Chapter 1264

It was already noon when I woke up.

Xiaoxiao obviously got up long ago and was sitting on the sofa opposite the living room, eating melon seeds. Her legs were cocked and swaying. It was so itching.

Quietly came to Xiaoxiao behind, stretched out his hands to cover her eyes, I said, "little girl, guess who I am?"

"Are you big fat brother?"

"I'll go ~ ~ ~ is a fat pig so handsome?"

"Well I see. You must be Mr. Zhu Gangxiang

"Guess again!"

"Or are you Marshal Tianpeng coming down to earth?"

I'm so angry. After all, I'm a pig

Holding Xiaoxiao up from behind, I have lifted her to the same position as my chin. Xiaoxiao looks pale and screams.

I said with a smile, "little girl, who do you think is a pig? Can brother Feng in your family be described as a pig

"Come on, put me down. I'm scared to death..."

Xiaoxiao almost cried, dare not move, soft body paralysis in my arms, voice with crying cavity.

I think she is really a little afraid, some distressed, will Xiaoxiao back into his arms, said, "Xiaoxiao good, Xiaoxiao don't cry ah, is Fengge bad, I shouldn't tease you But are you so worried about me? Of course, I have a sense of propriety. How can I hurt you? "

Xiaoxiao snored, covering his face with both hands, pretending to be wronged and crying, and hummed, "brother Feng is the worst. If he is dead, he will scare others. One day, he will scare me into an idiot!"

My hand from her close clothes into, Xiaoxiao body suddenly began to vibrate, can't help but reach out my head into my arms, called me, "brother Feng, don't Oh ~ ~ "

" don't what, don't? A little farewell is better than a new marriage. After a long sleep, many centuries have been wasted. Do you want me to waste such a beautiful day? "

Said, I will Xiaoxiao again into the arms, rushed to the bedroom

This time, Xiaoxiao and I have no psychological burden, full devotion, it seems so crazy and so enjoy.

More than an hour later, Xiaoxiao fell on me with a tired face and a paralyzed body.

After kissing her on the forehead, I got up, took a shower in the bathroom, changed my clothes, went to the hotel restaurant and ordered the food myself.

Xiaoxiao did not fall asleep as I guessed, but sat on the bed wrapped in sheets.

I was a little surprised and asked her, "Xiaoxiao, what's the matter with you? You seem to be worried. Is there any difficulty in hiding it from me?"

She shook her head, feeling very depressed, and replied, "brother, I don't know how to tell you, I can't tell you clearly..."

"What's the matter?"

"Brother Feng, how do I feel like I'm dreaming these days? I Sometimes when I wake up and see you around, I feel very secure. But if I can't see you when I open my eyes, I Alas, I thought you left me and didn't want me, just like you suddenly appeared in front of me, then suddenly disappeared without a trace, never to see again Without you in my life, we will never meet again. "

"What nonsense?"

With a sigh, I put my hand around Xiaoxiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, do you know what I do?"

"Prison guards, it seems, are also called discipline?"

"Yes, I work as a prison guard in T City Women's prison. Discipline is generally what prisoners call us. They will call me Jiang team or Jiang discipline."

"Well."

"But you may not know why I went to the women's prison."

"Yes, sometimes when I think about it, I wonder, brother Feng, how can you go to work in a female prison?"

"Because my minor in university is psychology!"

I smile, "I used to study education. Have you heard of distance education? Hehe, but I have no way to stay in T city and find a job with stable income Later, there was an opportunity to be admitted as a civil servant in the prison system, and the women's prison just needed a psychological guidance teacher, who specialized in psychological counseling for women criminals. I went to the women's prison in T city because of the difference between the right and the wrong. "

"Oh, yes!"

"Yes So, brother Feng of your family is a psychology professional. Let me help you analyze your mentality at the moment. "

Xiaoxiao Leng for a while, as if not dare to listen, but also want to know, silent for a moment, finally said, "OK, brother Feng, you say it."

"Your current situation is called" panic loss anxiety disorder ", which is also called" anxiety about gain and loss ", or" anticipatory anxiety disorder "! How to explain? The emergence of this situation is due to the patient's understanding of what they have got, such as emotion, material object, work, treatment And so on many types, produce not self-confidence, not real psychology, always feel that these things get too suddenly, too incredible, it should not belong to themselves! And the patient himself is particularly concerned, for fear that if he can't see it, he will lose it again. That's why he has this kind of anxiety. "

I lit a cigarette, put my arm around Xiaoxiao, and said, "there is another situation, that is, I always worry about the development of things not in line with expectations! For example, you can see me every day, even every moment, but you know that you haven't completely grasped me and got me. As you said, you don't know when you wake up, open your eyes and find that I have gone to the empty room, and suddenly the world disappears. Even if you are mad, you can't find me all over the world. It seems that I never appear in your life Xiaoxiao, if you can't confirm or confirm the future or expectation, you will be restless and even hallucinate. "Xiaoxiao nodded desperately, tears began to flow again, choked, "brother Feng, can you help me, I'm really afraid of waking up in the morning, or going home one day, and finding that you have disappeared from my life! When I think of that scene, my heart will break. I really can't stand it. "

"Oh, fool!"

Deep sigh, although I understand Xiaoxiao psychological anxiety, sad reason, but I have no way.

Because I can't treat her worries in the best way!

There is a very unique way of treatment of mental illness, especially when the source of the disease is particularly clear, through this way of symptomatic treatment, the effect is the best.

That's it --- you have to tie the bell!

I'm the one who shackled Xiaoxiao's feelings and spiritual world!

Because I can't get my promise, I don't know whether I will stay with her after experiencing these crises. Xiaoxiao can't help but have this kind of worry about gain and loss, and will feel that she is not so secure!

When you see me by her side, even if it's stormy outside, your mood is still brilliant. As long as you don't see me, you will feel that the end of the world is coming, all that she has got is suddenly lost, and the emotional world completely collapses

Moreover, although Xiaoxiao's current state is not a mental problem, the psychological hidden danger is obvious. If I can say something she wants to hear, give her some acceptable promises and put them into action, her inner panic will gradually disappear over time, and finally return to normal completely.

But how can I tell Xiaoxiao? How can I have the heart to cheat her?