Chapter 144

The night is deeper, I still can't sleep.

Get out of bed, stand at the windowsill, open the window, and watch the endless night sky from afar. No matter how cold the wind blows, the body doesn't feel much, but the mind blows through the mind like the wind.

In the empty night, I can't sleep, the silent air with the cold floor makes me feel lonely. Lonely a little bit into the heart, feeling straight into the bone marrow.

Those feelings of loneliness and loneliness are unspeakable. Only one person can really feel them. That kind of feeling can only be told by oneself. In the light outside, I saw my own shadow - a dark shadow, a lonely figure, a figure who would be speechless at night.

The shadow like a wandering soul, like a spirit, so helpless, wandering in the empty night

Lighting a cigarette, I taste my fragmented life in the smoke.

I saw my heart in the smoke. I knew I was trapped by this unforgettable emotion, but I couldn't get out.

In endless thoughts, I constantly recall the past with her in the fantasy and reality. I slowly tear my heart open and feel the pain of tearing my heart and flesh. The pain makes me unable to breathe. The pain makes me unable to speak

The night is lonely, so am I.

The next day is new year's Eve, and tomorrow is the Spring Festival.

The hospital is very cold, the building is very quiet, occasionally pass a nurse on duty, most people go home for the new year.

Tonight is new year's Eve. It's time for all families to get together. I'm going to spend the Spring Festival in 2009 with cloud for the first time without my parents.

At the moment, I didn't think of what would happen on this new year's Eve, how I would never forget.

During the day, I went to the mall, bought a brand-new dress for Yunduo, bought a few bottles of wine and some dishes, and planned to accompany Yunduo to pour and drink at night.

I don't expect Qiutong to come here tonight. She has a place to go, but I don't know how Xiaoxue will be settled by her.

When I came back, I saw that the fourth brother steamed stuffed bun shop was still open, but there were few customers, which made it seem more desolate.

I had some accidents. The shops around me were closed. Why didn't my fourth brother go home for the new year? Is the fourth brother the same as me, unable to go home for the new year?

Looking at the sign of the four steamed buns shop swaying in the cold wind, I moved the idea of talking with my fourth brother. As soon as the idea came up, I pressed down again. After thinking about it, I still didn't go.

I don't know why I didn't go. I just have an intuition that I can't go. The dinner on New Year's Eve was coming.

returned to the ward, and I changed the clouds into new clothes, and I arranged the hair of the clouds, pulled a table in the ward, and served as a table, set the dishes, found two cups, opened the bottles, poured the Baijiu, and then looked at the sleeping clouds, saying, "girl, tonight, my brother will accompany you for the new year, and have the new year's Eve dinner." I also poured a glass of wine for you. I know you have a lot of wine. I'll have a good drink with you tonight Let's drink first - "

with that, I'll take the cup.

At this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and a woman appeared at the door -

I was stunned, it was Haizhu, standing at the door with a travel bag.

I was surprised to see Haizhu. How did she suddenly appear here?

"Zhu, you What are you doing here? " I put down my glass and stood up in amazement.

When Haizhu saw me, her face became surprised and surprised. Then she felt heartache and sadness. If she didn't come back to me immediately, she threw down her travel bag, walked into the room, hugged me, looked up at me, and said with concern, "brother, what's the matter with you? What's the matter with you? "

I didn't recover for a moment, looking at Haizhu: "what's the matter, Zhu, I'm not, what's the matter with you?"

"Nothing? Not much No matter how you look so haggard, as if you just recovered from a serious illness! " Haizhu reached out and touched my cheek, tears shining, lips trembling: "brother, are you sick? Tell me, don't you? "

I just savor Haizhu's words. Looking at Haizhu's expression, listening to Haizhu's words and feeling Haizhu's touch, I suddenly feel a touch. I smile, gently take Haizhu's hand and say, "silly girl, I'm not so tired. I've been playing games all night these days. I'm tired of staying up all night. Look at you and make a fuss. What do I think is the matter?"

"Oh Is that true Haizhu looks at me.

"Nonsense, of course, it's true. I have nothing to do these days, so I'm addicted to red police. Ha ha..." I said with a pretense of lightness.

"Oh - you scared me to death. What did I think was the matter?" Haizhu took a long breath, relaxed, waved his fist and hit me on the chest: "brother villain, he is just fond of playing, and doesn't pay attention to his body at all. I see, you can't be too free. You have to have someone to control you, or you will be herding sheep."

I forced a smile and looked at Haizhu: "if you haven't answered me, why don't you come here if you don't spend the new year at home?"Haizhu pouted: "what do you think people are doing here?"

I said: "you go out for the Spring Festival, your family agree?"

