Chapter 512

The other end of the phone was silent for a long time before an Yunying's voice came. She was calm and melancholy: "of course, mom loves you. You child, if I say a few words to you, you can't stand it. I'm your mother. Everything I do now is for you."

"No, it's not." I shook my head and cried, "if you love me, why don't you hesitate to leave me in the Tang family to suffer? If you love me, why can you completely ignore my thoughts and take Yan Ruyu to the dealer and go in and out with you? If you love me, you won't force me again and again. If you love me, you won't let an outsider speak unkindly to me."

I admit that my mother and I can't calm down or give in to my uncle's affairs. Even, I can't find a way to adjust. My uncle was not pushed down by Xuan Jiazhuo, but his death is inextricably related to Xuan Jiazhuo. In this matter, if my mother makes any irrational decision, I will be sad and embarrassed, but I will never be angry.

I was angry just because my mother tolerated Yan Ruyu. She could watch Yan Ruyu taunt and sneer at me and be indifferent. Instead, she praised Yan Ruyu for being sensible. She was my mother. Shouldn't she protect me and protect me from being wronged in front of outsiders.

But when my mother called, she didn't even realize that her infinite connivance to Yan Ruyu had hurt me and my heart.

"I think you really need to calm down. Anyway, come back for dinner in the afternoon and wait for your father to deal with something." An Yunying was silent and said quietly, "OK, I have something to do. That's it."

Cope, this word sounds very harsh. I'm very unhappy. After hanging up the phone, I feel even worse. I just feel that there is a kind of depression in my heart that can't be vented. It's terrible.

I don't know since when, I can't communicate with my mother. There is a big gap between us, which can't be solved. I leaned back on the sofa. I stayed there alone for a long time to calm my depression.

Zhang Xin came to me to buy some new clothes for her family. Let me get familiar with the process of raising children. I was very happy when she came to me in the past, but today, I couldn't raise my interest. When Zhang Xin talked to me, I didn't know what she was talking about several times.

"I said, what's the matter with you today? It's like being hit by something. You quarreled with my male god?" Zhang Xin put down her clothes and gently poked me in the forehead.

"If it's really this thing, that's good. I don't have to worry so much." I shook my head: "besides, ah Yan won't quarrel with me. Even if I want to quarrel, ah Yan will soon solve the problem and make me angry."

"That is to say, your empress dowager sent you a statement to leave the male god?" Zhang Xin blinked. She wanted to joke, but when she saw that my face was really bad, she closed her mouth again. After a while, she whispered, "look at your face, is it more serious than you think? I always thought that your mother is the kind of person who is reasonable and kind, and won't be too harsh on you."

Is mom harsh? In fact, I really don't care about those harsh things. I just care. When Yan Ruyu bullies me, she just helps Yan Ruyu speak. Shouldn't mom protect her daughter?

"It has something to do with this, but it's not entirely because of my uncle." I rubbed my temples and felt a splitting headache. I simply took Zhang Xin to the coffee shop and asked for a cup of hot milk. After drinking a few mouthfuls, I still felt uncomfortable. I asked the waiter to buy me some lollipops. After eating them in my mouth, I felt more comfortable.

"What's the matter? Don't just sigh. I'm worried to death by you."

Zhang Xin picked up the child and lay on her shoulder. Seeing that she was a little tired, I took the initiative to reach out and hold the child, "come on, godmother, hold you, good child, it's so cute."

The little ball in my arms was rubbed by me and giggled. I smiled a little more: "ah Xin, do you think I can't escape the shadow of Yan Ruyu in my life? Is she my disaster star?"