Chapter 223

With my understanding of Lao Qin's experience, life and work, I believe what Lao Qin told me today is true. He didn't cheat me.

If Lao Qin had not told me, I would never have believed that Duan Xianglong would have done this to me. After all, I have never used any inferior means to Duan Xianglong before. He and I have always had fair and open competition in business and love. I have never thought of harming him. After all, we were classmates in College for four years.

Today, Lao Qin put this bloody fact in front of me. I can't help but believe all this. I can't help but believe that Duan Xianglong has done evil to me.

I can't help thinking of Dong'Er again. Is Dong'Er still following Duan Xianglong? Does she know about Duan Xianglong's gambling with women outside?

Thinking about Dong'Er and my past years, I can't help worrying deeply about Dong'Er

Thinking of Dong'Er, I think of Qiutong again. What happened to Qiutong? Li Shun's parents over there just adjusted their duties. Just one day later, Qiu Tong rushed back to Xinghai. Is there any connection? Qiu Tong treats me as an ordinary friend and doesn't tell me. Then, will you tell Yeke if you are living like a dream?

Think of here, I can not bear to open the computer, login button. Immediately, I saw the message floating like a dream. It was left this afternoon, that is, shortly after Qiutong arrived at Xinghai, she landed on her mobile phone.

I quickly read the message that floating life like a dream gave me. Just after reading the first sentence, I felt as if it was thundering. I was directly confused.

"Hakka, I'm engaged to my boyfriend tonight."

My brain exploded. No wonder Qiutong's face changed so dramatically after receiving the call. No wonder she became so anxious. It turned out that she had received an irresistible order from some people in Xinghai to get engaged with Li Shun. These people, of course, are her benefactors.

I continued to look, shaking all over.

"I'm on a business trip with Yike in Zhejiang, and I'm in your hometown ningzhou, when I suddenly got a call from my benefactor. I had to go back to Xinghai today to hold an engagement ceremony with their second son I know that the moment that I've been trying to procrastinate but can't resist is slowly approaching me. After engagement, it's getting married

"The most terrifying and collapsing moment in my heart is coming. I am very painful, but helpless. I can't grasp and control my own destiny. I can only be like a lamb to be slaughtered and let others arrange my destiny step by step

"I don't know where fate is going to take me, and where my final soul will go Perhaps, this is my unchangeable destiny, since it can not be changed, then, Hakka, should you bless me? Will you bless me? The fate of reality has dragged me step by step into the unknown abyss. I can't help but go in

"Since the reality is irresistible, then, Hakka, in this virtual world, bless me. I know that my last body and soul will no longer belong to me. The body will be swallowed by the cruel reality, and the soul, I hope to stay in this invisible world forever. In this virtual space, I hope to keep a memory of myself Share the good memory. "

After reading the message, my brain is close to the edge of collapse.

I know that no matter how close I am to Qiutong in reality, I can't change her destiny. Her destiny can't be controlled by myself. The mirage in my mind that I have imagined for countless times is gradually disillusioned, and in the end, it will be completely broken and disappear.

After all, she will belong to Li Shun and be the daughter-in-law of the Li family. She will never be the Yi family.

I tore my hair and let out a howl of despair

I don't understand. Isn't Li Shun always vowing to leave Qiutong and to give up Xueer before he agrees to marry her? Although he is not getting married now, he is also making a big step towards marriage. Has Li Shun given up his original intention and compromised?

Is Li Shun really willing to make this engagement? Or did he have to agree under the strong pressure of his parents? I can't think about Li Shun who is capricious and doesn't play cards according to common sense. I can't guess what he thinks.

No matter what I think, I know in my heart that the beautiful soap bubbles I deliberately made are gradually decomposing and expanding, and will soon disappear.

I keep immersing myself in illusory dreams, and the final result is that I will destroy my soul.

I keep looking.

"Hakka, don't talk about it, it will make you and me unhappy, unhappy In fact, it's all a matter of time. I shouldn't always be depressed about it and make everyone unhappy. My life is like this. Why do I always have to get in trouble with fate? I should learn to put it down and accept everything arranged by fate Ha ha, you see, I smile, I really smile. "

I can feel the tears and pain in her smile at the moment. I can't help but wet my eyes and my heart is like a knife.

