Chapter 45

Xu Zhiyin’s fist was initially tightly clenched. When she felt Gu Nantian’s obsessed kiss, she slowly relaxed.

Just let it be. This man couldn’t absorb whatever she said.

After a long time, Gu Nantian let her go. Her lips swelled slightly after his kiss. He looked at Xu Zhiyin affectionately. “If you say to find another person to love, why don’t you find yourself another person to love? Don’t love Ji Liunian anymore. Love me!”

“…” Xu Zhiyin stopped telling him about principles. She shouldn’t force him to do what she couldn’t do herself.

Anyway, she was merely a substitute in his eyes.

She shifted her vision toward Gu Nantian’s wounded mouth. “You’re injured. I’ll nurse your wound.”

“It’s only a small injury.” Gu Nantian said casually.

When he was hit, he thought he would get some consoling from Xu Zhiyin and he could use the opportunity to act like a spoiled child. So, when he came home and Qiao asked him to apply some medicine, he refused.

He was waiting for Xu Zhiyin to care about him.

Now that he heard what Xu Zhiyin said, Gu Nantian felt the wound in his heart was a lot more severe than the wound beside his mouth.

Because this woman didn’t love him at all.

She even advised him to love someone else!

However, Xu Zhiyin didn’t allow him to be wilful. She grabbed some medicine and applied it on his wound carefully.

She looked at Gu Nantian and advised him in a calm voice, “Don’t fight next time.”

“Are you afraid I’ll kill him?” Gu Nantian said in disdain.

“I just feel that a man like you shouldn’t land yourself in this state.” It was not worth doing this for the sake of an unimportant person like her.

“What kind of man am I? A man who delivers himself to you but was abandoned by you?” Gu Nantian wasn’t afraid to utter the words.

Xu Zhiyin sighed. “Can’t we chat in peace? I don’t wish to quarrel with you.”

Gu Nantian wrapped his arms around her waist. Xu Zhiyin knelt on the bed with one knee and her hand holding the bottle of medicine froze. She looked at this wayward man.

Gu Nantian’s face pressed on her chest and his hot breath was obvious.

Xu Zhiyin demanded, “Why are you hugging me? Let go of me quickly. I’m holding the medicine. It might fall on you.”

“Good.” Gu Nantian’s tone of voice had a sense of accomplishment, “Then, you won’t push me away.”

“Gu Nantian, don’t throw a tantrum like a child.”

“I like to throw tantrums like a child. I want you and if I don’t get you, I won’t give up!” The pajamas Xu Zhiyin was wearing had a belt and that moment, the belt came loose. His face rubbing against her chest had directly parted her pajamas. His face was pressing directly onto her body without a layer in between…

Xu Zhiyin screamed, “No! Gu Nantian, stop, the medicine is spilling!”

How could she take such a sudden attack?

Gu Nantian stretched his hand to take over the bottle of medicine from her hand and threw it onto the floor. Xu Zhiyin’s hands were held tightly and he pressed her down onto the bed. His lips came attacking. “I want you, Zhiyin, I want you! I want you to be my wife. I’ve almost gone crazy thinking of you!”

He felt so especially after seeing Ji Liunian. He was going crazy!

He was worried Ji Liunian would come and fight with him for Xu Zhiyin one day. By then, he wouldn’t have any odds of winning.

Xu Zhiyin looked at Gu Nantian and asked helplessly, “You really want me so much?”

“Yes, I even want you in my dreams.” As Gu Nantian kissed her, his hand was moving along on her body. “Whatever you don’t like about me, I can change. Why can’t you like me?”

“Gu Nantian…I’m a divorcee and I’m not good enough for you.” How would others see him? If everyone were to know he married a divorcee, he would be laughed at.

Gu Nantian thought she was telling him she was not a virgin. He hid his face on her chest and his voice was firm. “I don’t mind. No matter what your past is, I’ll accept you!”

To a divorcee, these words moved her.

Everyone said she had been divorced and her market value had dropped.

However, at least Gu Nantian did not mind.

He had many qualities other men were no match of but he didn’t mind her being a divorcee.

Xu Zhiyin replied, “If you wish to have a woman, there are many women out there. They will be better than me. You don’t have to do this.”

“Because I’ve set my mind on you.” His kiss made Xu Zhiyin weak.

She wrapped her arms around his neck, “Please let me go first, stop kissing.”

If he were to continue, she was afraid she could not control herself.

After all, she was a woman with a mature body and normal physiology!

Gu Nantian didn’t want to listen. “I don’t want to let you go.”

“I can give myself to you!” Xu Zhiyin held his face and forced him to raise his head to look at her, “If you really want me, I can give myself to you!”

“Really?” Gu Nantian looked at her with doubts.

Xu Zhiyin nodded. “Yes.”

She felt she had done what she should with Gu Nantian and even what she shouldn’t.

Previously, she couldn’t convince herself but now that she knew she had no more relation with Ji Liunian, she didn’t care who she slept with.

Tonight, Gu Xinyi had treated her badly. She felt she didn’t have to feel ashamed for the sake of Gu Xinyi.

She looked at Gu Nantian and found that after agreeing to him, there was light in his eyes as he was happy.

To him, it was as if her nod was the happiest thing that happened in this world.

“I can give my body to you, but I will not love you. We’re only… sex partners.”

Xu Zhiyin thought for a good while before coming out with this term.

She felt this was the best way!

Since young, she had never done things that exceeded what was proper. She had never thought of having sex with a man she didn’t love but Gu Nantian had changed her.

She was willing to do that with him because she had no choice. Gu Nantian would have her sooner or later.

However, she was reluctant to love a man like Gu Nantian!

She didn’t want to develop an affectionate relationship with him.

Gu Nantian asked, “What do you mean when you say you will give your body to me but won’t love me? What do you mean by sex partners?”

“It’s what you heard. Even if I give you my body, I still have my freedom. I’m not your woman. After I’ve completed my work here, you have to let me go!” Xu Zhiyin looked at him. “If you agree, you can touch me now.”

“What if I don’t agree?” Gu Nantian raised his brows. To hell with sex partners! Who did she take him as? A man who thinks with his butt? Did she think he was thinking of women and had gone crazy?

“Why don’t you agree? I’ve agreed to have sex with you.” Xu Zhiyin came closer to him. She could sense his body burning when she came closer. “Weren’t you waiting for this day? Now that I’ve agreed, shouldn’t you be happy?”