Lao Li continued: "after the hero's rescue of the beauty, they met each other. Since then, the girl has often rowed to the opposite bank in the name of fishing to visit him, who is accompanying him here. They often chat together. They can always find a lot of topics of common interest, and they often have tacit understanding
"From then on, his cattle life was no longer lonely, and his lonely heart was no longer dead. Because of this beautiful Korean girl, he felt hope and light for life. In his association with this Korean girl, he clearly felt that she had a keen and growing liking for her heart. And he, too.
"Summer goes and autumn comes, autumn goes and winter comes. In countless beautiful days, in countless happy exchanges, the seeds of love sprout and grow quietly in the hearts of the two foreign men and women They expressed their love for each other and vowed to love each other forever. Let Yalu River testify that they will always be loyal to each other's love and oath
"At that time, she was pure and naive, pure and persistent, and infatuated with him. She was willing to spend her whole life with him in this remote corner far away from the world. At that time, he also loved her very much, as if she had become an inseparable part of his life, but in his heart, from time to time, there was a wonderful world outside, and he remembered that he had never been lost Although he is close to despair, he has never been desperate
"Until one day, he went to work in the city and met a female classmate in high school who had always been very fond of him and hinted many times that she had been pursuing herself. At this time, the female classmate had already returned to the city and had a good job, because her father was now the director of the reform committee in the city. After meeting him, the female classmate immediately threw out an attractive olive branch to him, implying that as long as he was willing to make friends with her, his return to the city, his work and his future would not be a problem.
"In the face of this huge temptation, he wavered. He knew that as long as he promised his female classmates, he could live a different life. He would return to the original world, he would have a comfortable job and a good future, and he would get all the things he dreamed of. But at the same time, he has to betray his love, to leave, to abandon his beloved girl, which is a painful thing for him.
"After several days and nights of painful thinking, he finally made a heartbreaking decision. He can't let his life be buried in this small mountain village. He is too eager to get ahead. He wants to have his own future and ambition. He wants to be a good man. He can't let go of the only straw. He must firmly grasp it and never have it again opportunity.
"So he agreed to the conditions of his female classmates. For the sake of insurance, the female classmate registered with him first, and cohabited with him on the night of registration A month later, the father of the female classmate handled all the transfer procedures for him, and he was arranged to work in the Public Security Bureau.
"The day before returning to the city, it was a cold and piercing moon night, and there was a thick layer of ice on the Yalu River. The sweetheart came to see her sweetheart from the ice. They met in a shack of melon watching in the riverside, bringing a lot of delicious food, and he brought two bottles of Baijiu. He knew that the time had come to say goodbye and that day was inevitable. He told the girl everything that happened, knelt down in front of her, deeply repented and apologized, and begged her to understand and forgive himself
"After the extreme shock and pain, the girl didn't scold him for betraying and leaving, but showed great calm and deep understanding. She wished him a happy life and a bright future, a happy life, and an early realization of his ideals and ambitions.
"At the same time, the girl also told him that although he left her, she didn't hate her. She always appreciated his help, and she would always love him. She would continue her life with his love, and she would keep him in mind all her life
"That night, they all drank a lot and got drunk. Then, they hold their heads and cry bitterly for the lost love and the coming separation That night, in the pain of intoxication, under the anesthesia of alcohol, they finally could not control each other's inner impulses and emotions. They hugged each other tightly in the half drunk and half awake, and the girl took the initiative to untie her clothes
"That night, the girl gave herself to him, to the man she loved deeply, to the man who gave him a second life, without any regrets.
"That night, he was ashamed, but the girl comforted him endlessly, encouraged him and blessed him.
"That night, when they mingled and entangled together, he and she cried while they were doing it. He cried in a mess, while she kept trying to smile, although tears kept rolling out
"That night, it became their last meeting. After dawn, the girl disappeared in his world, and he returned to the world he longed for and began his new life.
"After that night, with the help of his real marriage, he realized his ideal and pursuit. His official career flourished. The bigger the official was, the hotter his status became. It seemed that he finally got what he was pursuing. It seemed that his life was perfect and complete.
