Chapter 879

Under Xia Yu's insistence, I had lunch in Sanshui group. Xia Yu opened a private room for me to eat alone.

After dinner, in the summer rain Yiyi farewell, I drove away.

Back to the company, I handed the contract to Yunduo for seal, and then arranged for her to send it to Sanshui group for Xia Yu. I don't want to go in person.

Then, I went to Qiutong's office with the schedule of the day, and discussed with her about the delivery arrangement before the year.

Entering Qiutong's office, I saw that she was typing in front of the computer. The computer made a "chirp -" sound, which was a chatting sound.

I walked over, Qiutong saw me and stopped.

I looked at the computer screen and the small window closed.

"With whom?" I said.

"And the pig." Qiu Tong said.

"I'm afraid I'll see what I'm talking about when I chat with piggy It's not a pig I said.

"It's really with pigs." Autumn Tung unnaturally smile.

I actually believe Qiu Tong is telling the truth, but her expression makes me feel a little strange.

I didn't think much at this time, and then I started to talk about work with her.

After talking about work, Qiu Tong asked me: "Haizhu How's it going? "

"She took the group to Dubai, the annual meeting of Sanshui group." I said.

"Oh..."

"She told me to prepare well for the exam and wait for her to come back."

"Well..." Qiu Tong nodded and pursed her lips. Then she took a long breath and said softly, "she is very tired and bitter in her heart It's just that she doesn't say it. "

I didn't say a word.

I think at the moment Qiutong's heart is also very tired and bitter, but she is not willing to say it.

In fact, my heart is very tired and bitter, I also do not want to let others know to see.

In the evening, I was busy reviewing my lessons in my dormitory when I heard someone knocking at the door.

I looked at the time. It's more than 10 p.m.

Who will knock at this time?

I got up to open the door.

It turned out to be Haifeng, all over the wine station at the door.

I let Haifeng in and poured him a glass of warm water.

"Drink a lot?" I sit across from Haifeng.

Haifeng took the glass, gulped it all at once, then wiped his lips and looked at me: "you are reviewing your lessons I'm not disturbing you

"Nothing." I said, and then I asked, "with whom?"

"Give me a cigarette." Haifeng said.

I handed Haifeng a cigarette and lit it for him. Haifeng took two mouthfuls and said, "Qiutong."

"Qiutong? Did you drink with her? " I said.

"What? No? " Haifeng looks at me.

"Of course, but It's just that I feel

"It's just that you think it's a little late at night, isn't it?"

I nodded.

"I drank, she drove, didn't drink I said I'd come to you for dinner. She drove me over. She went downstairs and left. "

"Oh..." Listening to Haifeng talking about this, I suddenly remembered that I never told Qiutong where I lived and my specific address. How did she know so clearly that she arranged a restaurant to send me turtle soup that day? Did Haifeng tell her?

"Does Qiutong know that I live here?" I said.

"I didn't mean to talk to her." Haifeng's words proved my idea.

Qiutong and Haifeng have dinner alone tonight. She will not eat alone. If she eats tightly, she will at least call Yunduo together.

Haifeng looked at me in a daze at this time, with a down expression.

I said, "what's the matter? Listless. "

Haifeng took a deep breath, or looked at me straight, for a long time, sighed: "Qiutong told me tonight."

"What did I tell you?" I can't help being nervous and looking at Haifeng.

"Tell me about Haizhu." Haifeng bowed his head and looked pathetic and sad.

"Oh..."

"She said that she has been confused about the truth that Haizhu left me. She went to the hospital to find out the diagnosis of Haizhu and knew that Haizhu was determined to leave you because of this." Haifeng said gloomily, looking very depressed: "this matter, she said you already know, after much consideration, she decided to tell me, other people, do not know."

Haifeng and I, one is Haizhu's favorite person, the other is Haizhu's closest person. Qiutong is right to do so.

"Man, I have always been prejudiced against you. I have always been worried about you because of Haizhu, but now I have nothing to say." Haifeng looked at me: "the problem is not with you, but with my sister. Maybe Haizhu has a reason to do this For any woman, there is no reason to continue For any man, will not feel the responsibility hereWith that, Haifeng sighed deeply: "my sister's life is not good, not lucky."

After listening to Haifeng's words and seeing Haifeng's expression, I felt a little uncomfortable and said, "Haifeng, I won't leave Haizhu. The more Haizhu is in this situation, the more care and love she needs. Although she insists on leaving me, I won't promise. I will let Haizhu come back."

