I looked up at Haizhu and said, "what have you decided?" At that time, my heart has understood the meaning of Haizhu.
"I decided to give up --" Haizhu whispered this sentence, followed by a deep sad sigh
I was silent, with deep guilt for Haizhu in my heart.
"Love is a matter for two people. It needs interaction. One slap can't make a sound." Haizhu then said: "I have tried to let myself into your heart, so far I have made unremitting efforts and tried, but I finally understand that emotional things, reluctantly, love, is not spoken, is deeply buried in the bottom of the heart, verbally say love or not love, can not represent the true feelings of the heart, and the true feelings of the heart, sometimes not by people My will is to shift
"After all, I understand that you still can't put down Donger in your heart. No matter what you know about her, whether she still belongs to you or not, you never put her down in your heart. I can't occupy her position in your heart. I admit that I failed, I give up So, I decided to give up trying, I decided to turn myself into another cloud for you. "
Haizhu's voice was sad and pathetic, but with a certain firmness and relief.
I looked at Haizhu and said again, "Haizhu, I'm sorry I tried, I want to let myself try to accept you, but I don't want to cheat you, and I don't want to cheat myself I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. "
Haizhu said with a smile: "brother, don't blame yourself. I will feel bad when you are like this. I understand your heart I sincerely hope that you can be with the people you love, I hope to see a happy you, a happy you In the future, I'll be your sister, like the clouds, whose family love surpasses love After that, I will have two brothers, one is you, the other is Haifeng Brother, what do you say? "
I nodded involuntarily.
"Brother, there is one thing I want to tell you --" Haizhu said.
Haizhu is finally going to say that. I look up at Haizhu.
"Before talking about this, I want to apologize to you on behalf of Haifeng and me first!" Haizhu said.
"Oh..."
"What I want to say has something to do with sister Donger. Brother Haifeng knew about it earlier, but he kept it from you because of my relationship with you. I didn't tell you about it. I didn't know about it until a few days ago." Haizhu said with a guilty face.
As soon as I heard that, my heart tightened, and I stared at Haizhu: "you go on --"
Haizhu took a sip of beer from her glass, calmed down, then looked at me and said: "brother, sister Donger has left Duan Xianglong."
As soon as I heard it, my forehead thumped. Looking at Haizhu, I said eagerly, "what are you talking about? Say it again
"Sister Dong'Er is no longer with Duan Xianglong. She left Duan Xianglong long long long ago. Brother Haifeng found out this news years later, and I just found out recently," Haizhu said. "Sister Dong'Er has been on her own now. Brother Haifeng thought she was still with Duan Xianglong before, and only knew it by chance after the Spring Festival. After knowing this, he did it for me and you I didn't tell you So I want to apologize for him. "
I don't feel sorry for Haifeng. I don't hate Haifeng because of this. I understand what he thinks. What I care most about now is where is Dong'Er?
I eagerly looked at Haizhu: "Haizhu, I don't blame Haifeng. Tell me, where is Donger now?"
"Ningzhou!"
"Where is ningzhou?" I'm more and more anxious. I want to see Dong'Er immediately.
To this day, I still don't know why Dong'Er left me.
However, I always do not want to believe that Dong'Er will betray our original vows and betray our love.
What Haizhu said today set off a huge wave in my heart. My long-standing yearning and concern broke out in an instant. I wish I could see Donger immediately.
I'm sure that Dong'Er, who only saw her in Xinghai last year, must have gone to Xinghai to find me. She got the company address I told her from my mother.
Haizhu was silent for a long time, biting her lips tightly and looking at me without speaking.
I felt my gaffe and forced myself to calm down and look at Haizhu.
Haizhu looked at me for a long time and sighed deeply. Then she stood up, looked at her watch and said to me, "brother, I'm going. I should go."
With that, Haizhu bowed her head and turned to leave.
"Haizhu --" I cried as I sat there.
Haizhu stopped, turned back and gave me a smile, which was a little reluctant, and then said: "I really envy her Brother, I'm going. "
With that, Haizhu left in a hurry.
I sat in the same place, stupidly.
After a while, I got a short message from my mobile phone. It's Haizhu's Now, on the left side of the fountain in the center of Tianyi Square, you will see her Go ahead. "
My nerves all over me were tense. I quickly settled the bill, got out of the bar, and ran frantically to the fountain in the center of the square.At this time, there are not many tourists in Tianyi Square. Not far from the fountain, I can see a single figure standing by the fountain under the light, which I am familiar with. Standing with my back to me, I silently watch the rising and falling springs, as if waiting for something.
