Chapter 8

The manager went out. I touched the cigarette on the table, pulled out one and smoked it leisurely.

Ten minutes later, the manager came back and rubbed his hands: "brother, it's done. The boss agreed happily. We'll start a month's activity tomorrow and give it away for half a year."

I felt ecstatic, but my face didn't change. I said, "well, I'll give you a receipt first. You can contact me when you run out. This is my business card."

So the matter was settled. When I came out of the sales office, I looked at the hot noon sun and waved my arms in the air.

Damn, if you don't force yourself, you don't know how good you are. In the evening, I rewarded myself, bought two bottles of Xinghai beer and half a catty of beef, and had a tooth sacrifice in the dormitory.

Full of wine and food, turn on the computer, put on headphones, listen to the melancholy "Argentina don't cry for me" in QQ music, and start surfing the Internet.

The reason why I wear earphones is to avoid hearing the students' routine activities in bed after they come back. If they are harassed for a long time, their hormone secretion will be out of balance.

Live like a dream online.

I took the initiative to send her a handshake expression, she immediately replied with a smile.

"I haven't seen you for days!" I said.

Floating life like a dream: "something went out, just came back today!"

"Oh..."

"I see you are listening to Argentina don't cry for me. Do you like this song?"

"Yes, actually I like it because of its melancholy."

"Are you in a blue mood at the moment?"

"Maybe, maybe, almost, but on blue days, you can occasionally find a ray of light."

"Ha ha, so you found a ray of light today?"

"Bai Tiangang concluded a business deal. I feel some comfort in my heart."

"Congratulations, you must be an excellent enterprise manager. I want to learn from you."

I felt ashamed. Yes, I used to be a confident and successful entrepreneur, but now I am nothing.

I said: "I don't dare to. I'm actually a rubbish business manager."

"Don't be so humble. Excessive modesty is pride Well, are you busy these days? "

"Generally, how about you?"

"Busy, just take over a new job, a lot of things need to be familiar with, there is pressure, there is motivation, resistance is not small."

"Are you confident?"

"There must be! There are more ways than difficulties Life is struggle. I can accept failure, but I can't accept myself that I haven't struggled before. "

I was shocked. I used to be the same as myself. He was full of high fighting spirit for his ideal, career and love. But after a double blow, he is now disheartened. Although I am doing things now, I have no ambition in my heart. My efforts are just to get through the current crisis.

At that time, I had a tendency of self abuse and didn't want to have thoughts.

Me: "you have a good attitude and will succeed!"

Floating life like a dream: "ha ha Thank you for your encouragement. I believe in one sentence: there are many things in a person's life that can knock you down, but what can really knock you down is his mentality. Therefore, I think mentality is very important. "

There was a movement in my heart.

Floating life like a dream: "is your melancholy from worry?"

"I don't know, alas..."

"Why sigh Don't do that. I think maybe you should be a very persistent person. "

"How can I see it?"

"Because all human troubles come from persistence."

"Oh..."

"In fact, what we cling to in our life will make us tired. Whoever we cling to will be hurt. So we should learn to put it down, look down on everything, don't care, don't care, right and wrong doesn't matter. No matter what you lose, don't lose your good mood. Heart is a painter. Hold your heart and let it be pure, white and quiet. "

My heart was moving again, and I didn't speak for a long time.

"Ha ha, I'm comforting you, but I don't know that sometimes I can't get out of the strange circle of troubles. People, it's always easier said than done. The most difficult thing for people is to defeat themselves."

"In fact, I should thank you for your comfort. Maybe I'm too addicted to the past."

"Oh, I don't know what happened to you in the past, and I don't know how you are now. Maybe that's the wonder of the Internet. However, I want to say, don't live in the past, it will make you lose many good things in front of you. In other words, no one can go back to the past and start all over again, but anyone can start today and write a completely different ending. "

I looked at these two sentences repeatedly, feeling uneasy. After a while, I said to her, "thank you..."

"Don't be so polite. We are friends. We should care for each other. Besides, this is just my own idea, and it may not be right.""Although you are only one year older than me, you are more thoughtful than me. It seems that you are a person with considerable life experience."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because experience decides experience, experience makes thought." I said.