Chapter 145

After three rounds of wine, Haizhu's face became more and more red. Although the degree of Huadiao wine is not high, its stamina is not small. I still can't understand Haizhu's capacity.

At this time, I turned on the TV and just started to broadcast the news. In it, the leaders of the Chinese government were going to inspect separately to enjoy the Spring Festival with the people.

Haizhu and I watched the news while eating and drinking.

"Well, it's not easy to be a national leader. People who celebrate the Spring Festival can't go home. They have to visit all parts of the country during the Spring Festival." Haizhu is full of emotion.

"Ha ha Yes, it's a part of their work I said.

"You see, they visit the masses all over the country. I've come all the way to visit you. Isn't it easy for me?" Haizhu looked at me jokingly and said.

"Well Well It's not easy for you, you are also the style of a leader - "I picked up a drumstick and said as I nibbled.

"Ha ha, then I am your leader? Isn't that right? " Haizhu said happily.

"Well Well Nong is Allah's leader, that's right! " I was laughing.

"Hee hee Allah is not, Allah is not the leader of Nong, Allah is willing to let Nong be the leader, Allah is good to be Nong's soldier, "Haizhu looked at me warmly:" brother, Allah is willing to be Nong's little girl. "

My heart beat faster, listen to very useful, sit straight body, a waist pole: "girl, go, pour a glass of water to Ala!"

"Yes --" Haizhu gently agreed, bumping up to pour water. Looking at Haizhu's submissive appearance and remembering her elegant temperament at work, I felt a strange feeling in my heart. Women with elegant temperament are submissive. They really have a different style.

I suddenly had an idea in my mind, my noble female boss Qiu Tong, if she is more submissive, will it make people more excited and have more amorous feelings?

Thinking of Qiutong, my heart rippled. At this moment, Qiutong should be at Li Shun's home, and Li Shun's family are reuniting for new year's Eve dinner, right? Maybe Li Shun's parents are talking with Qiu Tong about when they will get married

Think of here, my heart confused, a strong uncontrollable jealousy and jealousy rise, in the heart of the surge, become a little unbearable.

Seeing some changes in my face, Haizhu poured water for me and said, "brother, what's the matter with you? What are you thinking? "

When I looked at Haizhu, I suddenly felt that my jealousy and jealousy were absurd and funny. In the eyes of Lao Li's family, what am I? The marriage between Li Shun and Qiu tong can't be changed in reality. Even if there is no love, it's also a marriage. At least Qiu Tong will live a rich and comfortable life. At least that's the life of a man. I'm a poor boy who dreams of toads eating swans here. Isn't it self seeking trouble?

Qiu Tong's reality can't be changed by anyone except herself, and she will never change it. She doesn't even have the idea to change it in her mind. She has accepted this reality. What's the use of worrying about it here? Isn't it ridiculous that I knocked over the vinegar jar myself?

For me, Qiutong is a floating cloud in the sky, which is always out of reach. Floating life like a dream is the air that I can touch in the virtual world. However, at the moment, she has also left.

With a net of deep love floating away, what I have left is reality.

In the real world, what I am facing at the moment is Haizhu, Haizhu who is deeply attached to me.

Although that illusory emotion still can't be waved in my heart, I can't ignore the reality, the existence of Haizhu, and the life and future in reality.

The only thing I can do now seems to be to develop well with Haizhu and try to make the illusory emotion that just passed away fade away or even disappear in my heart

But it's easier said than done. Can I really do that? Dong'Er's feelings are still in pain, and the tangle of floating life like a dream entangles me heavily. I can completely separate the illusion from reality, can I really get out of this illusion?

Looking at the beautiful and moving Haizhu on the opposite side and thinking about the floating life as if it were a dream, my heart is in contradiction, and the illusion and reality are colliding fiercely

I tried to let myself come back to reality, looking at Haizhu and saying, "ha ha, I didn't think about anything. I'm thinking of you. "

"Really?" Haizhu eyes a bright, looking at me: "brother, what are you thinking about me?"

"Oh..." I have some to deal with the ground casually said: "in thinking about Zhu why so beautiful, so gentle and considerate?"

"Hee hee..." Haizhu was more happy, with a red face, a little shy, and a little proud, and said: "brother, I like you to praise me most, others praise me, I don't care, I care about you most You praise me. I'm so happy. "

Looking at Haizhu's innocent smiling face, I suddenly feel some shame and guilty in my heart. I'm absolutely sorry for Haizhu.

Would Haizhu be so happy if she knew what I really thought at the moment?

"Brother, do you like me more and more?" Haizhu asked me shyly."Well..." I nodded.

"Well Brother, are you falling in love with me? " Haizhu's voice lowered, clenched her lips tightly, and the shame on her face became more intense.

