept it after knowing that we are all alive, happy and excited. I am about to die and only have three months of life. I can't even think how much it will hurt him.
The most terrible thing for people is not to despair all the time, but to bring a little hope after despair, and then crush this hope completely. I have experienced this feeling, and even nearly driven crazy. Do I really want Qiu Linyan to try this feeling?
"Sorry, sorry, really sorry!" Mo Lanxin said incoherently, "It's my fault. I just care about ah Yan too much. If you're still good, I can compete fairly with you. We can please that man together. Even, maybe we can become friends from our love enemies. Tang yuan, you're a very simple and kind-hearted woman. Being friends with you must be a very happy thing, so can you stop seeing him. ”
Without Qiu Linyan, no, I shook my head, "no, I don't want to, I don't want to leave Qiu Linyan. I promised him that I would die in his arms even if I was afraid of death. If there is something we have to face together, don't force me, don't force me."
I was forced to collapse by such a heavy topic. I shouted in panic: "go away, go away, I don't want to see you, Mo Lanxin. You are very powerful and you care about Qiu Linyan, but so what? Qiu Linyan likes me and Tang yuan."
I completely collapsed, and even my words were full of aggression: "I only have three months of life. Let Qiu Linyan accompany me for three months. When I die, you can pester him again. If you want to marry him or have children for him, I can't see it at that time. I don't know why you don't let go of me, who is dying. Get out of here!"
I grabbed the pillow from my bed and threw it at Mo Lanxin. She knelt on the ground and didn't move. She just kept saying sorry. I was really going to collapse. She grabbed the tea cup on the table and threw it on the ground.
"I will haunt Qiu Linyan when I die!"