"Hakka, tell me something about you. This time I went out for an investigation, I got unexpected results. I was enlightened by a newspaper management expert. I suddenly found my huge defect in newspaper management. At the same time, I suddenly thought that this is also your fatal weakness." Next, I talked about the business strategy and tactics I heard in Liuyue.I don't have the heart to watch any more. I know that floating life is comforting me and changing the topic. I turn off my computer and walk around the room madly. My heart is in a mess

Standing in the window again, looking at the deep night sky outside the window, my brain calmed down a little, and began to think about my reality and future. Qiutong is not mine after all. I blindly let myself be psychedelic. In the virtual world, I tangle with floating life like a dream. In the real world, I dream of Qiutong. What's the benefit for me and her? If I go on like this, it will hurt me, her or us

Qiutong is rational, she stopped the illusory step in time, to accept the fatalistic reality, but I, in reality, refused to sober up, let myself indulge in reality several times, refused to go out of the illusory dreamland, am I willing to degenerate?

I was numbly thinking, and I couldn't help being in a trance

I know what I should do in reality. I look at a Haizhu in front of me, a Haizhu that is sincere to me. However, Qiutong in the mirage and Donger, who was once unforgettable, often come out from the bottom of my heart and interfere with my sight and heart all the time.

I can't let myself sprout the true feelings and true love for Haizhu at the bottom of my heart, I can't let myself express the false feelings in front of Haizhu against my heart, I can't cheat Haizhu, and I can't cheat myself, otherwise, I have no face for Haizhu Haifeng, and I have no face for myself.

I don't know that after a long time, my mobile phone rings again. This time it's Haizhu.

"Brother, I've been to the bar. I didn't see you..."

I am a Leng, a look at the time, already 9 o'clock. I told Haizhu that I was going. Then I went downstairs quickly and took a taxi to the bar.

Twenty minutes later, I sat in a corner of the bar, opposite Haizhu.

Haizhu today's expression is very calm, see me, smile, very calm.

"Didn't fly today?" I had nothing to say, and I picked up my glass and drank beer.

"Flying back from Xinghai in the afternoon!" Haizhu said.

"Oh..."

"In the afternoon, I met Qiutong at the airport." Haizhu said.

"Oh..." I look up at Haizhu.

"Not only met Qiu Tong, but also met Li Shun. They went to Xinghai by the same plane." Haizhu said: "Qiutong also asked me whether I would fly this flight, I said I would not fly this flight."

"Oh..." I keep looking at Haizhu.

"Li Shun went back to Xinghai with his two younger brothers." Haizhu said: "a man named Erzi told me in a low voice that Li Shun was going to be engaged to Qiutong tonight. They went back to Xinghai to get engaged."

My body trembled and didn't say a word.

"However, I don't think Li Shun's face is very good-looking. He ignores Qiu Tong and makes a phone call with a overcast face." Haizhu said: "when I heard about this, I took the initiative to speak to Qiutong to express my congratulations. Qiutong's face seemed to be very ugly. She just laughed and didn't even say thank you."

I kept silent and looked at the ceiling.

"It's understandable that Qiu Tong is not happy. Who is comfortable with such a good woman as Li Shun? However, what I don't understand is why Li Shun is not happy. He is in the middle of fortune and doesn't know his fortune What's more, I don't understand why Qiutong has to follow Li Shunyi. Is it because he has a crush on other people's money and family status? " Haizhu said: "I think this is not in line with the quality and nature of Qiutong. Is there anything hard to say about Qiutong?"

"Don't guess about other people's affairs!" I came up with a sentence.

Haizhu stopped talking, looked at me for a while, and then said, "OK, don't mention this Brother, I'm asking you out tonight to talk about our business with you seriously. "

I looked at Haizhu: "well You said

"Before we talk, I want to ask you something!"

"Ask!"

"You didn't go back to Xinghai with Qiutong. Did you stay for me?" Haizhu's eyes were fixed on me, as if with the last expectation.

"Do you want to hear the truth or the lie?" I said.

Haizhu's expression is somewhat depressed: "lie."

"Then my answer is what you want!" I said.

Haizhu's eyes darkened in an instant, and her lips pressed tightly, as if she could not help crying. But in the end, Haizhu didn't lose his temper. After a long time, he raised his head and forced a smile on his face: "after all, you won't cheat me Sometimes, I hope you can cheat me, but you will not

"I'm sorry."

"You're not sorry for me..." The expression on Haizhu's face became a little strong, and she looked directly at me: "OK, let's talk about our affairs."

I dare not look at Haizhu's bright eyes and look down at the table.

"I've decided --" Haizhu said.