Chapter 172

She roared angrily, which really stopped her. Indeed, she didn't know what had happened to her.

She pointed to herself: "you know, the doctor said that my abortion caused great harm to the uterus. It is likely that it will be difficult for me to conceive a child in the future, and I may conceive that child in my life!"

This unintentionally shocked mu angqi. She looked at her incredulously.

"You... Can't, now the medical technology is so developed, it will be OK."

"Ha ha, I want to, but I have to leave it to fate. Because I got in his way and lost the child, Haotian also agreed to return home and get engaged to me because he felt guilty for me. Even if it's for this reason, it doesn't matter to me. I'm willing to accept it. As long as he's still by my side and belongs to me, that's enough. "

Lin Guoguo laughs so sad, so helpless, but also with a touch of happiness.

Sometimes when a person loves another person, loves into the bone marrow, and can't help himself, he won't think about anything else. He has only one requirement, that is, he can accompany that person for a lifetime. Even if that person doesn't have her in his heart, she doesn't matter. At least in this way, he can see him every day and have him accompany every day, which is enough.

And Lin Guoguo is now in such a situation. She loves sun Haotian and is already in love with him. She can't extricate herself from it. She doesn't want anything else but company for the rest of her life.

Mu angqi has to admit that her love is not as deep as Lin Guoguo, nor as great as she is, so humble that she can ask for nothing else.

Perhaps, she thought that love, and not so deep, so he can not.

Lin Guoguo got drunk and finally called for a valet to see him off. Mu Anji walked out of the bar, took a deep breath and looked at the dark night sky, feeling that she would be swallowed by the sky in the next second.

Compared with the vast universe, we are as small as dust.

The mobile phone rings again. She thinks it's Leng Lingtian, but when she looks at the number, it's not.

"Hello?"

"Angie, Angie, where are you? I feel like I'm going to die. I really feel bad. I really want to escape from the world and not stay here any more."

"Haotian?" Sun Haotian's nasal voice on the phone is quite heavy. He can't speak clearly. As soon as he hears it, he knows that he is drunk.

"Well, Angie..."

"Where are you now?"

Sun Haotian said a string of addresses. Mu Anqi was stunned after listening to them, but he hung up the phone and quickly stopped a taxi to get in.

"Master, please go to this address."

The taxi driver looked down at the address: "OK, sit down."

The car went out in a flash. The driver was a racing driver when he was young. The car was driving so fast.

Mu Anqi hasn't fastened his seat belt yet. His car is like an arrow and drives a long way.

Far away, she saw a person sitting on the side of the road, head down, wobbly, it seems that the next second will directly fall down, she quickly gave the car money, out of the car.

She ran to sun Haotian and squatted down: "Haotian, Haotian." Patting him on the back, sun Haotian drank a lot. There were bottles beside him. I don't know how long he has been drinking here.

He fainted for a long time, slowly raised his head, staring at mu angqi for a long time, eyes blurred, and then laughed: "am I dreaming again?"

He said, reaching out and gently stroking her cheek.

Love and gentle, eyes are so sad, but with a trace of joy and happiness, in short, it is very complex.

Mu Anqi was puzzled by him. He was about to open his mouth, but he murmured: "the hand is still so real. I didn't expect that today's dream is so like reality."

"You know, I have this kind of dream every night, but before I just looked at you from a distance. You always gave me a figure every time, and it was so far away from me. Every time I chased you, I managed to catch up with you and wanted to see your face, but you suddenly disappeared..."

"You know, every time I do this, I wake up from my dream, and then I can't sleep that night, and I look at the dark ceiling all night.".

Sun Haotian's voice is very low and light, and his touch is very gentle, as if he is not touching a person's face, but stroking a precious treasure.

This kind of sun Haotian is fragile and sad. The sunny and happy side that used to be shown in front of people is gone. Because he didn't have a good rest, he is still haggard and decadent. There is a circle of blue scum on his glossy chin.

She looked at him painfully, did not immediately push his hand away, but reached out to gently hold his palm, his palm in the palm of the heart.

"Haotian, look at me. It's not a dream. It's true. I'm the real Mu Anqi, not the one who will disappear at any time in your dream. Look at me. It's true, and the palm is very warm, isn't it?"

Sun Haotian was stunned for a moment, then his eyes suddenly brightened.

"Really? You are the real muangqi

He suddenly put her in his arms and hugged her tightly, for fear that it was just a dream. Once it was released, she would disappear as before.

Mu angqi was held tight by him, and her breathing was not smooth.

"Really, ah, Haotian, you hold me too tightly. Can you let me go? I'm a little out of breath."

Sun Haotian realized that he wasn't dreaming and that he was sober. He let her go, which made him feel embarrassed: "sorry, I'm just a little excited. I can't tell whether it's a dream or a reality, so..."

"Never mind, I can understand..."

They fell into silence at the same time. After a moment of silence, sun Haotian took Mu Anqi and sat beside him.

"Angie, I think about it these days. I'm such a jerk."

Sun Haotian scolded himself as soon as he opened his mouth. Mu Anqi looked at him in surprise. He hung his head and didn't dare to look at her, just like a child who did something wrong.

"Three years ago, because of my weakness and incompetence, I abandoned you. Three years later, because I wanted to be responsible, I wanted to marry another woman I didn't love at all. But now, I wavered and hesitated, because I found that from the beginning to the end, I never loved her, and I would not love her, because ah..."

He slowly raised his head, eyes flashing crystal, serious and serious looking at her.

I don't know what I'm going to do. Some things can't be faked, such as the deep feeling in sun Haotian's eyes at the moment.

He pointed to his chest and spoke word by word.

"Because there is a person in my heart, and my heart is very small, so I will not give it to another woman. I can't marry her because I have to be responsible, so she will be unhappy and unhappy in her life. I can't be so selfish and ruin a woman's happy life. Yes, I'll feel guilty, I'll feel sad, but that's better than delaying her life's happiness, right? "