Chapter 143

"Uncle Mother is ill Xiaoxue cried on the phone: "last night, my mother was sleeping with me in her arms. In the middle of the night, I was woken up by urination. I saw my mother crying with me in her arms I'm too scared to make a sound. I wet my bed. "

"Ah! What about your mother now? " I say anxiously, in the heart surging to autumn Tong's incomparable concern.

"Mom went to work without eating or drinking in the morning. She just came back. As soon as she came back, she fell on the bed in her bedroom without eating or drinking The phone is on the coffee table in the living room. " Xiaoxue continued to cry.

Hearing this, my brain is completely disordered, and my breath is almost suffocating. My heart aches so much.

I decided to visit Qiutong at home immediately.

However, at this time, I realized that I didn't know the address of Qiutong's house.

"Xiaoxue, tell Uncle your home address?" I said.

"I live on the 28th floor of a high-rise building. I want to make an elevator." Xiaoxue said.

Faint!

"Xiaoxue, tell Uncle what road it is, and what units of the building in that community." I said.

"I don't know." Xiaoxue said.

I'm confused. I don't know what to do.

Just at this time, I heard Xiaoxue shouting: "Mom, mom got up and came out Mom, my uncle called. I'll call you

Then, I heard Qiu Tong's voice: "Yi Ke, Hello!"

Although Qiutong's voice sounds very calm, I clearly feel deeply haggard and weak.

My heart tightly grasp, quickly said: "total autumn, I listen to snow said you are sick? What's going on? "

"Ha ha..." Qiutong's dry laughter came from the end of the phone: "it's OK. It was cold last night. It's OK. Just lie down and sleep for a while. Thank you for your concern."

I said, "let me see you What's your home address? " At this time, I really want to go to Qiutong's nest to have a look at the place where the beauty lives? Look where her computer is, where she sits every night talking to me.

Qiu Tong paused: "well Where are you? "

"Hospital!"

"Then you don't have to come. I'll go to the hospital. I'll see the clouds!" Qiu Tong refused my visit in a euphemistic way.

I was a little disappointed, but I couldn't help it: "OK! But what about snow? She's at home by herself? "

I seem to have found another excuse.

"Piggy will be here soon. She will watch Xiaoxue at home." Qiu Tong blocked my last reason.

Soon, Qiutong appeared in the cloud ward.

The moment I saw Qiutong, I was surprised.

Although I have made some imagination about the scene of seeing Qiutong, and I have made some mental preparation. Although Qiutong has made a little bit of powder, I was surprised to see Qiutong at first sight. Qiutong seems to have a serious illness. Her eyes are sunken, her eyes are dark, her eyes are dull, her face is haggard, and her lips are dry

My heart suddenly began to ache. Qiutong suffered much more than I did. She dug a grave for herself, and then jumped in. The grave's spiritual torture to her was no less than the dry hole in the golden triangle.

Qiutong was surprised to see me. She looked at me straight in the eyes and said hoarsely: "Yike, you Are you okay? Are you ill? "

"I'm fine. I played games all night last night and stayed up all night." I forced myself to smile calmly, and then looked at Qiu Tong and said, "Mr. Qiu, you are so cold. How did you become like this? Your face is so haggard? "

Qiu Tong took a deep breath, closed the door of the ward, tried to smile, and said faintly: "it's normal that the wind is cold and the rest is not good This woman, lack of sleep is like this. It's no fuss. "

Having said that, I knew in my heart that Qiutong was the result of physical and mental suffering. The suffering in her heart was far greater than that in her body.

My heart is aching like a needle for a long time, watching Qiutong quietly reach the cloud bed, watching the clouds

For a while, Qiutong murmured: "tomorrow is the new year's Eve, and it's time for the new year."

With these words, Qiutong seems to suddenly think of something, turned to look at me: "Yike, you don't go home for the new year?"

"It's a long way to go. I can't afford it. I won't go back!" I said.

Qiu Tong looked at me and didn't seem to believe me at all. He said, "are you worried about the cloud being lonely here by yourself Are you here for the clouds? "

I was noncommittal and did not speak.

Qiu Tong looked at me for a while, and then stood up: "I see, let the doctor give the cloud a comprehensive examination to test the body."

I nodded and went to the doctor with Qiutong.

Doctors soon arranged for nurses to get a lot of advanced testing instruments to test the functions of various organs of the cloud, and carried out a comprehensive physical examination.