Haizhu said, "well I told my brother that I wanted to come to Xinghai to play with you. My brother immediately agreed. My parents asked me why I went to Xinghai. I said I wanted to find you. My parents knew that you and my brother were iron brothers for a long time. They often heard my brother talk about you. Once they heard that I came to find you, they had no difference. My parents asked me to invite you to my home when you have time They also want to see the living. "

I felt some expectation and joy when I heard that, but the uneasiness hidden in my heart began to emerge again

I said, "ah, silly girl."

Haizhu said: "I know you will be here to spend the new year with Yunduo. I'm afraid you are lonely. I don't want to see you lonely. I miss you too. I've decided to come here to spend the new year with you. However, in order to give you a surprise, I didn't tell you on purpose."

The appearance of Haizhu really makes me feel a little excited and gratified. After all, it's a time for families to get together. It's very happy to have someone to talk with. At least, it's not lonely.

In such a moment, loneliness and loneliness are the most terrible.

I suddenly think of Qiutong, the years she spent, the Spring Festival, the moments when she was destined to be lonely and lonely. How did she come over all these years? Thinking of this, my heart aches again

Then, I thought, this Spring Festival, tonight, Qiutong should not be lonely. After all, she is going to Li Shun's parents' home to spend the new year with them. Although she is not her own parents, she is also enough to comfort

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel relieved for Qiutong, and I also get some comfort in my heart.

At this time, Haizhu saw my new year's Eve dinner and said, "brother, do you know I'm coming? I specially made two wine glasses. Hehe, that's good. Tonight, my sister will accompany me to get drunk."

Say, sea bead big square sits to bedside, feel wine cup to want to wait to clink a cup with me.

I stood there motionless, looking at Haizhu and said, "Zhu, that wine cup is not for you, it's for clouds."

Haizhu was stunned. She put down her glass and looked at the clouds on the bed. She looked embarrassed and said, "Oh Oh, I I'm being amorous Well It turns out that you are drinking with sister Yunduo... "

I said, "Haizhu, are you angry?"

Haizhu looked at me: "brother, if I say angry, do you care?"

I said: "care, care! But I don't think you'll be angry! "

Haizhu laughed: "know me, brother also, cloud sister is a good girl, I like her very much, you accompany her new year I don't care, and her drinking, of course, I won't be angry, but, I like you say care..."

I laughed, turned around, took out a dozen paper cups and put one on the table: "here, this cup is yours. I'll pour you wine!"

said, I felt the Baijiu bottle.

"Oh, farewell, I don't drink baijiu. I'll drink this!" Haizhu stopped me, turned to open my travel bag, took out a bottle of Huadiao wine, and shook it in front of me: "Hey - look at this, it's the authentic yellow rice wine from my hometown. It's really exciting to drink this. I brought four bottles here and checked them in."

I saw Huadiao medium sweet, and I put up the Baijiu, and said, "I drank this too. I haven't had any flower carving wine for a long time."

"I've brought it for you. I'll know you're a little greedy Haizhu chuckled, and then took out some paper bags from her travel bag: "Hey, brother, there are some rice cakes here. My mother made them at home, and they were still hot when she came here. Unfortunately, they are cold now, but they haven't hardened yet Unfortunately, there is no microwave here. "

I said, "OK, it's delicious. I like it. It's OK when it's cold."

Haizhu continued to work in the bag and took out a bottle of things: "look, brother, mud snail -"

all the things Haizhu brought were my favorite food when I was in ningzhou, and my appetite came up.

Haizhu spread out what she had brought on the table. I poured Huadiao wine on it again. Then we both raised our glasses. Haizhu looked at Yunduo and said, "sister Yunduo, ala is sister azhu that Nong has never seen before. Today, I will accompany you with my brother for the new year Come on, this is the Huadiao wine of ALA's family. Ala and his brother will drink it with you for the new year. My sister wishes Nong a speedy recovery and you will be more and more beautiful next year. "

Then, Haizhu held the cup to me with both hands, bright big eyes with incomparable affection and enthusiasm: "come, brother, ala, I'd like to offer you a glass of wine. I wish my brother a successful career next year, and I wish you happiness and happiness forever."

"Come on, Zhu, I wish you more and more beautiful and happy forever!" I said.

Then, I drink with Zhu.

"Brother, I'll accompany you for the new year. Are you happy?" While eating vegetables, Haizhu said.

"Well Happy, of course I said as I ate the mud snail.

"Hee hee I hope we can celebrate the new year together every Spring Festival in the future. I hope we can celebrate the new year together when we are 80 years old! " Haizhu said softly, her face turned red.Looking at Haizhu's beautiful face, my heart trembles slightly. I understand the meaning of Haizhu's words.