Chapter 1568

Lao Li said, "I I just want to know if she's having a good time

I said: "nonsense, they are now the chairman of the board of directors of multinational companies, successful people, successful women, of course, have a good life."

Lao Li shook his head: "I don't care about her career. I know her career is very successful now. I know she is a successful person. I have known for a long time However, the success of career does not mean the happiness of life. Having money and career may not necessarily lead to happiness What I want to know is her life. "

I was stunned and said: "this It's her private life I didn't ask, I don't know However, I know one thing, she is still single now, she has always been single In addition, Jin Jingze said that she has suffered a lot, suffered a lot, and suffered a lot

Lao Li looked painfully in his eyes. He nodded and said in a low voice, "maybe I see

"What do you know?" I said.

"Although I don't know how she went from North Korea to South Korea and how she grew up to be a successful entrepreneur step by step, I know that she must have had a very hard time these years, and she must have experienced a lot of human suffering, which may be because of me and I brought her My original betrayal changed her fate and the rest of her life. " Lao Li's voice sounds very painful.

"Do you want to release yourself in some form when you say this now?" I said.

"I don't know." Lao Li said.

"She has always been single, without a family, without children, without the happiness of marriage and the joy of family. She must have been carrying great pain in her heart for many years." I said.

"Yes, yes." Lao Li said: "I feel very guilty when I think of this Without me, maybe her life would be a different one. "

"Without you and your abandonment, maybe she would not be the chairman of the board today, but she would be a happy wife and a happy mother Between a successful entrepreneur and a happy mother and wife, I think she will definitely choose the latter. " I said.

Lao Li sighed deeply and began to smoke again.

I also smoke, looking at Lao Li, at this time, I don't know whether I should despise Lao Li or pity Lao Li, or both.

Of course, from Lao Li's point of view, from a man's point of view, maybe I should understand him, but this kind of understanding makes me feel very painful and difficult to accept.

I ask myself, if I were Lao Li and Qiu Tong, then what would I do? Will I do the same as Lao Li?

The answer seems to be no, I don't think I will go to Lao Li to abandon my beloved girl for the sake of so-called future and official career, so-called glory and wealth, and betray the sacred love.

The answer is not pretending, but what I really think.

Thinking like this, I can't help thinking that I am more noble than Lao Li. At least I am not so utilitarian and worldly. At least I still have true love in my heart. At least I think true love can be invincible.

Maybe my idea is too idealistic, and Lao Li was extremely realistic at that time. Although he was very young at that time, he should not be so realistic, but after many years of educated youth career and hardships of hard life, his idealism may have been mercilessly extinguished by reality. When the pursuit of material and survival became the first, maybe no one had it Perhaps all the nobility and morality have become a bubble when dignity and personality are destroyed.

"Tell me about the process and details of your meeting, will you?" After a while, Lao Li said.

I didn't speak. I looked at Lao Li.

Lao Li looked at me with pleading eyes.

I sighed, "OK."

So I told Lao Li about the process of meeting the chairman's aunt with Qiu Tong, and also mentioned that the chairman's aunt loosened Qiu Tong's silk scarf as a birthday gift.

After listening to me, Lao Li was silent for a long time, and then said, "now she is very mature, intelligent, experienced She is still so considerate that she can give a birthday present to a Tong From your narration, I seem to see her shadow when she was young. "

I said, "are you nostalgic? Or are you nostalgic? "

Lao Li gave a wry smile: "I'm not qualified to nostalgia. As long as I know she's living well now, I'll be satisfied I really hope she can live happily now. "

"But now she is single. She has no marriage, no family, no children. Do you think she will be really happy?" I said.

"Alas..." Lao Li sighed.

"Uncle Li, everything she's doing now may be thanks to you Perhaps it was your refusal to leave that made her successful in today's career, but it also made her never become a complete woman and enjoy the life that an ordinary woman should enjoy. " I said.

"I'm guilty, I know it." Lao Li said.

"Although she gave her body to you the night before you broke up, it seemed that it was not the continuation of your love, but an end and an end. I think although she didn't blame you at that time, she would hate you for the long years after that. She hated you for ruining her life's happiness." I said cruelly.Lao Li's expression was very painful and said, "yes, she really should hate me Even I hate myself, hate myself, I am so, why shouldn't she I don't expect to be forgiven by her. I just want to see her safe and happy. "

"Of course she is safe now, but she may not be happy! Whenever she feels unhappy, she will hate you very much... " I went on speaking coldly.

