Chapter 1586

Well, I sighed, "I was wrong I apologize to you I shouldn't treat you like this... "

When I said that, Haizhu's look relaxed, and then picked up chopsticks to continue eating.

"Zhu, I don't want to fight with you. I really don't want to." I said.

"I don't want to Why should I quarrel with you when I come to Xinghai so far Who let you provoke me just now? " Haizhu said, her tone softened.

"Well, I'll leave you alone. I was wrong just now." I said.

"Well, that's about the same." Haizhu seems to be a little happy.

"Cao Li What did I talk to you about today? " I asked again.

"She It's nothing to talk about with me. We're just talking about women's home style. " Haizhu's look and tone seemed to cover up.

Looking at Haizhu's expression, my heart continues to be uneasy.

"This person is not a good thing. I have repeatedly reminded you not to associate with her. Why don't you just listen?" I said.

"I didn't take the initiative to communicate with her. She insisted on sticking to me. You and she are colleagues, and she is still your leader. I can't help but give her face. Even if I don't give her face, at least it depends on your face..." Haizhu seems to be very reasonable.

"The leader is a fart. Her so-called general manager is an internal food stamp. Her actual level is equal to mine. What kind of a fart leader is she?" I said.

Haizhu seemed very happy when I said this: "in fact, I'm still very happy with the way you treated her just now, ha ha In fact, she wants to stay here and eat with us. As you said just now, she can't find the steps to go down, so she has to go I know what you mean. Leng didn't dare to say polite words to keep her for dinner. She must be very disappointed. Ha ha... "

"It seems that you still have some number in mind!" I said.

"Of course, you think your wife is such a big chested, brainless woman! Although the relationship between Cao Li and me is OK, I still know a lot about some aspects. " Haizhu got my praise and seemed to be a little proud.

"The relationship is OK What's the relationship between you two? " I said.

"Where there is a relationship, it's just because you and she are colleagues to establish an ordinary relationship, but it's just because you have a business relationship before to establish an ordinary friend relationship." Haizhu said.

Listen to Haizhu, I can't say anything more. I really don't want to expose Haizhu's lies today, so everyone will be embarrassed.

"In fact, Cao Li, apart from her casual lifestyle, I think it's OK to be a person and do things, at least because you and her colleagues have a good face for me I don't think it's as bad as you say Said Haizhu.

"Look at people You are far from You know shit I said.

Haizhu laughed: "OK, brother, I know a fart, OK, you're powerful, OK, hee hee..."

It seems that the more I belittle Cao Li, the happier Haizhu is, but she doesn't seem to fully agree with me.

"When you come to Xinghai this time, do you have anything else to do besides see me?" I said, tentatively.

"I came to Xinghai for only one purpose, to see my man Look at me, man is my whole purpose. Why, can't this purpose work? Not satisfied with my answer? " Haizhu said.

"Satisfied." I said it drily.

"If I don't come to see you, you won't come to see me. In that case, I have to come Of course, if there is any other purpose, it can also be said that there is. However, this purpose is also closely related to us. " Haizhu said.

"Say -"

"don't say it now, I'll tell you tomorrow."

"Why wait till tomorrow?" I said.

"Because we have to wait until tomorrow, so we have to wait until tomorrow." Haizhu laughs.

"What's the matter?" I said.

"Hee hee..." Haizhu laughed: "it's not mysterious Tomorrow you will know All right, honey, eat quickly. "

I look at Haizhu with wide eyes, but Haizhu just smiles.

After dinner, Haizhu and I sat on the sofa. Haizhu began to stick to me again, rubbing against me, hugging my body and kissing me.

I know what she wants.

"Brother Don't you want me to Haizhu is whispering in my ear.

"Well..." I answered stiffly.

"No

"Yes." I was busy answering.

"What do you think?" Haizhu asked me again, one hand touching my thigh.

"Think to yourself I said.

"What else do you think besides thinking in your heart?" Haizhu's voice is ambiguous, and her breath is short.

I sighed in my heart and said, "you know that."

"Hee hee..." Haizhu laughs, arms around my neck, body also lying in my arms

I hold Haizhu's body and kiss her deeply.It's strange that my body didn't respond at this time.

I can't help but have some fear. I know that if I don't respond all the time, Haizhu will be suspicious. Maybe it will make a big noise tonight.

My fear brought me a strange restlessness and uneasiness.

I forced my mind to concentrate

Haizhu writhed uneasily, and she was excited.

However, at this time, my brain and body still do not have any impulse and feeling.

The fear is growing.

I'm getting more and more agitated.

Pushing Haizhu's body away, Haizhu was unprepared and sat directly on the ground.

"Brother You -- "Haizhu looked at me unexpectedly.

I didn't speak. I separated my legs and grabbed Haizhu's hair

Haizhu smiles, as if she understands my intention, knows what I want her to do, and lowers her head

I let out a deep breath in my heart. I closed my eyes and concentrated my energy as much as possible

My whole body began to have a huge impulse, but only the body in the impulse, my brain seems to be dead water.

