The sound of the broken teacup didn't ring immediately. Instead, it hit something. It fell to the ground with a dull noise. I heard Mo Lanxin's startled voice and suddenly woke up. I seemed to have hit her with something just now.
"Miss Tang, do you really want to leave a tragic memory in Qiu Linyan's life and make him feel sorry for himself?"
"Get out!" I screamed again.
Why would I die? Well, only after a trip to the sea, we almost died. We narrowly escaped death. I am happy to appreciate the value of life, but we still can't escape the fate of death.
Mo Lanxin finally calmed down. She knelt in place for a long time, stood up and said to me deeply, "I'm sorry. I was abrupt. I only got to ah Yan without considering your mood. Please don't mind. In the future, I won't mention this matter again. Forget it, forget what I've been here."
When I heard her footsteps going away, I suddenly burst into a sobbing roar in the air. After roaring, I saw that Mo Lanxin had not left. I shouted to her and asked, "have you ever thought that Qiu Linyan would ask me even if I didn't see him? Wouldn't he know about me if he didn't see him?"
Mo Lanxin hesitated for a long time and finally said, "maybe he will think you are dead at sea. With this regret, he will not collapse because of facing you."
The door was closed and isolated from the outside sun. I fell decadent on the bed and suddenly gave birth to a kind of world weary despair. For a moment, I even really felt that it was better to die on a desert island.
I saved Qiu Linyan. Would it be better if I died in happiness? I won't be so desperate and die slowly in silence. I won't struggle to think about how to face Qiu Linyan.
But it happened that I came back to life. From the great joy, I faced a knowing blow and continued to face another death.
It was already night, but I didn't even feel sleepy at all, and my head fainted again, which was more serious than previous times. However, this time, I didn't faint, but I just had a swirling and shaky feeling.
I gasped and lay down for a long time before I felt better. Brother Qiu came to see me again and brought me some snacks outside, including sour and sweet sugar gourd. I seldom ate this thing. I didn't like it when I was a child. I didn't have a chance when I was older.
Qiu Zongguang told me that my mother likes to eat this kind of thing. I took one and tried it. The sour and sweet taste spread on the tip of my tongue. In addition, I just took the medicine and the bitter taste in my mouth is really similar to my current mood. I feel everything.
"The bodyguard said something happened in your room this afternoon. Did Lanxin tell you anything?" Qiu Zongguang suddenly asked me. It seemed that he was worried about me.
I smiled, shook my head and said, "no, I'm just not used to the pity of my rival. This is a way for a woman to maintain her dignity."
Qiu Zongguang was silent again. After a while, he said to me, "do you want to go to the United States? There have been a lot of such rare medical records abroad, but there are only a few cases at home. Those doctors are completely helpless in the face of new diseases. If you go to the United States, the technology for this disease is relatively mature. Maybe you will succeed."
"To America? To America!" I repeated this sentence several times. Hope is better than no hope, but what should I do if I don't want Qiu Linyan? I really don't want to give him up. As long as I think that I will go far away from him and never see him again, I feel uncomfortable and want to die immediately.
"Wait until Qiu Linyan wakes up. I leave quietly. Qiu Linyan will be angry. When he is angry, he will not talk to me for a long time and spank me. I don't want it." I pretended to smile easily.
I stayed up all night. I looked at the ceiling until dawn. Qiu Zongguang told me that when Qiu Linyan woke up, I almost climbed out of bed with my hands and feet, but when I came to the entrance of the ward, I shrank.
"Take me away. I don't want to see him. Just tell him I'm dead!"