Chapter 511

"When are you going to lose your temper? After going out for a few days, it's time to come back. Do you want me to invite you back? I'll beat you a few times and you'll run away from home directly. Are you ready to deny me if I say more?"

An Yunying's tone was not very good. She was a little unhappy and complaining, as if I was making trouble without reason.

Those expectations in my heart are particularly ridiculous at this moment. I feel cold and uncomfortable. It's like someone poured a basin of cold water on me, "Mom, is that what you think of me?"

"All right, don't discuss these meaningless things. Come back to me when you have enough willfulness. Your father has great opinions on me these days. You will come back in the afternoon. I want to see you after dinner." An Yunying said to me in a commanding tone that there was no room for discussion at all.

Meaningless things, willful enough, these simple words usually listen to nothing, but now they only make me feel uncomfortable. I tried to make myself laugh and whispered, "Mom, don't you have anything else to tell me?"

"Say what?" An Yunying was puzzled. She was silent and suddenly said, "you don't want me to apologize to you. You did something wrong. If I beat you a few times, you'll bear a grudge. It's too unwise. Learn from others' Yan Ruyu. If I treat her a little better, she'll be grateful to Dade. She's considerate and considerate to me. Where can you be so unwise."

"My mother also thinks that I should learn from Yan Ruyu, but I really don't know what I should learn from her, learn from her flattering and flattering, or her villain's ambition to step on high and hold low. Believe it or not, if you don't gain power tomorrow, Yan Ruyu won't pay attention to you at all. Mom, why should you pay attention to such a person, mom, I really don't understand."

I grabbed my hair and all my sadness and reluctance came out. I really don't understand. Every time I had a conflict with my mother, I would be at a loss, especially when Yan Ruyu was there. What's wrong and what's wrong?

"How can you say that, Ruyu? When you grew up with her, you should support each other like sisters. Now she's not happy. Shouldn't you help her?" An Yunying growled, "OK, I don't want to talk nonsense with you anymore. Hurry to pack up and come back. Your father told him..."

"No!" I roared, and those indignation and unwillingness had reached the extreme: "what am I going back to do, watching you kiss Yan Ruyu like a daughter, and then being ridiculed by you? If she still stayed at the dealer, I wouldn't move back."

"You've turned upside down, haven't you, Tang Yuan? I'm so disappointed in you. If you still have my mother in your heart, you'll come back, or I won't recognize..."

"Or you won't recognize me, will you? It's not the first time I've heard that."

I yelled and interrupted my mother's words. When I heard that sentence for the first time, I was very frightened and sad, as if I had been hurt by the most important person, but I listened more. This fear disappeared in my heart, but I felt disgusted. It was my mother. She talked about our relationship and threatened me again and again.

"I'm also disappointed in you, mom. You don't understand. You don't understand anything. You haven't considered my position at all. Do you really love me? Mom, sometimes I really want to know this question. Mom, do you don't love me at all and have nothing to do with my existence? The significance of my existence is to witness a relationship you once had."

I cried, choked and covered my mouth, but I still couldn't stop crying. Recently, I often had this idea. I found that my mother's love for me was not as strong as I thought. She didn't remember what I loved to eat, what color I wore, or even the picture I drew for her when I was a child. She could remember my birthday wrong.

My mother doesn't love me. When Yan Ruyu is around, this feeling becomes more and more obvious.