Chapter 1003

All to this, why does Lin Manxue still not want to say, what is she worrying about!

I put my hands on Lin Manxue's fragrant shoulder, shook her shoulder and said:

"man Xue, if it's just because of Lan Xin, you feel ashamed of her or worried that I will abandon you again because of Ye Luo, I don't think you need to. Orchid died, really died, although I do not want to accept this reality, but died is dead, we can not deceive ourselves, should not live in the shadow of death of orchid, right? I believe that if Lan Xin has a spirit in heaven, she doesn't want to see us live in pain and tangle, right? "

I stopped for a moment and continued, "if it's something else, can't you tell me? Man Xue, believe it or not, the woman I love most is you, the woman I want to marry most is you, and the woman I can't let go of is you. This has never changed and will never change. I also sincerely look forward to you being my wife and being with me all my life. Would you please believe me? Do you believe in my determination and sincerity? Don't be so paranoid as to doubt it, OK

To tell you the truth, man Xue is still in such a lukewarm attitude at this time. I'm really disappointed. I beg her in such a low voice. Why doesn't man Xue want to reveal her heart to me.

What on earth was she afraid of and worried about?

Man Xue still kept her head down.

"Man Xue, talk to me. Shall we have a frank talk? Would you please give me another chance and give yourself another chance? please trust me! Believe in yourself

I communicate with man Xue in a somewhat deliberative tone, hoping that she can give me an explanation.

Lin Manxue suddenly looked up at me and said, "if I say I believe you, will you believe me?"

Man Xue suddenly asked me what I mean. When did I not believe her?

"What?" I asked? Man Xue, how can I not believe you? Of course I believe you. "

Lin Manxue suddenly raised her head and gazed at me with her stubborn little eyes, then asked seriously, "don't you doubt me?"

"Doubt? What do you suspect? "

After a pause, Lin man seemed to make up his mind and then said:

"I doubt the messy relationship between Yan Qingcheng and me! Suspect that I betrayed you like you betrayed me! Doubt that I am no longer a clean and pure good woman! I doubt that I'm not beautiful, charming or perfect, and I'm not worthy to be your woman again! Dare you say you have no doubt? "

"I -" I couldn't answer for a moment.

I don't want to cheat man Xue. In fact, I have doubted something, because all kinds of signs and evidences put in front of me make me have to doubt.

But I have never doubted man Xue's character and loyalty to love, and I can't think that she doesn't deserve me. For this, I have never doubted so much, and I can't think so, and I will never.

Lin Manxue asked me so many questions, some of them and some of them didn't. I couldn't deny them completely, and I couldn't argue for myself. I was stunned for a moment.

Seeing my indecision and obvious lack of confidence, Lin Manxue looked disappointed and said with a bitter smile: "Ye Chutian, now you should know how difficult it is to trust a person completely. To completely forget a person's past is not to say that if you don't mind, you really don't mind, right? "

"Man Xue, I - I don't doubt you! I-I - "

Lin Manxue interrupted me and said," don't explain anything, I understand. I know everything. You want to say that you want to believe me, but you have a knot in your heart. You can't pass your own level, can you? In fact, not to mention you, even I have a knot in my heart, I can't believe myself, I can't believe you, maybe I don't deserve your trust. Yes, a woman has lived with a man who loves her for several months. Who can tell exactly what happened and how to avoid what didn't happen? "

What does man Xue mean by that? What is inevitability? Is it -

when my brain is buzzing, my heart is racing, my blood is surging, and my heart is almost unable to support.

Is Lin Manxue's saying so tacit?

Liman snow see my eyes flicker, shortness of breath, two eyes open bigger than the bell, staring at her.

The atmosphere became tense again. Even the air was filled with tension.

She swallowed her saliva, licked her thirsty lips, sighed and said:

"there are some things I didn't want to talk about, and you may not believe them. They are like nightmares haunting me. I want to forget when nothing happened, but what happened happened happened after all. No matter in dream or reality, I can't deceive myself or escape Avoid, not to deceive you. Anyway, I've been forced to do this. I'll tell you sooner or later. I can't hide it. I've told you what happened these days. I... "

I may have realized what Lin Manxue was going to say next, but I didn't have the courage to continue to listen. Just like before, my first reaction was to choose to escape.I counseled!

Second counsels!

I'm a freak. I'm inconsistent. When mansher didn't want to say it, I asked her. But when she was willing to say it, I didn't want to face it immediately.

"No! Man Xue, stop talking! Don't say anything! I don't want to know anything, just as nothing happened, and I didn't ask anything. This page has turned over! Turn the page! "

I shook my head to stop Lin Manxue from going on.

"Don't you really want to know what happened to me on the lonely cliff these months?"

"No more."

"Are you sure?"

"Sure."

Lin Manxue thought for a while and then said: "you can think well, today I am still in the mood to chat with you. If you ask me, I will tell you whether it is good or bad. Once you miss this opportunity, if you ask me again in the future, I won't say anything. "

I nodded and said, "as I said, this matter has been turned over. I promise you, it will not be mentioned again."

When I say these words, my voice is very depressed. I have no courage or face to face man Xue. I droop my head and look dejected.

Lin Manxue once again showed me a disappointed look, holding her legs silent for a long time, I don't know what she was thinking, but can be sure that man Xue is not happy, or not unhappy, should be sad.

Is she sad because I don't have the courage to face the reality, or because I don't believe her, and even don't want to give her an opportunity to explain?

Maybe things are not as bad as I think.

Lin Manxue is sad, I don't know how to comfort her, in fact, my heart is extremely sad, also need to find a place to lick the wound.