Chapter 1265

With tears, Xiaoxiao looked at me and said nothing. Her hands and ten fingers were tightly twisted together, and she looked nervous.

I understand how she wishes I could make some promises at this moment, such as never separate from her, and even marry her one day in the future, let her be my bride

Even I believe that as long as I say that, even if it needs time and action to prove it, Xiaoxiao's psychological shadow, this sense of panic and anxiety about expectation will be instantly reduced. In a few minutes, she will become the beautiful young girl who nags me and dances on the big bed.

Just, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. I've said this now. I've given her too much hope. If I can't do it, she will collapse completely. That will ruin Xiaoxiao's life.

In silence for a long time, I slowly finished smoking cigarettes in my hand, and finally decided to respect my true thoughts.

I said, "Xiaoxiao, I know what you want to hear and get, but I don't want to cheat you Brother Feng can't promise to marry you... "

"I know, brother, don't say it. I know you have a girlfriend, LAN LAN, Mo Zhi who always comes to you these two days, and the beautiful woman who went to the night walk nightclub with you last time. Do they have a deep relationship with you? Brother Feng, I don't expect you to marry me. I'm not so lucky. I just hope you don't want me, ignore me and don't see me. "

I know that the beautiful woman she said should be Yingjie. Yes, Xiaoxiao's eyes are very poisonous. Lanlan, mozhiwu and Yingjie are all my women. Although Xiaoxiao didn't have a real relationship with Yingjie when she saw her, she didn't control it and had a good night

But their situation is not exactly the same.

Mo Zhi dance's attitude is very clear --- will not marry me!

Maybe she knows that the nature of her work is too dangerous, and it will disappear mysteriously for a period of time. What I want is a simple and normal life. She can't give me, so she doesn't expect to stay with me all her life, get married and have children.

Yingjie is another kind of situation. Her favorite is her ex boyfriend who has been with her for eight years but failed to achieve the right result. My appearance just made Yingjie feel like a wave in her heart at a special time and on a special occasion, and regarded me as a substitute during this period.

Therefore, knowing that I have a girlfriend, Yingjie still hopes to be nice to me, even if it's a night's pleasure, she is willing to!

For Yingjie, it's just the feeling of missing her ex boyfriend because of the plane crash. She also needs a man physically. It's better to find someone else than me, Jiang Feng. At least Yingjie likes me and has feelings for me.

Only Lan Lan, she is holding the idea of dying with me, and my feelings for LAN LAN are especially special.

Even Xiaoxiao is different from Xiaoe's sister-in-law and Ru's sister. These two women are simple and kind-hearted. They don't have more ideas. If they can be with me, they will accompany me well. If I want to leave their life at some time, they won't have any complaints.

Maybe the situation of Hong Lei and Chenhui is a little similar to Xiaoxiao. They all hope to occupy more and more important proportion in my life and have a certain exclusive psychology.

But Xiaoxiao is very contradictory. She knows that even if she tries to fight for it, she can't have me alone. She doesn't even know the importance of them in my heart as well as Hong Lei and Chen Hui. Therefore, although Hong Lei and Chen Hui are sometimes depressed and irritable, they are always full of confidence and are not afraid of other women fighting with themselves!

Xiaoxiao always feels that our emotional foundation is too weak, and now she has nothing left, only me, I am particularly afraid that I will not want her

These thoughts and contrast flashed through my mind, slowly spitting out the last puff of smoke, I said, "Xiaoxiao, brother Feng doesn't want to cheat you I don't know if you will be disappointed if you say that. Yes, simply comparing the emotional basis, you really can't compare with those women, but you are you, you are also unique and irreplaceable to me! Xiaoxiao, the promise I can give you is that if you don't decide to leave me, well, I will take you wherever I go, and try to arrange your life as well as possible! If one day you want to understand, decided to find their own love, I will not stop, because I do not have that qualification... "

"No, you do. I said you do!"

Xiaoxiao wiped his tears, "brother, you are enough, I really don't have too much extravagance, I just want to see you often, just want to think of you, you can appear in my side is enough."

I wry smile, "Xiaoxiao, sometimes this kind of simple wish can not be easily realized Well, I'm just an ordinary man. I don't have three heads and six arms. I'm likely to be lack of skills... "

I mean, she should have understood. She turned pale in an instant.

I couldn't bear it. I hugged Xiaoxiao again and said, "silly girl, you used to be in such a bad environment. You haven't met many good men, so when you saw me, you just saw my brave and fearless side, so you can't help but fall in love with me madly But Xiaoxiao, there are so many better and better men in the world. After you return to your normal life, you will find that your idea is very naive and unrealistic And I'm too fussy. Although I'm not married, there are several women at the same time. Alas, I don't know how to tell you. I don't think I'm worthy of you. "Xiaoxiao fell on my chest and began to cry, which made me upset and confused.

After a while, Xiaoxiao put away her tears and said to me, "brother Feng, forget it, it's meaningless to think about these and say them now. Anyway, you promised me that as long as I don't leave you, you won't ignore me and don't want me, right?"

"... yes, I did."

"Well, let time decide all this. Maybe one day I'll figure it out as you said, and find a better and better boyfriend to fly away No, I'm hungry. Let's eat. "

I'm not sure whether Xiaoxiao has eliminated her demons, but I can feel that her mood has gradually become calm, so she is more or less relieved.

After a cry, Xiaoxiao's appetite is surprisingly good, eating more than me.

Putting down the dishes and chopsticks, Xiaoxiao put her hand around my waist, put her pretty face on my chest and said, "brother Feng, I've been stuffy in the hotel for several days. Now there's no danger. Can we go out for a walk?"

After pondering for a moment, I feel that the biggest danger has been eliminated. The only thing left is the Revenge of the local gangsters and the Hao family in Xijing.

And now Qiantong is too busy to deal with himself. I'm afraid he's already thinking about how to run away. He may not be able to deal with me.

At the same time, Yingjie of the Hao family has agreed to let their Yingjia solve the problem, so at this delicate juncture, even if they hate me to death, the Hao family will probably choose to hold still and wait until the Qiantong case is settled before they trouble me!

Nodding, I said, "OK, let's go out for a walk, put on a low-key make-up, and try not to attract other people's attention."