Qin Lu pursed her lips and said, "for example, feelings True love What's more, it's the feeling that soul and flesh really blend. "

"You mean to regard marriage as a kind of transaction, a kind of transaction that can be divorced from emotion. Marriage is a means to achieve a certain purpose, and real emotion and love should be obtained from lovers."

"You can say that."

"Then you can turn your husband and lover into one person!" I said.

"It's very difficult. A man who is suitable for a husband is not suitable for a lover. A man who is suitable for a lover does not have the qualifications that a man who is suitable for a husband has It's hard... " Qin Lu sighed.

I looked at Qin Lu: "what do you think I'm suitable for?"

Qin Lu looked at me: "lover!"

"I rely on -"

"what do you rely on?"

"Nothing! What kind of man is suitable to be your husband I said.

"What kind of man." Qin Lu pursed her lips: "someone who can let me get what I want!"

"What you're talking about at the moment doesn't include love!"

"Yes

"You seem to be talking to someone It seems that that person has long been your goal. It seems that that person can give you a lot of things you want, but it doesn't bring you real love. " I said.

Qin Lu's eyelids jumped, and then she laughed unnaturally: "who do you think I'm aiming at?"

"I don't know!" I looked at Qin Lu with a smile in my heart.

Damn, in Qin Lu's eyes, I'm the right person to be her lover, and the right man to be her husband seems to be

My heart suddenly jumped up and I was afraid of what I just thought of. I seem to feel that Qin Lu is not satisfied with her current identity and status. She wants to go further. She needs to have higher requirements and goals.

This seems to be the way for all junior high school students to go. The first step is to stand on their feet, or catch men, and then start to implement the next step plan, which is to support and become the main room. Then with the help of marriage to achieve what they want.

Qin Lu seems to be able to avoid this step, and she seems to be more perfect, not only to have a husband, but also to have a lover, he wants to get all.

Qin Lu has a big appetite. I vaguely feel her expanding ambition. It seems that her ambition surpasses Cao Li to some extent.

Comparing Qin Lu with Cao Li makes me feel uncomfortable.

At the same time, I feel uneasy for my elder martial sister.

At last, the conflict is going to intensify. I don't know when it will break out.

I don't know how Lao Guan will deal with this, how he will choose, what he thinks in his heart. If he is willing to accept Qin Lu, how will he treat Xie Fei? If he doesn't want to break up with Xie Fei, how can he face Qin Lu's pressure step by step?

I can't help worrying.

"Ike, do you want me to be happy?" Qin Lu looked at me and took a step towards me.

"Hope, I hope everyone is happy!" I replied, unconsciously stepping back.

"My happiness can only be given by two men, but only one man can really give me spiritual and physical happiness and happiness Do you know who that man is? " Qin Lu looked at me with fiery eyes and took another step forward.

"I don't know." I took another step back, panicking.

"You know it. You know it." Qin Lu looked at me affectionately.

"I don't know, I don't know anything I don't want to know, I never want to know. "

After answering, I turned around

I ran away from the seaside, leaving Qin Lu there to continue to imagine her beautiful tomorrow.

Wandering outside for an afternoon, I took out my mobile phone from time to time to see, but there was no message from Haizhu.

I don't want to take the initiative to call Haizhu. I'm waiting for her to take the initiative to contact me.

As night falls, I haven't been waiting for Haizhu's phone call or SMS.

I went back to the dormitory with a feeling of loss and uneasiness.

Open the door, I was stunned, Haizhu is in the dormitory.

What makes me even more stunned is that there are not only Haizhu but also Cao Li in the room.

I stood at the door in a daze, and I didn't smell back for a moment.

They are sitting on the sofa drinking tea and chatting, it seems that chatting is quite happy.

Seeing me come in, Haizhu stands up with a smile, and Cao Li stands up with a smile on her face and looks at me.

I looked back, nodded to Cao Li, and said politely, "Oh Here comes Mr. Cao

"Director Yi is back." Cao Li said seriously.

"Well..." I nodded.

"What? Director Yi has a serious look. I'm not welcome to you... " Cao Li said in a half joking tone.

"Where Now that you're here, of course you're welcome. " I managed to smile."Ha ha..." Cao Li laughed and said, "it's almost time for dinner It's time for you to eat, too. "

"No, I ate too much at noon! There's no rush to eat. " I said.

Cao Li seemed to see that I didn't mean to keep her here for dinner. She also saw that although Haizhu was smiling all the time, she didn't want to keep her. She blinked her eyes, and then said, "I have something else to do. I won't disturb you. I'll go first."

"Mr. Cao, let's go!" I said at once.

Haizhu seems to want to be polite. She looks gloomy, so she doesn't speak.

As soon as Cao Li saw that I was talking so happily, she knew it was time to go. She pursed her lips and then laughed at Haizhu: "sister, I'll go first."

"Sister Cao, I'll see you off..." Haizhu said.

Then Cao Li walked past me. When she passed by, she gave me a hard look, full of resentment.

Of course, Haizhu can't see it.

Then, Cao Li left unhappily, and Haizhu sent her out.

I took a deep breath, sat down, lit a cigarette and smoked it slowly.