Haifeng looked up at me: "you..."

"We are good brothers. We can leave aside our friendship and just say Haizhu. She is affectionate and righteous to me. She came to me when I was most lost and embarrassed. She comforted and comforted my spirit and became a strong spiritual pillar for me to rise up again. Without her, maybe I am still in decline. I am deeply grateful to her all the time

"Now she has suffered a great blow and is at the bottom of her life. I can't leave Haizhu alone no matter from my conscience or responsibility I was not and will not be a heartless person I want to take responsibility for Haizhu

"Besides, whether two people can have children or not is not the most important thing. There are more important things What's more, although there is no cure for Haizhu's disease in China at present, with the development of science and technology, it may not be impossible to cure it So no matter what Haizhu thinks now, I should let Haizhu come back. " I said.

Haifeng looked at me deeply: "brother..."

"It's not just my idea. In fact, Qiu Tong also thinks so She told me a lot about it As I said this, I felt an unspeakable taste in my heart.

"Man, maybe you'll lose a lot by doing this." Haifeng's voice is a little dry.

"Yes, maybe I'll lose a lot, but I'll get more." I said, "Haifeng, actually, I was thinking that if you met me, you would do the same as me In fact, I know that no matter how many hard hearted things we have done, no matter how much we boast that we are not noble people, the kindness that our parents bring to us will not change and will be rooted in our brains all our lives. "

"No one forces you to do this, no one forces you to live up to your conscience, no one forces you to take any responsibility." Haifeng hissed.

"Maybe no one forces me, but I'm forcing myself. I have to force myself. I can only force myself." My voice is a little hoarse, too.

Haifeng looked at me in a daze. For a long time, he reached out and patted me heavily on the shoulder, and then sighed deeply: "I don't want to encourage you, nor do I want to praise how great your personality is, and I don't want you to treat ah Zhu with a compassionate attitude. Ah Zhu is my sister. Even if no one cares about her and me, I will always protect her."

"It's not pity!" I said.

"That's the reward?"

"It's a man's responsibility. It's a man's conscience." I said.

Haifeng looked at me for a while and was silent.

After a while, Haifeng said, "if it's just because of responsibility and conscience, you don't have to I ask you, "do you still love Haizhu?"

Looking at Haifeng, I hesitated and said, "love."

With these words, my heart trembled. I don't know whether a man will fall in love with two women at the same time. I don't know whether I have more love or family affection for Haizhu.

Maybe, it's not that I don't know, but I don't dare to face and think deeply.

Haifeng said: "this is the most important Two people together, because there is love, there will be responsibility Love and responsibility are inseparable

I lit a cigarette and took two puffs.

Haifeng added: "in fact, in our short life, it's not just love that needs responsibility Our life, as men, responsibility is everywhere At least, it's also a responsibility for us to live well, for our parents, for our relatives, for our friends, for our society, and for ourselves Just because living is a kind of responsibility, we should all live well and face the ideal and reality correctly. A negative attitude towards life is tantamount to chronic suicide. "

I agree with Haifeng's words. Yes, people who lose self-confidence in life will never get real happiness if they are depressed, and if they are smart, they will never get real happiness.

People live not only for themselves, but also not just for life. People live to shoulder certain responsibilities. There are old people on the top, young people on the bottom, relatives and friends. These are the people who love you and the people you love. Who can leave these behind? If you can, it can only prove that you are ruthless and selfish to the extreme, and there is no remedy.

Life is a philosophy. If you can't see it clearly, you'll be trapped by drawing a picture of the earth. If you can see it clearly, you'll be free. You can be confused, but you can't be ignorant, you can be dull, or can't be ignorant, ignorance is terrible, it can let you have nothing. Shoulder burden, as long as it is a person, who has, do not blame heaven and others, heaven will not pity people, all have to rely on their own.Life is a kind of helplessness, a little helplessness, a little helplessness.

In reality, there is always a big difference with the ideal. Floating life is like a dream. Once you taste a cup of bitter wine, you will have mixed feelings. How can you drink the best wine? Carrying a heavy burden, only to live better, only to live better than others. Who doesn't want to be able to travel all day and live at will? Who would like to live in the morning and in the dark? There is no pie in the sky. There is no such good thing in life. No matter what you want, you always have to pay a certain price.