Finally, the results came out, and the doctor said to us with a relaxed look: "the examination results show that the patient's indicators are almost the same as ordinary people, and the sensitivity of nerve endings in the whole body is close to that of ordinary people. During this period of time, the effect of touch therapy has proved to be very good. In my opinion, maybe when the patient will wake up!"Qiu Tong and I were very happy to hear that. Qiu Tong asked the doctor eagerly, "doctor, when will she come back to life?"

"Well, it's hard to say. Maybe the patient will wake up at any time, especially when encountering strong external stimulation." The doctor said: "in a word, the patient seems to be at the last moment. As long as she can stimulate the last tactile brain center, she may become a completely healthy person It's just like a rocket launch. It's about ignition. The key is when the fire can be ignited and whether the key ignition temperature can be found. "

After the doctor left, I thought about the doctor's words, and Qiutong seemed to be thinking

After a while, Qiutong sat down beside the cloud, held the cloud's hand, rubbed it, and said softly, "little girl, you've been sleeping so long, have you had enough sleep? I'm looking forward to your waking up and going back to work one day earlier Good, don't sleep. Wake up quickly. "

I stood behind Qiu Tong, feeling very confused. After a while, I said to Qiu Tong, "Mr. Qiu, it's late. Go back and have a rest early. Take good care of yourself Don't worry about everything

Hearing my words, Qiutong shivered slightly. Then he let go of the cloud's hand, stood up and looked at me: "I'm just suffering from the cold. What's on my mind? What's the problem? What do you mean by that? "

I suddenly realized that I had said too much and said, "well, yes, I think too much. I mean, I hope Qiu can always have a good body and a good mood."

Qiutong silently watching my eyes, I feel very empty heart, dare not face Qiutong.

Qiutong let out a very slight sigh, and then said: "thank you, Yike I'll go back first. "

Said, Qiutong out of the ward, I went to the door of the ward, looking at Qiutong in the corridor gradually left the back, the back now appears to be so lonely and lonely, there are a few unspeakable desolation and desolation.

My heart was depressed and I sighed deeply.

I know that in Qiutong's heart, for a long time, even forever, she will never forget the ethereal air in the virtual world. She is so affectionate and has a woman, but she is so rational.

I know that in the course of her life, in the vast world where she lived, some things really passed, just like those floating clouds in the sky, never come back after the past, leaving no trace.

And some things, no matter how many times in the past, but always can't pass, I always can't get over that hurdle, often from the bottom of my heart in the sediment of the years of the past, those silent for a long time of pain and sorrow will come out, beat her scarred memory, in her melancholy and confused heart cold and mercilessly across a deep and sharp The ravine of

And the originator of all this is me. If I didn't search that Yeke at the beginning, if I didn't add her as a friend, if I didn't indulge my feelings, if All this will not happen, will not bring today's physical haggard and spiritual difficulties to Qiutong Qiutong has suffered enough, but I put another layer of pressure on her.

Think of a sentence: sometimes, the person you want most is actually the one you should leave most.

Is it that, in the dark, my first acquaintance with Qiutong had already predicted this sentence?

In the evening, late at night, I sat alone in front of the computer, watching the gray head in the dialogue window

It's like a dream. It's true and false. It's all over. It seems that it's predestined. It starts from a dream and ends in a fantasy. It's like a dream without a beginning and an end.

At this time, I suddenly noticed that my personal signature changed: far away from the river, long blue sky, boundless road, carefree and sorrowful, full of feelings, boundless thinking

I pondered these words carefully for a long time

Then, I opened the chat record and looked at it from the beginning. From the day I first met her

Looking at the communication between me and floating life like a dream, my heart rises and falls, mixed with sadness and joy

All of a sudden, I seem to see the head like a dream flashed, became a color, busy eyes to see, but it is gray.

My heart jumped down, is it floating like a dream online, and then quickly set the stealth? She is also the same as me, with the same hard to shake the feelings here to remember our past? Or am I dazzled and hallucinated?

I continued to look at the picture, but it was always gray, and there was no change.

With a long sigh, I turned off the computer, turned off the light, and lay on the bed beside the clouds, staring at the dark night with wide eyes, dazed

Night, is so quiet, so helpless, in this quiet night, without the noise of the day, my heart can not calm down, constantly torture the deepest soul

In the boundless darkness, I enjoy the inexplicable darkness and loneliness, and the sadness brought by a few threads of pain.

I open my mind, quietly thinking about floating life like a dream, thinking about Qiutong.I know that in the emotional life line, she and I are living individuals, we do not need to force other people's emotional space.

In that illusory world, without any fetters, it's easy to let go of one's own feelings, such as a wild horse that takes off its stiffness and lets it run freely on the vast grassland. However, when returning to the cold reality, one has to wrap up one's own feelings and let it quietly sink in the cold underground