Lin Guoguo is right. Sometimes these three words are more hurtful than any other words.
Mu angqi didn't know the specific situation between them that night, and her identity was so embarrassed. Now she really didn't know what she should say to comfort Lin Guoguo. It seemed that nothing was right, she could only keep silent.
"After that night, we didn't see each other for a long time, and I didn't contact him. We didn't mention that night, and he never took the initiative to contact me. If I hadn't waited so long at ordinary times, but at that time, I was angry and a little angry. As a girl, I had taken the initiative, but he still ignored me. Isn't it too embarrassing. Ah, but later. "
She said here, pause, drink a cup of wine, deep vision, some blurred, finally no longer as excited as before.
In her eyes, there was a trace of tenderness, a trace of maternal unique light.
"At this time, I didn't know that God was looking at me pitifully, so he loved me, pitied me and gave him to me. When I knew that I was pregnant and still pregnant with Haotian's child, do you know how excited I was at that time?"
She smiles at Mu Anqi: "I think, the man I love deeply has finally given me a perfect gift and the most precious thing in the world. I was excited and happy at that time. I wish I could fly to him right now and tell him the news. I held the B-ultrasound sheet and was excited for a long time before I gradually calmed down."
"After I calmed down, I was a little afraid, a little worried. If he didn't want the child and asked me to kill him, what should I do? I stroked the flat belly, I called for my child again and again, the child of Haotian and I, he was a surprise from God, and also the continuation of our lives. So after calming down, I think that whether Haotian recognizes it or not, I must give birth to this child. "
She drank a mouthful of wine again, the happiness light in her eyes gradually disappeared, and the deep sadness covered her eyes again.
"I called him first, but he didn't answer. I called his home again. His nanny said that he was not at home, so I continued to call him on his mobile phone, but she still didn't answer. I found the bar. At that time, he was fighting with people, and the group of people surrounded him. He was standing in the middle, looking so weak. He had been injured, with color on his forehead and a lot of blood, I didn't think about anything at that time. I just thought that I was going to protect him and couldn't let him be beaten again. So I rushed over and stood in front of him. I didn't know who it was. Suddenly, I kicked at me. Before I had time to make any response, there was a sharp pain in my abdomen. My whole body was so painful that I arched my back and squatted on the ground slowly. "
"I really hurt at that time. It made me cold sweat. It was like someone took a knife and stirred it hard in my stomach. I had gradually lost consciousness. I only knew that my lower body was warm and shed a lot of blood. Then I saw him pounce in shock and hold me tightly. He said Guoguo, what's the matter with you? And then I lost consciousness. "
At this point, Lin Guoguo's infinite sad looking at Mu Anqi, Mu Anqi has heard tearful, she did not know, there is such a tortuous and strange story between them, she did not know that Lin Guoguo loved sun Haotian so deeply, but also suffered so much for him.
"Guoguo..." thousands of words came to my mouth, but I couldn't say it.
"When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. At the first sight, I saw him. His face was haggard and tired. When I woke up, I felt sad and worried. He gently held my hand and said," if we get married, I will marry you. "
A ray of happiness flashed in Lin Guoguo's eyes, but tears flowed out.
"I finally waited for this sentence. I finally waited until he said to marry me. Although I was happy in my heart, I still had reason. My first reaction was not that I forgot everything happily because of his proposal. I asked him, where's the child? Is our child okay? He bowed his head and looked sad. He said, "we're all young and have a chance."
Mu angqi pulled a few paper towels and handed them to her. Lin Guoguo continued.
"My first reaction at that time was that the child was gone! I'm gone with his baby! This is how painful and sad things, I can not accept, it is my hard only child, it belongs to me and his first child! I'm excited to get up. I'm going to get up and ask the doctor if there's a mistake. The child is still alive and well, isn't it? "
Every time she thought of the past, she was in agony.
"But he didn't say anything. As soon as he hugged me tightly, I pushed him hard, even beat him, bit him, and he didn't move. After tossing about like this, he didn't know how long. Then he said, if the child is gone, I can have it again. But now I have to have a good rest. I can't be so emotional, and I can't cry all the time. It's not good for me. He said that when I recover, we will go back home, And get engaged. "
After listening to Lin Guoguo's past, Mu Anqi's heart is full of mixed feelings, which can't be said to be what it is.
"When I heard this, my mood gradually stabilized. I think he was right. We are still young when we have no children. I didn't expect that the loss of children would bring him back to me this time. Is this a blessing in disguise. I prayed to God that the child would be reincarnated into my stomach next time and continue to be my child. Everything seems pretty good, he will come to the hospital with me, talk, and then bask in the sun. I think maybe it's good. As long as I don't give up, his heart will melt by me sooner or later. "
"I also hold this kind of state of mind, the body recovers slowly, can leave the hospital soon, but the thing is never so beautiful as I imagined."
Lin Guoguo said that, with a bitter smile, he lowered his head and stared at the wine glass in his hand.
But in Mu angqi's heart actually produces one kind of faint uneasiness to come, is there any change?
She stares at Lin Guoguo, trying to see the answer from her face, but she stares at her for a long time, but the answer doesn't come out.
Lin Guoguo hung her head, touched the edge of the cup with her finger, hooked her lips, and laughed so bitterly. Then she drank all the wine in the cup, poured another glass for herself, and took the glass to drink again. Mu Anqi couldn't help stopping her.
"Don't drink. I've drunk a lot. I'll get drunk if I drink again."
"Drunk? It's better to get drunk happily than to wake up in such pain. At least after getting drunk, I don't know anything. "
"It's evasion, it's using alcohol to anesthetize yourself, but you will always be awake. You can't always use evasion to live your life."
Lin Guoguo shook off her hand: "Oh, you don't know anything. Why are you here to talk about me? Do you know what happened to me?"