Chapter 880

"Since life is still there, we should live well and pay what we want. Although paying doesn't necessarily have a great return, there will be no return if we don't pay. Love is a spiritual pillar. Only with love can we have responsibility. Only with responsibility can we live more tenaciously. " Haifeng said.

I nodded, flashy vicissitudes of life has changed in a twinkling of an eye, just a few decades, people died, nothing. Because we have our own love and people who love us, this is the biggest harvest we get when we come to this world. Even if our life is short, we are happy.

"I went to find a Zhu. She took the group of Sanshui group to Dubai for the annual meeting She said she would give me an answer when she came back! " I said.

Haifeng nodded: "no matter what I think, no matter what you think, the final decision has to be made by Zhu himself As I said, she is soft on the outside but firm on the inside. Once she makes a decision, it is very difficult to change it Unless... "

Speaking of this, Haifeng stopped and looked at the ground in a daze.

I look at Haifeng.

Haifeng then looked at me: "no matter what, what you said today still moved me. I didn't give you this brother in vain. No matter what the final result of a Zhu and you was, I didn't mistake you. I have you this brother all my life. It's worth it."

I sighed, feeling a little uneasy and guilty. I don't know whether this uneasiness and guilt is for Haizhu or Haifeng, Qiutong or myself.

"How are you and the clouds now?" After a while, I asked Haifeng.

Haifeng took a deep breath of his cigarette and was silent for a moment. He said, "although she married you anda, I can feel that you are still in her heart She hasn't erased you In fact, she married you to appease Haizhu, but also to let her lose her last chance and cut off her last thought But, perhaps, something in the heart is not controlled by the brain. "

I sighed softly.

"I've always loved the cloud a day ago For me, the cloud has always been very obedient, very docile, I know, I want to do to her, she will promise, but, I don't want, I don't want, I can't, I want not only her body, I want her heart I will never touch her until her heart belongs to me

"I am a thorough idealist and a firm perfectionist. I firmly believe that I will conquer her body and mind with my love I can wait, I will wait, I will wait until she really falls in love with me from the heart, until she completely forgets you son of a bitch

I nodded: "you are very persistent."

"What if you don't stick to it? Now I have no choice but to cheer myself up. I don't want to lose the person I really love I want to get the higher level and higher realm of things that I dream of. " "In fact, I'm afraid sometimes," Haifeng said

"What are you afraid of?" I said.

Haifeng said: "I'm afraid I can't hold on to the end That's why I keep cheering myself up and encouraging myself I keep telling myself that I am the most determined person, and I am the most persistent person to love. I must wait until the final victory, and cloud will finally fall in love with me wholeheartedly However, from time to time, there will be some distractions to interfere with me.... "

"What mischief"

Haifeng glared at me: "son of a bitch, ask me clearly."

I stopped talking. Haifeng was smoking again.

"Let's not talk about heavy topics. Let's have a light What about? Did you review your lessons well? " After smoking a cigarette, Haifeng lights another one and looks at me.

I nodded: "it's OK."

"One out of 800 people depends on your ability. Although I believe in your ability, brother, it's really difficult. People who take part in the exam are not idle people." Haifeng said.

"Now that I have decided to take part in this recruitment examination, there is no way back!" I said.

"Your character and temper have never changed. You never leave a way for yourself to do things. It's the same with business and officialdom." Haifeng said, "ah, when you pass the exam, you will be a member of the officialdom You old Yi family finally got a Haozi with a red crown, and I also got a brother from officialdom I'm in business and you're in officialdom. It happens that we collude with each other. "

Speaking of this, Haifeng laughed.

I also laughed: "in fact, I still like shopping malls This test is really... "

"What is it?" Haifeng said: "out of helplessness?"

I nodded.

"Why do you say that?" Haifeng said.

I wry smile: "there are many helpless things in life, don't ask more."

Haifeng was silent for a while and said: "in fact, helplessness is helplessness, but everything has its advantages and disadvantages. We should look at the problem dialectically You like to do business. Even if you really mix up in officialdom, it doesn't hinder you from doing what you like Even if you can't do it yourself, you can at least focus on participating in the business."For example, Haizhu's company, you can still be your behind the scenes adviser I know that Haizhu's company can't reach today without you According to your ability to work in the workplace, this company can be bigger and better In this way, you will be able to realize your career ambition while you are in officialdom. "

On the one hand, Haifeng's words enlightened me, on the other hand, I also heard his inner expectation.

I couldn't help nodding.

