Chapter 1004

Although Lin Manxue did not clearly explain what happened to her in recent months, it may not make much difference between saying and not saying, because as man Xue said, what happened eventually happened, and time can never go back. It's not that it really didn't happen if it didn't happen.

At this time, I finally realized the heartbreaking pain that I had brought to man Xue. It was as painful as a knife. This kind of pain pulled my heart and almost made me suffocate instantly.

But it's not my own fault.

Because of betrayal, because of loss and helplessness, Lin Manxue must have been more painful, sadder, helpless and wronged than I am now.

What she has experienced is far more than what I am now.

I don't have the right to complain about man Xue. She doesn't want to and doesn't want to, but man Xue is just a weak woman. She falls into the hands of Yan Qingcheng. What can you tell her to do? She can't help it, and how can she avoid it?

Man Xue is also a victim, not just me.

What's more, I'm a rotten person. I've made more mistakes than man Xue. Don't laugh at me for fifty steps. What's the right to blame her.

Man Xue and I are silent, silent.

I shouldn't have been silent, because I don't even have the qualification to be silent. If I keep silent like this, I will be misunderstood by man Xue.

Misunderstanding that I care about her past, misunderstanding that I dislike her, misunderstanding that I am extremely disappointed in her, and even more misunderstanding.

Women are sensitive, not to mention man Xue has been injured, like a bird in shock, especially vulnerable in the emotional aspect.

I know I shouldn't be like this, and I'm not qualified to be like this. But when Lin Manxue suddenly told me these things, I found that I was not ready. My heart was in a mess, and I didn't know how to express my position.

I want to say something in my heart. At least I should comfort man Xue and let her relax. However, my mind was confused at that time, and finally I didn't say anything.

Perhaps Lin Manxue was extremely disappointed with my performance. After a long silence, she asked, "did I disappoint you?"

"Man - man snow, you - you don't say that!" My voice choked and I was about to cry. If I argued for myself that I was not disappointed or lost, it would be false. Any normal man would be very disappointed and disappointed when he heard such a news.

I don't even believe it.

Am I disappointed in man Xue?

More or less there are some, or it is not snow let me down, but I am very disappointed with myself, I did not protect her well, let her be wronged, let our love is no longer perfect, there are flaws.

I am a sinner, to take full responsibility, and these should not be borne by man Xue silently.

Lin Manxue asked again, "do you dislike me?"

"Man Xue - I -"

"yes! Is that right? " With a bitter smile, Lin Manxue said, "I know it will. No man doesn't mind. It's better to be a broken jade than a broken one. Instead of being despised by you in the future, we'll end up in a bad mood. Why don't we just agree to your proposal at the beginning and just be friends or strangers? Isn't that the best choice? "

Until now, I'm not sure that it was because of this that Lin Manxue refused to accept my proposal.

It's just that the answer is too cruel for us to know.

Lin Manxue, who pursues perfection, refuses me decisively because of her imperfection. Maybe she doesn't want to blaspheme love and make love flawed.

Perhaps with mansher's understanding of my character, she thinks that I can't accept this reality, and can't face such an unclear her.

This is Lin Manxue, a peerless woman living in a perfect world, a woman who will never make do with it.

It's better to be deficient than to be extravagant. If it's not perfect, she would rather not.

"No! no I don't want it. I don't want that. " I shook my head and said no.

Man Xue said to herself, "why not? Do you dare to have a woman as impure and unclean as I am? "

I hugged Lin Manxue fiercely, kissing her forehead and said: "Manxue, I don't allow you to say that about yourself. I won't! no You are a good woman, the best woman. "

Lin Manxue pushed me away and looked at me for a long time. She sighed softly and said, "what's the need. Anyway, I will not live long. Why don't I leave you a good impression? Why do you have to ask me, and then you don't want to accept the reality? "

"Man Xue." I once again put Lin Manxue in my arms, want to love her.

Man Xue is so poor, why all the misfortunes fall on her, I can't help asking God, just because you give all the beauty to man Xue, and then you have to pursue a so-called fairness to impose the pain and misfortune on her?

Lin Manxue reluctantly laughed and said: "in fact, you don't have to force yourself. I told you before we went to the island that it's good for you and me to break up peacefully. I'll leave my best memory to you and myself, and you will only remember my best and most beautiful appearance, won't you?""No! No I know that man Xue is angry. I don't take a stand for the first time. I don't tolerate her with a man's broad mind.

"All right. It's easy for each other when we talk about things. Ye Chutian, we'll have nothing to do with each other in the future. You're you and I'm me. Let's make a formal end on this rabbit island and say goodbye to each other for the last time? "

"Man Xue, what do you mean? Are you going to break up with me again? "

"Not again. It's a long time ago. The reason why we are still together now is that we are living on this desert island, and we go together to take care of each other. In fact, there is nothing to do with each other, right? "

"You want to draw a line with me?"

"Well."

With a trace of anger, I asked, "why? Because you don't feel clean and innocent? "

"Isn't that enough?"

"Enough! I don't agree. " I couldn't help saying no.

Lin Manxue snorted coldly and said with a kind of rogue tone:

"it's not up to you. Anyway, I won't be with you again, and you have promised me that you won't force me to do anything. Have you ever said that?"

"Yes. I did. I don't deny it, but it doesn't include it. "

Lin Manxue suddenly gave me a fierce push and roared: "Ye Chutian, can you respect me a little bit? I'm also a woman who wants face. Can you save me some face? I beg you, OK?"

"No. I don't want it. "

I fiercely hold man Xue in my arms and hold her tightly, just as I am afraid that she will fly away from my arms secretly.

Lin Manxue was so tightly held by me that she burst into tears. She was suppressing her emotions and kept suppressing them until I gave her such a crying harbor.

A bird is tired of flying outside, tired of flying, and injured. After all, it has to go back to its old nest to recuperate. What I can do is to give man Xue such a place.