"However, for more than 30 years, he was unable to get rid of the condemnation of conscience and morality, the uneasiness and repentance brought by betrayal of love, the only true love in his life, and the pure Korean girl who brought him the supreme happiness of life and soul"In real life, he can't share his feelings with anyone. He can only bury them in his heart. He can only let himself be judged by his conscience in countless lonely nights. He can only let himself recall and freeze the heart splitting love years ago in the dark
"Less than 10 months after they married their female classmates, their son was born prematurely. Because of prematurity and weak physique, he was particularly spoiled and spoiled by his family since childhood. For the sake of her son's healthy growth, the female students went to the temple many times to pray. The abbot told them to do more good deeds to protect the child. So they thought of going to the orphanage, so they helped a Korean girl who was the same age as their son
"For more than 30 years, he has never heard of that Korean girl again. Until some time ago, he accidentally saw her in the brochure of a Korean enterprise and saw that she was the chairman of the group. He was shocked and surprised by this unexpected discovery. He didn't know how she came over these years, how she went from North Korea to South Korea, and how she achieved today's brilliant career.... "
At this point, Lao Li's voice was a little hoarse, and he suddenly stopped. Then he took a deep breath and lowered his head
My brain has been surging in vertigo with Lao Li's narration. I feel like I'm dreaming and listening to a sad legend. Seeing Lao Li stop, I stretch out my hand and pinch my thigh, which is very painful.
When I woke up, I was shocked. I couldn't accept the reality and the story told by Lao Li. I didn't believe there would be such a coincidence in the world.
I don't believe it. I really can't believe it.
However, this is clearly the story told by Lao Li. This is clearly the real story told by Lao Li sitting in front of me.
I looked at Lao Li in amazement. I couldn't speak for a long time
After a while, Lao Li raised his head and looked at me. I could see clearly that there were some moist things surging in Lao Li's muddy eyes
Lao Li sighed deeply, as if he repented and sighed for his past behavior
I took a hard puff of smoke, and suddenly thought, if Lao Li doesn't get to today's level, if he continues to be carefree in the ranks of dignitaries, will he have such pain and reflection? Will he really feel depressed and repentant for his behavior when he was young?
Thinking about this, I suddenly despised Lao Li, not only because he was pursuing glory and wealth and a brilliant future, but also because of his betrayal of love.
But now I see Lao Li with white temples and full of vicissitudes, my heart is soft again. When I was young, who didn't make mistakes. When he was young, some people's mistakes were immediately forgotten, while Lao Li was sighing all his life
"It's your own story The story that happened to you. " I said.
"Yes."
"The hero of this story, the educated youth, is you..." I said.
"Yes." Lao Li nodded.
"The first woman in the story is the chairman's aunt."
"Well..."
"The second mistress is your present wife."
"Well..."
"For so many years, you have been blaming yourself for your betrayal of that Korean girl's loyal love, haven't you?" I said.
"Yes." Lao Li lowered his head: "I'm sorry for her. I've hurt her deeply. I'm guilty."
"But, perhaps, it was your injury and betrayal that made today's chairman of the group, and today's chairman's aunt who stands at the peak of success:" I coldly said, "although I don't know how many frustrations and tribulations this chairman's aunt has experienced, I think that she must have something to do with you today."
Lao Li looked up at me.
"But I think that although you may have created the chairman's aunt today, it seems that she doesn't need to thank you, because you must have hurt her a lot Now she's not the naive girl who blindly believed in love 30 years ago. "
I heard my voice is particularly cold: "also, the world is about karma, today's you, today's you to this point, this is the retribution, this is the punishment for your betrayal of love for the sake of glory and wealth, for the sake of a bright future, hurt innocent people."
Hearing this, Lao Li could not help shivering and his face was full of pain.
Seeing Lao Li like this, I couldn't help feeling a little softhearted. I felt that what I said just now was a little too much. I softened my tone and said, "Uncle Li, you asked me to have dinner today. I just want to know if we have met the chairman's aunt? Just to verify it? "
Lao Li looked at me and shook his head slowly.
"Well What do you mean I was slightly stunned.