Chapter 873

I said: "if I pass the examination this time, will I be a deputy section level cadre registered by the organization department?"

Qiu Tong shook his head: "of course not After one year's study, you can become a full-time official, and then you can be promoted to a Deputy Branch, and you can become a Deputy Branch cadre of the organization department for the record. "

I said, "it will take so long It's boring

"Of course, there are exceptions Leaders use promoters according to their own preferences. As long as leaders are willing, there are no rules that they can't break through The city has just issued a regulation on the promotion and reuse of special talents, which is convenient for the leaders. Whoever the leaders like, they can apply this regulation to become the exceptional promotion and reuse of special talents. "

I said, "Oh So, you see, am I a special talent? "

Qiu Tong said, "do you want to hear good or bad words?"

I said, "listen up!"

Qiu Tong said, "then you are!"

I couldn't help laughing. Qiutong also laughed.

"Sometimes people like to comfort themselves." I said.

"Maybe people sometimes like to cheat themselves Knowing the impossible, I can't help thinking about it. " Qiu Tong said.

I was silent, and so was Qiutong.

For a while, Qiu Tong raised his head, hesitated for a moment, said: "I went to the hospital in the afternoon."

"Oh Or go to your acquaintance Did you find it? " I said.

"Well I found it Qiu Tong nodded, suddenly a little uneasy.

"It's done?" I said.

"Well..." Qiu Tong nodded and looked at me with a dazed expression in her eyes.

"What's the matter with you?" I said.

"Answer me, do you want Haizhu to come back to you?" Qiu Tong asked me, his eyes a little confused and melancholy.

I looked at Qiu Tong's expression, hesitated in my heart and said, "how do you want me to answer?"

Qiu Tong bowed his head, remained silent for a long time, and said, "I hope you answer - yes!"

My heart trembled.

"Haizhu loves you. I feel more and more deeply about her love for you She came to you when you were in the most depression, and gave you the emotional comfort and spiritual comfort you needed most. She loved you so deeply, deeply and deeply However, she has no hesitation to leave you, left you, don't you think this is very strange? Do you think you can let Haizhu leave you just because you and Xiayu hurt her? Do you think you hurt enough to make her leave? "

Qiutong looked up at me and continued: "no, Haizhu will never leave you because you hurt her. Once a woman really falls in love with a man, easy injury will not let her leave on her own initiative Unless... "

"Except for what?" I said.

"Unless she doesn't want to hurt you..." Qiu Tong said.

"Don't want to hurt me..." I murmured.

"Yes, in the world of love, I choose to leave because I don't want to hurt my lover And this kind of leaving is just the embodiment of love This kind of love is deeper and more holy. " Autumn Tung slowly road.

"Haizhu She How could she hurt me? " I said.

Qiu Tong looked at me: "you are a careless man, maybe, men are careless Women are always sensitive and delicate. A careful woman will not leave until the injury comes, but will leave ahead of time when she has a premonition that the injury is coming. "

"She Did she have a hunch that something would hurt me? " I said.

"It should be." Qiu Tong nodded.

"What would that be?" I said.

Qiu Tong didn't answer me directly, saying: "sometimes, things that women think will hurt men may really hurt men, but maybe they are not Everyone has different ideas and different ideas. "

I suddenly thought of Qiutong's going to the hospital these times. I couldn't help trembling in my heart and looking at Qiutong: "Qiutong:" what do you know? tell me! What's the matter with Haizhu? "

Qiu Tong's eyes trembled a few times, showing a hesitant expression, and then looked at me: "I went to the hospital to look for my acquaintance, the purpose is to know what problem Haizhu found in the hospital that day Today, I finally know. I finally know why Haizhu left you... "

"What's the problem?" I said eagerly.

Qiu Tong looked into my eyes and said, "Haizhu was found to have congenital infertility in the hospital."

"Ah --" I cried out.

At this point, I finally understand why Haizhu resolutely broke up with me.

Because Haizhu knows that she can't give me offspring.

Because Haizhu knows that I'm the only child in my family. She can't bear to let our Yi family die because of her.I stared at Qiutong, thinking of Haizhu, and felt a great pain in my heart.

"To give up is not to love, but to love too much." Qiutong looked at me and said, "today, I finally understand Haizhu's good intentions. It is because she loves you so much that she is determined to leave you after she knows this How helpless and painful this departure is, how noble and holy this love is, how mellow and great this love is. "

I was silent and hurt like a knife in my heart.

"She's so stupid She's so stupid I murmured, confused.

"Ask you a question!" Qiu Tong said.

I look at Qiutong.

"Do you attach importance to the issue of succession?" Qiu Tong said.

"It's not heavy!" I said without hesitation.