In the extreme pleasure of my body, there is a deep sadness in my brain

"Ah Zhu Thank you... " I can't help but be moved to say.

Haizhu laughed and stood up: "brother, let's take a bath."

I nodded.

Haizhu takes a bath with me.

Haizhu carefully applied body lotion to my whole body and cleaned me thoughtfully

Looking at Haizhu's action, my heart suddenly has a lot of guilt.

My heart suddenly wants to shed tears, the sense of guilt is more intense.

I'm determined not to have any thoughts in my mind. Tonight, I'll treat Haizhu well. She's so far away. I can't let her down.

I bit my teeth and shook it down. Then I pulled Haizhu up, turned off the shower, wrapped her up with a bath towel, picked her up, went to the bedroom and put her on the bed

This time, we both arrived at the same time.

After a long time, Haizhu's voice contained a kind of lazy satisfaction: "brother, I'm so comfortable."

I was greatly relieved and said, "me too..."

Haizhu kisses my face again with a happy smile.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes powerlessly

"Brother, you are tired Let's sleep. " The soft voice of Haizhu came from her ear. Then she hugged me and put her face on my chest.

My brain suddenly numb again, almost completely numb, with a bang, without any intuition, hearing, vision and taste

I finally fell asleep without any thought.

Although I fell asleep without any thought, I saw Buddha again in my sleep.

I asked the Buddha, "in the world What is true love? "

Buddha said: "true love is the most beautiful thing in the world, she has voice, you can't touch, can feel, but to understand, don't have resentment in it. It can be said that true love is the best air in human life. Without her, there would be no life in the world. In short: a love, a blessing, a tolerance, a concern, a selfless pay, even if the result is not good, but will never regret

I asked the Buddha, "why do people suffer?"

Buddha said: "this is human emotion. Pain comes from invisibility, but it can bring tangible distress to people. This is because people's heart is persistent, not satisfied, do not give up, face and stubborn is the source of pain. If you don't think about how difficult and hard you are at present, but look far away and dissect the future with a positive eye view, where is the pain? The pain is found by yourself. If one day you are suffering, it can only show that your self-cultivation is not enough. Who wants you to think about it by yourself? That's what you deserve. If you think about good aspects, will you still suffer? "

I asked the Buddha, "how to distinguish beauty from beauty?"

Buddha said: "a knife on the head of the word" color ". However, color is no different from color. Emptiness is color, but color is not dyed in emptiness. Emptiness, emptiness, emptiness and emptiness are external. The reason why people are addicted to color is that they don't understand that color is a floating cloud. Most people will get old, and the results are the same, which can't be avoided. The reason why people are beautiful in the world is only to test people's right heart. Don't covet what you see with your eyes, because life is false. Although the appearance is beautiful, it is temporary, and the inner beauty is permanent.

"If you limit your appearance, the pain will fall in love with you. Beauty is only a part of beauty. If you want to be beautiful, you will lose the meaning of life. But if you want to be beautiful, as long as you know how to cherish and love, then the world is a beautiful paradise. Child, remember, beauty is the wings of an angel, and beauty is the mirage of a mirage. "

I asked the Buddha, "Why are there so many sentimental wounds in the world?"

The Buddha replied, "the world is complicated and complicated. It is an economic society. Besides external influence, it is also influenced by interests. The world is full of temptation, who can resist the temptation, who can get happiness, those painful children, hurt too much, that is because they can't see the false world, there is a saying like this: the world is always benefit first, people are the running dog of benefit, love is the victim of benefit"Of course, there are only eternal interests in the world, but there are no eternal friends and enemies. The reason why those children are suffering is that they can't see the world. In fact, there is nothing. Everything in the world is born by reason. When there is a reason, it will be combined, and when there is a reason, it will be scattered. It's a lifetime arrangement.

"Don't stick to the present. Remember that what you hear in the world may not be true and what you can't see may not be false. Life needs to start with self consolation and encouragement. The past is the clouds of yesterday. Let him go. Don't worry, the next single happiness is yours. Experiencing hardships is actually teaching you how to live. It's OK. I believe that tomorrow is still beautiful. "

I asked Buddha, "how can I face life?"

Buddha said: "need a love, there is no absolute family, no absolute life, as long as you take the people around you as friends, relatives, then life will be better. Remember, children, people should use kindness to see things. For example, people's shortcomings may achieve you, but you can't hate it. When you see other people's shortcomings, you should first think whether you have them. If you don't have them, you should be alert. Shortcomings are flying pigeons that bring trouble and happiness. If you don't have good eyes, pain is yours.

"There is a saying like this: when you see the shortcomings of others, you live in its hell; when you see the advantages of others, you live in her heaven. So life needs love, there is no contact with people, only contact with people, it depends on your attitude.

"Most people in the world can be forgiven, even those who are heinous. We can also be forgiven, because we want to live a happy life, so we find an advantage to live in heaven, that is to face life. Just be happy, don't care about the people who hurt you, because they have passed, and believe that the future is beautiful. "

With that, the Buddha drifted away

Suddenly opened his eyes, the day is already bright, in front of no Buddha, but Haizhu bright smile.