Lao Li's eyes were a little dull. He looked out of the window and didn't make a sound.

"You Want to see her? " I asked tentatively.

Lao Li shook his head: "no -"

"why?" I said.

"The past has passed. After so many years, I don't want to disturb her life any more. It's enough to see her live well." Lao Li said, "how I wish she could be really happy and happy."

"Maybe, if you meet, she will be very happy." When I said this, my heart suddenly moved.

Lao Li looked at me: "didn't you just say that she would hate me now?"

I said, "it's just a maybe, maybe she doesn't hate you anymore?"

Lao Li laughed miserably and said, "as I am now, I still don't want to see people who are in trouble."

I said: "in fact, you don't want to see her, but you think you are in a mess now. It will be humiliating to see her, and you will be ridiculed by her, won't you? In fact, you still attach great importance to the glory and nobility of the past. You still can't abandon the old ideas and thoughts in your mind You think that when people associate with you, they value your power and status. Now that these are gone, you think that people around you will despise you and laugh at you, don't you? "

Lao Li said with a sad smile: "although I thought it would be very dirty, how could it not be true?"

I said: "maybe there are many people around, but there must be some people who won't, such as me, such as Qiutong, such as The chairman's aunt. "

Lao Li's eyes moved, but then dimmed.

I said: "according to my observation and understanding, the chairman's aunt is actually a person with excellent quality. Her personality and moral character are far higher than her achievements in her career. She is gentle, kind and considerate, but at the same time, she has a very strong heart and strong endurance and perseverance."

Lao Li looked at me in a daze.

I continued: "although she has no marriage, no family and no children of her own, she is still full of maternal brilliance. When I am with her, I feel that she is not only a successful entrepreneur, but also a loving elder and a gentle mother. She is so friendly to Zijin Jingze, me and Qiutong, especially to Qiutong With deep love, although she met for the first time, she soon fell in love with Qiutong. They are really predestined friends. "

"Oh..." Lao Li nodded and couldn't help smiling.

Speaking of Qiutong, I suddenly remembered something and said to Lao Li, "Uncle Li, let me ask you a question."

"Ask." Lao Li said.

I said, "if In those years, you and your aunt's children were not born prematurely and frail. If the monks in the temple didn't instruct you to do more good deeds for your children, you might not go to the orphanage to help them, would you? "

Lao Li's expression slightly hesitated, then nodded: "maybe it will be like this."

"If so, Qiutong won't come into your life and become your future daughter-in-law, will she?" I said.

"Well..." Lao Li nodded.

"That is to say, because of your own children, you helped Qiutong. Because of your support, you changed Qiutong's life, didn't you?" I said.

"Change Life. " Lao Li said, "Xiaoyi, do you think this kind of change is not good?"

"Yes, in your opinion and aunt's opinion, it is your support that has changed Qiu Tong's fate. You can say that her work and social status today are all given to her by you. It seems that Qiu Tong is lucky because of your kindness However, have you ever thought that your benediction will change Qiutong's fate again? You can say that her happiness and misfortune are all given by you, and they are all caused by your support. " My voice was a little angry.

Lao Li said helplessly: "your aunt and I have only one son, a Shun. A tong is a good boy who knows his kindness and plans to repay his kindness. Your aunt and I also like a tong very much."

I interrupted Lao Li: "Uncle Li, how selfish you sound, don't you know? You only think from your own point of view. You use Qiu Tong's psychology of repaying kindness to seek personal benefits for yourself. You only think about yourself. Do you think about Qiu Tong's inner thoughts? Have you ever thought about Qiutong's real happiness? Do you really think about the future of Qiutong?

"You Just because you have been kind to her, you ask for repayment. You know her character can't refuse your request Therefore, I would like to say that Qiu Tong is lucky to be supported by you, but at the same time, it is also her greatest misfortune to meet such a selfish benefactor as you. "Lao Li looked at me in a daze. It seemed that he couldn't turn around in his mind for a moment. He didn't understand me for a moment. It seemed that he didn't expect me to speak so directly.