"Are you really not so serious about not having your own offspring?" Qiu Tong said again.

"Yes Although I have been adhering to the traditional oriental culture, but I really do not see so much! Happiness has nothing to do with whether one can inherit one's family or not! " I said.

"You can see it less seriously, but what about your parents? How do you account to them? " Qiu Tong said.

"Their ideas are not as uncivilized as you think." I said.

Qiu Tong was silent for a moment and said, "if you are the opposite, I will not say anything more about you and Haizhu But now you answer like this I want to talk about what I think. "

I look at Qiu Tong, I don't know what she wants to say.

"First of all, about us." Qiu Tong looked at me: "no matter what happened between us in the past, no matter what happened now, no matter how we feel in our hearts, one thing is unchangeable, that is, we will never Together. "

Speaking of this, Qiu Tong stopped, with a painful expression in his eyes, and lowered his head.

I look at Qiutong stupidly, and my heart rises and falls.

After a while, Qiu Tong raised his head and continued: "in real life, it's often the case. To love someone, you don't have to get it or have it. To be able to see the happiness of the people you love is a kind of happiness, a kind of satisfaction and a kind of happiness for yourself. "

In my heart, there is an endless tide.

"Also, I want to say that as a man, a real man, responsibility comes first, a man must have responsibility, and the sense of responsibility is the real embodiment of a man In my mind, a real man must be able to bear and tolerate This kind of responsibility and tolerance, including to the society, to colleagues, to friends, to relatives

"Responsibility is an emotional obligation. Whether it's emotion or work, it's impossible to do well without responsibility, and it's impossible to maintain without responsibility. Many people have experienced the first love, but the unforgettable emotion is unforgettable, but died early, because many people can not bear the responsibility of the first love. Responsibility makes people have to think of ways to maintain. Most of the time, it is not by emotion to maintain two people, but by responsibility to win them over

"If emotion is just a temporary shock, I'm afraid it's not real emotion, but a cover in the name of emotion. Emotion is not great, but the responsibility behind him makes emotion great. If it's all about fishing for three days and drying the net for two days, I don't think anyone would say he's great. So emotion is still inseparable from responsibility. With responsibility, love can last; with emotion, responsibility is boundless. "

I watched Qiutong silently.

Qiu Tong continued: "Haizhu is a very excellent woman. She is kind, intelligent, gentle and considerate. She has everything that a perfect Oriental woman has Most of all, she loves you When you are with her, she will give you all the happiness you want Besides - "

speaking of this, Qiu Tong stopped and looked at me.

"Except for not having offspring." I said.

Qiu Tong nodded and then said, "in fact, with such advanced technology, it may not be completely impossible. I just heard from my friends in the hospital that there are many kinds of congenital infertility. Haizhu is suffering from this kind of disease. At present, there is no way to overcome it in China's medical Technology There is no cure

I looked at Qiutong: "do you think I am a man who can bear and tolerate?"

Qiu Tong said: "if you said just now that you don't value the importance of succession, I would think you are However, I don't want to force your true thoughts. Even if you value it, no one will blame you or despise you. I think the same way. I will understand you In fact, if I were Haizhu, I would do the same After all, the environment in which we live and the traditional customs affect our thinking. "

I said, "I want to know how you really feel at this moment in your heart."

Qiu Tong clenched his lips, bowed his head and kept silent for a moment, then looked up at me and said firmly: "my greatest hope is that you can be happy! And I can't give you anything Haizhu is the one who can give you happiness around you. She loves you so deeply."What's more, now, she needs her lover's comfort most, and your role is irreplaceable Love is selfish, but people's conscience can be selfless To see the happiness of you and Haizhu is my greatest happiness And my happiness. "

I was silent.

Qiu Tong continued: "I actually know that you are a man with a sense of responsibility. I know that you and Haizhu have a deep emotional foundation. You can never let go of him I appreciate your love, no matter it's love, family or friendship

"What I value most is a man who values love and righteousness. And between us, there is an insurmountable and unchangeable reality. We are all people in reality. Our character is innate and determines our destiny. Since our destiny cannot be changed, we must face the reality, face it squarely, respect it and live well in it. "

With that, Qiu Tong stood up and said, "after saying so much, maybe I shouldn't say something I don't want to ask you to do something or not to do something. You have the right to make a choice. But, I think, how to go in the future, you may know I sincerely hope to see you and your happiness. As long as you are happy, I am happy.

"Love is dedication, not taking, giving, not possession. It's worthwhile to give everything, even sacrifice, to those you love. Whether men or women want to have a happy love life, they have to take that responsibility. "

Autumn Tung's voice with a little bit of bitterness and helplessness, as well as desolation and desolation, as well as stubborn and firm.