Haizhu came back, closed the door, walked to me a few steps, then jumped into my arms and stuck on me: "brother I miss you so much

Then Haizhu hugs me and kisses me from face to neck.

I didn't move, let Haizhu warm up.

When Haizhu quieted down a little, I said, "sit down."

"Oh..." Haizhu sits up and looks at me.

"Why is Cao Li here?" I said.

"This..." Haizhu is a little hesitant.

"Say -"

"this I... "

"When did you come back?" I asked again.

"I I went to Xinghai today. " Haizhu doesn't look into my eyes.

"I arrived today When did you arrive today I said.

"Today It's just a little late in the afternoon. " Haizhu said.

My heart sank, and a cold feeling came to me.

"Just a moment ago How come Xinghai doesn't tell me in advance? Why don't you call me when you get there? " I said.

"I I want to give you a surprise... " Haizhu suddenly laughed and rubbed against me again: "Oh, I want to make a surprise inspection on you."

My heart continued to chill and said, "what's the matter with Cao Li? How did she come here? "

When I asked this, I was a little annoyed. Cao Li didn't know that I lived here. Now that she knows where I live, she must have some thoughts. She has a house in front of me. She often takes men there for a tryst. She knows that I live near her. Maybe she has some thoughts, maybe she thinks that I bring men to her I will be aware of what happened. Maybe I will come here to harass me in the future. Maybe she'll meet her in Donger's house

Thinking of this, I feel a little uneasy.

Haizhu hesitated and said, "it's a coincidence I got off the plane and just got to the gate of the community, I met Cao Li. She She has to follow me, stick to me, and come here to recognize me I can't refuse, so she She's coming. "

Haizhu continues to lie. Of course, I think maybe Cao Li really has to come with her to recognize the door, but it's definitely not what she said. Maybe Haizhu doesn't want her to come, but she can't resist her entanglement. She can only bring her.

If I didn't know the news from my fourth brother in advance, I would be absolutely convinced of Haizhu's words. I never believed that Haizhu would lie to me, but now

There was a great sadness in my heart, Haizhu began to lie to me, and finally began

"When Cao Li came, she just sat here and didn't go. I couldn't drive her away. I saw that she wanted to eat here. I didn't mention cooking and didn't cook dinner on purpose. Fortunately, you came back. Otherwise, I didn't know when she would sit here." Said Haizhu.

Haizhu's words should be true.

I didn't speak. I smoked in silence. I felt very sad.

"Brother, you are hungry. You must be hungry I'm going to cook now. " Haizhu then stood up and went to the kitchen.

I sighed heavily, put out the cigarette end, and went to the study directly. Without turning on the light, I took out my telescope, opened a gap in the curtain, and raised my telescope to look in the direction of Cao Li's dormitory

The living room of Cao Li's dormitory has a light on. Cao Li is sitting on the sofa in a daze. She doesn't know what she is thinking.

After a while, Cao Li stood up and walked up and down the room. She seemed restless. Then, she went to the balcony and stretched her neck to look at me -

I could see her. Of course, she couldn't see me, but it seemed that she could see the lights of my dormitory. Maybe she could even see Haizhu cooking in the kitchen.

Cao Li looks over here for a while, then goes back to the living room, and then takes out her mobile phone to make a phone call. After a while, she picks up her bag and walks to the door, and then turns off the light in the living roomObviously, Cao Li is going out.

Of course, I don't know where she's going.

I put down my telescope and stood at the window thinking for a long time

After a while, Haizhu asked me to eat.

Haizhu and I sat face to face at the table. I ate in silence. Haizhu looked at me from time to time and put food in my bowl.

"What's the matter? Still unhappy about Cao Li's coming today? " Haizhu asked me.

I raised my eyelids to see Haizhu, and then continued to eat.

"I've explained it to you. What's your mood?" Haizhu said.

"What's the matter with you coming to Xinghai this time?" I asked Haizhu directly.

"What? You can't come if it's ok? My man is in Xinghai. Can I come to visit my relatives? " Haizhu asked me.

"I didn't say no!" I said.

"What are you doing with such a long face? Yes? I'm not welcome? Or are you worried that I'll ruin you? Or because I didn't say hello to you in advance? I haven't asked you. Why did you go out during the day today? " Haizhu is questioning.

"Did I pull my face? Did I say you're not welcome? You're here all of a sudden. Can't I ask you? Can't I go out during the day and relax? What else can I do in broad daylight? " I said tit for tat.

"Do you still have to say if you're pulling your face or not? Don't you know? I'm welcome. Why do you look like this? What can I do in broad daylight? What can't you do in broad daylight? What do you say? " Haizhu stares at me without hesitation.

I looked at Haizhu: "you Come all the way here just to fight with me? "

"Do I want to fight or do you want to fight? You don't provoke me, you don't pull donkey face, how can I want to quarrel with you? I think you want to fight, you want to find something, because I suddenly came, because I didn't say hello to you, bad your good things I think you have a ghost in your heart Haizhu angrily put his chopsticks on the table.

I sit there, quietly looking at Haizhu, and suddenly I can't bear it. Although she lied to me today, I still can't bear it.