Chapter 173

He pointed to his chest and said to her, there is a woman in his heart. His heart is too small to accommodate a second woman.

These emotional words should have made people feel happy and happy after listening to them, but now mu angqi doesn't. She just feels sad, guilty and oppressed by a huge stone on her chest.

If sun Haotian said these words to her three years ago, and he didn't say to break up with her at that time, she would be moved to tears. Regardless, she would want to be with him.

But these words came out after more than three years of breaking up. In three years, a lot of things can be changed. He is no longer her little warm boyfriend, and she is no longer the little girl with a girlish heart. Their hearts and everything about them have undergone earth shaking changes.

There are not only two of them, but also so many people behind them.

Those who say that they can abandon everything for the sake of love, as long as two people are happy and happy, they have never really experienced the so-called feeling of betrayal and separation, and they are all just impulsive. After that passion, the next trivial life and the negative emotions of guilt at that time will all expand infinitely, They will gradually feel depressed and painful. After a long time, they will eventually burst out. At that time, they will be out of control.

Sun Haotian is a young man who grew up in a honey pot. He has the love of his parents and the protection of his brother. If one day he wants to abandon everything and fly away with her, she can be sure that they will be waiting for endless pain and noise, because of guilt and life, They will not be as happy as expected. They will quarrel a lot in the end and end up in a bad mood.

This ending, mu angqi can imagine, of course, the premise is that they love each other, will be excited, do these things.

Now, what she can be sure of is that the love is gone.

But now that he has drunk so much wine, he is still so painful and sad. If she doesn't speak well, she is afraid of bringing harm to him.

She thought about it, in the most euphemistic way.

"Haotian, will you listen to me?"

"Well, you say."

"We used to be beautiful, but it was the past. It was a happy time that we couldn't go back, just like time can't go back. Do you understand?"

Sun Haotian was silent for a while, and then grabbed her excitedly.

"But we are not time. We are human beings. We have the right to control everything. We can't recover the past, but we can control the present and the future. Why can't you give yourself and me a chance?"

"Well, I know, you may feel that you have some unclear relationship with my brother now. You may feel that you are not as pure and clean as before, but I tell you today, I don't care. I like you in the past, but I also love you now. I don't care about your wounds and your filth. As long as the person is you, Mu Anqi, it's enough, I have said so clearly, don't you understand my heart? "

He looked ferocious because of excitement. At the same time, he also used his strength to grasp her wrist. Her heart was complex, but when she remembered Lin Guoguo's experience, she was angry.

"Let's not talk about my feelings for you now. What about fruit? What do you want her to do?"

Speaking of Lin Guoguo, sun Haotian's eyesight faded, leaving only sadness. He sighed dejectedly: "I know I'm sorry for her, I can't pay her back in my life. I know she's a good girl and loves me, but what should I do? Angie, I don't love her. I only have you in my heart! Can you give me another chance? "

His eyes were sincere and sincere, and the bottom of his eyes glittered.

Her anger drove her to shake her hand and slap him, "pa!"

He was hit to one side, Leng on the spot, she angrily pointed at him.

"I slapped for Lin Guoguo. She once had a child of yours. In order to save you, she accidentally dropped the child. It's also because of you that she may not be a mother in the future."

"You know, Lin Guoguo may lose the qualification to be a mother in the future, and the culprit is you. She loves you so much and loses so much for you. Knowing that she has children, she doesn't hesitate to block that foot for you. It's an instinctive desire to protect. And you... And now you say to me that you love me, don't love her, and even want me to live with you and abandon her. "

"Sun Haotian, you are always so selfish, thinking only of your own happiness and happiness, but ignoring others. You were like this three years ago, and you still haven't changed after three years. You always think only of yourself, never for others. Do you think that in this situation, I will abandon everything and fly away with you?"

"Boom!" There was a loud noise in his ear. It was like being struck by a lightning strike. His head was buzzing. Mu angqi's words had been playing in his mind.

She may not be a mother in the future! How could it be? How could it be?

After being stunned for a long time, he suddenly grabbed her by the wrist.

"No, the doctor said she just lost her baby. He didn't say she can't be pregnant any more..."

"She told me herself, and the doctor prepared her! And she will be like this, because you, your don't care, your neglect, your fickleness, you understand, sun Haotian! "

SUN Hao's divine feelings are complicated. He staggers a few steps and suddenly laughs with his head in his arms.

"Ha ha ~ God's will, it's God's will! She and I, both of us, are absolute idiots!"

After laughing wildly for a while, he finally calmed down and took a meaningful look at mu angqi. Then he staggered around and walked away.

It is a lonely and helpless back, usually that tall image, now also appears so fragile, lonely, she stood in the same place, looking at the wipe gradually away back, have a kind of impulse to go up, hold that pair of him tightly, give her warmth, and then tell him you are not alone, you still have me.

But in the end, she didn't do anything, she just stood there, quietly watching the shadow go farther and farther, and finally disappeared.

Goodbye to my first love, goodbye to the man I once loved.

Her heart is complex and tangled, not to mention how sad, not to mention how happy, there seems to be something missing in her chest, empty.

She took a deep breath, and then turned around. As soon as she turned around, she saw a familiar face.

"Why are you here?"