"In addition, it is necessary for you to change some of your views on officialdom. You should not look at officialdom with complete tinted glasses. It is true that officialdom today is very dirty, but it may not be as black as it is magnified by the society and the media. My work needs to deal with people from the government frequently. Many people in officialdom I contact are honest and upright It's just that such people are often isolated in the context of officialdom. " Haifeng said.

"Haifeng, do you think there are more good people or bad people in officialdom?" I said.

This question has been in my mind for a long time, has been bothering me.

Haifeng thought for a moment, said: "colorful, but for the world. As a contemporary officialdom in the world, why not? For such a question, I believe that everyone has different angles, standpoints and viewpoints, and the answer must be to see the mountains from the horizontal and the peaks from the side, and the heights from the far to the near are different. I am afraid it is difficult for the official media, ordinary people and corrupt officials to reach a consensus on this. So, is there more good people or bad people in officialdom? Perhaps Hou Baolin's teachings to his son are the most convincing. "

I look at Haifeng.

"When I was in college, I saw an article in the newspaper about hou Yaohua, or maybe Hou Yuewen missing his father Hou Baolin. It is written in the article that Hou Baolin died of illness and said to Hou brothers on his sickbed: I have experienced the old and new societies, and all kinds of people have come into contact with each other; from my life's experience, society is not rich in good people or bad people, but rich in bad people; when the social atmosphere is good, these people may become good people; when the social atmosphere is bad, these people may become bad people After too long, the general content is roughly the same. "

Haifeng took another puff: "time flies. Hou Baolin's experience has withstood the test of time. Looking back on the social atmosphere of learning from Lei Feng in the early 1960s that my parents talked to us about, and looking at the hidden rules prevailing in officialdom today, it's really full of emotion. If there are many good people in officialdom, why are so many officials investigated one after another? If there are many bad people in officialdom, why can the huge social machine still operate normally and GDP still grow? It can be seen that, as a microcosm of society, officialdom is also not good and bad people occupy the majority. That's not a bad word for most of them

I nodded: "maybe you are right I also think that in officialdom, officials who are not good or bad can be regarded as the most distinctive group. They can't have lofty ideals and beliefs like Hong Changqing, Kong Fansen and Yang Shanzhou, and are willing to sacrifice everything for the progress of society and the happiness of the people; they can't hide dirty values like Hu Changqing, Wang Baosen and Yang Xiuzhu, and do harm to the interests of the country and the people for their personal desires and ugly purposes.

"In order to adapt to the society, they give in on the principle and compromise in front of the hidden rules; they neither argue with their superiors for the truth, nor make fun of their lives and future for the sake of greed; they may be seen eating, drinking, whoring, gambling and smoking, but it is difficult to find their trace. They are the false oaths under the scythe and hammer, the makers of false big empty sets and correct nonsense. They are adapters to the law of the jungle, but they are not promoters of social progress. "

Haifeng said with a smile: "if you have such an understanding, it shows that you are suitable for officialdom Indeed, the current ecological officialdom is becoming more and more incomprehensible In recent years, there have been rumors of officials committing suicide, being killed and depression. Although the stories behind each case are different, it is an indisputable fact that the officialdom ecology is not optimistic.

"When the four standardization system for selecting cadres is replaced by the hidden rules of Qian progressive and later promotion, when good people have no good reward, and when Lai Zi has been living for thousands of years in the officialdom and is regarded as the standard by some people, some weak minded people with good ideas are likely to suffer from depression or suicide as their last life struggle."

I look at Haifeng.

Haifeng took another puff of smoke and said, "I've been a business man all my life. I have no intention of officialdom, but as a member of this society, I will use my eyes to think about officialdom outside officialdom. I always think that as a social phenomenon, most people in officialdom are not good or bad. It can be said that it is the inevitable result of two hands, one is hard, the other is soft; it is harmful and harmful to social progress It's hard to describe the harm to people's soul in words and words. Only by turning these good people into good people can the atmosphere be greatly improved and the society can make real progress.

"In order to achieve this, apart from speeding up the pace of system reform, it seems that there is really no better way Of course, if you really enter the officialdom, I hope you don't be a bad person, either you are a bad person, or you are a good person I am a thoroughly bad person. When you go to hell, I will burn paper for you. When you are praised, I will send you flowers. "I said, "it's easy to be bad. It's hard to be a good person all the time."

Haifeng said, "don't you always advance in the face of difficulties? Then try to do the hardest. "

With that, Haifeng laughed again.