I panted and ran to her not far behind, suddenly slowed down, tried to calm my breath, tried to suppress my wild mood, and walked slowly to Donger's back
This is Dong'Er. It's really Dong'Er. It's Dong'Er I've been dreaming of. It's Dong'Er I've been longing for! At the moment, the distance between her and me is so close that I can almost smell her familiar body fragrance
"Donger." For a moment, I tried to calm my voice.
Dong'Er's body suddenly trembles, and then slowly turns around
Just a few minutes ago, just before I met Dong'Er, I thought that the irresistible impulse would drown me, the long-term missing would make me crazy, and the deep emotion in my heart would make me hysterical.
However, at the moment, I am surprisingly calm, at least I look very calm.
Linghu Chong said: some things are beyond our control, so we have to control ourselves.
At the moment, I am just like this. I try to control my emotions and not let myself lose my temper. After all, I'm not what I used to be, Donger is not what I used to be, and the state between us is not what we used to be.
At the moment when I saw Dong'Er, my brain suddenly woke up to realize the current reality. Although my heart is still surging with the eruption of a violent Jiqing injury and sadness.
I stand in the distance of Dong'Er, watching Dong'Er turn around slowly.
I know that Donger's appearance at this time must be related to Haizhu. It must be arranged by Haizhu. Haizhu seems to have arranged everything for tonight.
"Xiao Ke -" Dong'Er spat out these two words, and then he clenched his lips tightly, his eyes fixed on me, his body trembling slightly, as if trying to suppress his emotions.
"Dong'Er -" my voice trembled slightly.
"Xiao Ke -" Dong'Er's lips kept shivering.
It's very quiet around. In the distance, there are voices of tourists talking and laughing. The fountain behind Dong'Er is still erupting, reflecting colorful water under colorful lights.
Donger and I look at each other, forgetting the existence of everything around us, forgetting the night breeze that pervades our surroundings in the spring night.
Donger is still so pretty, two beautiful big eyes on her thin face are still so bright, and her long eyelashes are flashing
It was the familiar face and eyes that I had touched and kissed countless times. It was the window of my mind.
I stare at Dong'Er, looking at all the things that used to belong to me.
Dong'Er is staring at me, looking at me who has disappeared for more than 9 months and suddenly appears in front of her.
In the distance, there is a song: "busy old love, endless dream, fast knife can't break lotus root silk love, can you remember that frosty day, can you remember the sound of wooden fish, lovers walk all the way to the end of the world, eyes with lonely lights."
This situation, this scene, hear this song, my heart surging all kinds of feelings, heart waves ups and downs, warmth surging
"Love is just like lotus root silk weaving rope, tied to the sun and moon shadow, how can we forget to listen to cicadas in summer night, how can we forget to walk in snow in winter morning."
Dong'Er seems to be moved by the song, with crystal clear tears seeping from the corners of his eyes.
"People who have been long gone are looking forward to reunion. They are afraid of the rush of the day when they meet again. They leave again and again. The road is long and the tears are dim."
Singing continues, my inner impulse and Ji Qing are stimulated again, can no longer suppress, hoarse again calling Dong'Er: "Dong'Er."
"Xiao Ke." Dong'Er seems to have been played up by the song. He was aroused by my voice. His voice choked and called me.
I finally opened my arms, as I've done countless times before.
Donger finally jumped into my arms, like countless times before.
What a familiar and strange hug, what a kind and long lost emotion, how close and far away people
Donger and I hugged each other tightly, tightly
As if in the past, we have never hugged so closely and impulsively.
I smell the familiar smell of Donger and feel the familiar body fragrance of Donger.
Thinking about the rough experience and bitter thoughts of the past nine months, the emotional passing of the past years and the vows of eternal love, the right and wrong things when we meet again, my eyes are wet
Dong'Er hugs my waist tightly, buries his face tightly on my shoulder, and his body keeps shaking. There is a silent sob in his throat
I know that at this moment, Dong'Er must be in tears
I don't know what Dong'Er has done in the past, how he came over, and I don't want to know if Dong'Er has ever done anything that I'm sorry for, or done something that I'm sorry for.
I only know that my heart has not forgotten her, I have been unable to forget her, she has been in my heart can not dieAll I know is that we're here again.
At this moment, all the suspicions in the past and the miserable years are gone. I don't want to think about it any more. I only see that Dong'Er, whom I miss all the time, is in my arms. Dong'Er is my first love and the woman I love deeply. After I lost her for more than nine months, I have her in my arms again.