"This -" I was temporarily speechless. At the moment, I feel that this question is difficult to answer. I really don't know whether I have fallen in love with Haizhu. The word "love" is very heavy in my heart at the moment. It seems that it is difficult for me to spit it out because I have a huge knot in my heart.

Seeing my look, Haizhu showed a little disappointment and regret on her face, and then she laughed: "brother, don't be embarrassed. I know you are still entangled with sister Dong'Er in your heart. I don't mind. Don't take my words too seriously. I know you are a man with heavy feelings. I won't give you pressure. I will wait for you and I will use my love slowly I believe that one day, you will fall in love with me.... "

I looked at Haizhu gratefully and said from the bottom of my heart: "Haizhu, you are so good!"

Haizhu smile: "brother, you are also very good, I like you such a man, I love you more and more What brother Haifeng said is right. You are a treasure. Which woman gets you is a lifetime happiness. "

Mentioning Haifeng, I changed the topic: "by the way, Zhu, does Haifeng have a girlfriend now?"

"No!" Haizhu said: "my parents are urging him all day. He's good. He says he's not in a hurry all day. He says he's happy when he's single."

"Ha ha, this guy!" I said with a smile.

"I also introduced some of my colleagues to my brother. They were all beautiful stewardesses, but my brother didn't like them. When I introduced them again, my brother even disappeared, saying that his affairs didn't let me worry about them Hum, I don't know what he's looking for. His eyes are too high. " Haizhu puckered up and said.

"Love is a kind of predestination. If it's not predestined, it's useless!" I said: "what belongs to you, you can get something for nothing; what is not yours, you must be in vain. Painstaking efforts only make you bitter and painful. This is like years. Time will not speed up or slow down because of the success and failure in your life, but it will make you mature gradually in the tempering of life. Love is a kind of fate, just like the blood relationship between you and your parents - you can't control it. "

"You think so?" Haizhu shook her head: "although what you said seems reasonable, I don't think so. I think that effort is the fruit of love. Between the two, effort is the most important thing. Fate is just an advantage, and effort is the real red line connecting two people."

I smile: "two people have no fate, what can hard work do? Once there is no fate, some things are out of your control If you only work hard, if you don't have this fate, you'll end up like bamboo and blue. "

"Brother, I think you overemphasize the importance of fate. Of course, I don't exclude the importance of fate. Fate will make two people know each other, but after they know each other, there will be a lot of friction. If both sides don't work hard, then they will soon go their separate ways So, after fate comes, we should work hard to cherish each other's fate Fate needs careful management. If you don't work hard, if you don't manage well, there will be no result. " Haizhu said seriously.

Listen to Haizhu's words, I seem to feel reasonable, involuntarily, I think of floating life like a dream, if I and she predestined relationship, then, today's outcome, is I did not work hard, or she did not work hard? Or she and I can't dare to work hard?

I didn't speak any more. I took up a glass of wine in silence and drank it. I felt bitter.

As soon as I put down my glass, the door of the ward was pushed open again.

Haizhu and I turned around and saw the people coming at the door. I was surprised.

At the door stood Qiutong, behind which was a little pig, holding a balloon in his hand and a little snow in a white cap.

See visitors, Haizhu stood up, take the initiative to say hello: "autumn sister, Hello!"

See Haizhu, autumn Tong's eyes slightly a Zheng, then smile: "a Zhu, Hello, see you again!"

Holding Xiaoxue's pig crooked head, looking at Haizhu, and look at me, mouth open, want to say something, but did not make a sound.

I didn't expect Qiutong to come tonight. Standing there, looking at Qiutong with a haggard face and deep sunken eyes, I was stunned.

Haizhu reaction quickly, into the role, put himself as the hostess, see me in a daze there, busy greeting Qiutong them: "qiujie, come in, come in, it's cold outside!"

Qiutong, piggy and Xiaoxue enter the door. Piggy still looks at Haizhu with scanning eyes. Suddenly, Qiutong says, "a tong, who is this beauty?"

Qiutong looked at Haizhu and the pig: "Oh Forget to give you all, piggy, this is Yike's sister Haizhu, beautiful stewardess, you call her a Zhu: "then, Qiutong turns to Haizhu:" a Zhu, this is my sister, Xiao Zhu, my nickname is piggy. "

"Ike's sister? Zhu Piggy first spoke, looked at Haizhu, and then looked at me: "Hey, big brother, I never heard that you have a sister, this is from the sky?"Just as I was about to speak, Haizhu took my arm and looked at the pig and said, "it's not from the sky. It's from the sky. I'm flying to accompany my brother for the new year. Pig, I don't think you're big. Why do you call me brother?"

Haizhu seems to be not happy about the pig calling me big brother.