Her smile, in the eyes of Mu angqi, is very dazzling.
She hung her eyes and held her forehead with one hand. Although her face was smiling, her tears were dripping down.
Mu angqi reached out and tried to hold her. At last, she drew back.
"Guoguo..."
"My best sister likes the man I love the most, and the man I love the most also likes my best sister. You say... What should I do?"
She suddenly raised her head and took mu angqi's hand.
"Angel, tell me, what should I do?"
Looking at Lin Guoguo, who was crying in front of her, Mu Anqi felt very sad.
"Guoguo, sun Haotian and I, we really have nothing left."
"Well, you may not love him any more, but can you be sure that he doesn't love you either? If I don't love you, why do I have to risk myself for you three or four times? Why do I have to save you regardless? That's an instinct. Because I love you, I will instinctively use my body to protect you from the wind and rain and all dangers. "
Her words, let mu angqi silence, indeed, if you do not care, then will not come forward, every time to save her in danger.
She can control herself from thinking, but she can't stop others.
"So Angie, I beg you, I really beg you, will you give him back to me?"
If not love him, Lin Guoguo would never be so sad, even so humble to ask her.
She dropped her eyes and bit her lips, trying to restrain her emotions, but some things, the more restrained, the more uncontrollable.
"I know that I don't have a place in his heart, and I don't want him to love me any more... I have only one requirement, that is, I can accompany him. As for who he has in his heart, I don't care. I just have such a requirement, can't I?"
She was so sad that she grasped mu angqi's hand tightly.
"Angie, is it too much for you to say that I have such a request?"
"If you are drunk, don't cry any more, and don't think so much about it. You are going to be engaged tomorrow. He will be your fiance. No one can take him away from you, and he won't leave you."
Mu angqi couldn't bear to look at her, and she didn't know how she could help her, what she had to do to make her not so sad.
She pulled a few paper towels and handed them to Lin Guoguo.
Lin Guoguo was in tears, shaking his head. He had a tear in his nose and looked very embarrassed.
"You know, he and I, we... Had a child."
Lin Guoguo suddenly said such a sentence. After listening to it, Mu Anqi suddenly grabbed her heart and put it down again.
She thought over and over again, we once had a child, she and sun Haotian, they had a child.
She kept saying that they were in the past, but when she heard that they had had children, she was not very comfortable. She didn't mean that she still loved sun Haotian, but that she had something pure and clean, which seemed to be stained by others, which made people feel uncomfortable.
It took her a long time to adjust.
"Ah, that child, he..."
"Ran away..."
Lin Guoguo had a sad smile. Although she was laughing, her face was full of sadness. She was always shining and beautiful. She always felt exquisite and noble, like a proud princess. When did she feel so humble and ordinary.
"Ah, how can..." she exclaimed unconsciously, and then realized that she might have asked a stupid question. Isn't it to expose other people's scars and wake up their painful memories.
Lin Guoguo took a deep breath, then fell into memory.
After listening to Lin Guoguo's description, I know that her pursuit of sun Haotian has not been so smooth in the past three years. At the beginning, he simply ignored her and refused to accept her. Because of her confession, he even refused to answer her phone for a time, and even avoided her.
She tried many ways and made unremitting efforts every day, but he was still not moved. The turning point of the matter was that once he was drunk in the bar, she had agreed with the bar attendant. If she saw him coming to drink again, she would inform her that when she arrived at the bar, he was drunk and lying there. She was distressed and sad, and called him several times without response.
In the back, she had to find a waiter to help sun Haotian up with her and send him to the car. She drove him home, but she took the initiative. Sun Haotian drank and got drunk, and he mistook her for mu Anqi.
Every time Lin Guoguo thought of these, he was very excited and clenched his hands.
"Do you know how I feel when he calls your name and holds me?"
Mu angqi really wants to say, stop it, she knows she's sad.
"At that time, my life was worse than death, but when I thought of holding this man and kissing him, I could even have him. The excitement in my heart was surging wildly, temporarily suppressing all those negative emotions."
"Afterwards, I feel very happy and happy. Even though I'm just a substitute, I'm still happy. The man I've loved for so many years finally belongs to me, which you never had."
She thought of the situation that morning. When she opened her eyes, she saw her beloved man lying beside her. She thought of the scene last night. She should be happy and shy.
"But he woke up and saw me lying next to him. When he realized what happened between us last night, his face changed greatly and he suddenly sat up from the bed. But soon he calmed down and looked at me with a complicated and sad look. I said at that time... I said it was all my voluntary, you don't have to be responsible for me."
It can be imagined that Lin Guoguo was so humble and cherished sun Haotian at that time, for fear that he would not be happy and that he would never see her again. She took care of him carefully, for fear that he would disappear if he exerted too much force.
"He sat quietly in bed for a long time, and I didn't dare to say anything more. I know I was in a hurry, but I don't regret it at all. I know that if I don't seize the opportunity to take the initiative, I probably won't have any chance in my life. After a long time, he said sorry to me, and then he got up and went to the bathroom
She bit her lip, and her tears fell out.
"You know, I thought, he would say, don't worry, I will be responsible for you. Or he said, you let me think about it, I'm not ready now, or he said directly, I was drunk last night, and I mistook you. But I didn't expect that he didn't explain anything directly, just sent me three words, sorry... Hehe ~ doesn't he know that the most hurtful sentence in the world is sorry! Sometimes it hurts more than any vicious words. "