Chapter 362

Gu ran took saliva, poured a few gulps in his small mouth and spit it out, "well, it hasn't been a few days."

"You're leaving now. Why don't you tell our classmates and friends? Do you treat me as a friend or not? "

Zhao BEI'ER seemed to be complaining, but Gu ran listened to her, but somehow felt that she seemed quite happy.

Gu ran thought that Xu thought too much.

"Is that why you called me?"

Gu Ran's attitude was always light, "nothing else. I'll hang up first. I'm still gargling!"

"Gu ran, we have to go now. Why do we have to have a meal? Let me practice it to you! Shall we have dinner tonight? "

Zhao BEI'ER invited her.

Gu ran thought for a while and finally agreed, "OK."

……

Gu ran was wearing a turtleneck sweater and a scarf before he went out.

All afternoon, there was nothing else but Huo Shiyi's call.

Mu Si ran never called himself.

Gu Ran's heart sank again and again.

Standing under the locust tree downstairs, my body suddenly felt colder and cooler.

She's dressed enough today!

Relieved, turned and walked to the school gate.

She asked Zhao BEI'ER to have dinner in a western restaurant outside the school.

But unexpectedly, just then, the mobile phone in her pocket suddenly rang.

Gu ran was surprised.

Then he quickly took out the mobile phone from his pocket.

Taking a look at the caller ID on the screen, Gu ran smiled.

It's Mu Si ran!!

He finally called!!

Gu ran almost cried with joy and hurriedly pressed the answer button. Without waiting for the man at the other end to speak, she gave a "Hello -" cry.

"It's me."

At the other end, there was a low and slightly hoarse voice from mousran.

Gu Ran's breathing was a little hurried.

She didn't answer. She held her cell phone tightly with her two small hands at the same time, stood by the roadside and listened to him attentively.

"What are you doing?"

Mu Si ran asked her.

"I'm going to have dinner with my classmates."

Gu ran hurriedly answered.

There was silence at the other end.

For a long time, Mu Si ran didn't speak again.

Gu ran almost held his breath and waited for him.

Wait for him to talk, wait for him to mention what happened last night, and wait for him... To keep her!!

"How long do you have to go to America?"

At the other end of the phone, Mu Si ran finally made a sound.

"A week later."

Gu Ran's expectation was like a little ant worm on the tip of her heart.

On the phone, I could clearly hear Mu Si Ran's breathing getting heavier and heavier.

Half a ring, I heard him say, "I'm on a business trip. Maybe I don't have time to see you off at that time."

What... What do you mean??

Gu Ran's water eyes blinked. Quickly, a layer of mist caged in her eyes.

So, didn't he call to keep her?

Even if that had happened to them last night, he didn't intend to keep her??

He is in his heart, really... Is it really so unimportant?!!

"The place I'm going to support is a very remote mountain village. There's no communication there, so..."

When he said this, he paused slightly, "I can't contact you in this week! Also, I'm on my way to Xiaoshan village now... "

Gu Ran's tears fell.

That is

Until she left, she never had a chance to see him again!!

Last night... The last time before she went to America!!

If I had known this, Gu ran would not have gone last night! She should have seen enough of him last night!!

She regretted

"And you? Do you have anything to say to me? "

In fact, mousrando hoped that she would ask him about last night!

He still hopes that last night was not just a mistake, even if the facts are in front of him, there is no doubt.

"No!"

Gu ran wiped a handful of tears, facing the wind, stubbornly kept smiling, "mousran..."

She shouted to him

Sound, in the cool night wind, broken.

Just like her heart, and all the expectations in her heart... "Goodbye..."

She finished and hung up before Mu Si ran could answer.

Goodbye

However, what year and month is it to meet again

Mu Si ran sat on the bus from the hospital to the remote mountainous area, his eyes fell on the night scene outside the window, and his deep eyes became more and more gloomy.

As a special doctor of the hospital, he went to support the isolation of the plague in the mountain area. In fact, due to his current physical condition, he should have refused, but mousran finally chose to accept it.

First, he wants to do what he should do while he is alive!

Second, he didn't have to send her away in person. For him, it was a reward.

……

Hanging up the phone, Gu ran squatted on the roadside. Regardless of the surprised eyes of all passers-by, she cried herself into tears.

After crying, she went to Zhao BEI'ER's appointment.

Looking at Gu ran with red eyes and swollen eyes like jujube pits, Zhao BEI'ER was startled, "Gu ran, what's the matter with you?"

Gu ran didn't speak. He just glanced at her lightly and attracted the waiter to order.

Zhao BEI'ER was a little angry. She didn't say, and she didn't bother to ask again. They ordered the order quickly.

At the dinner, I could feel Zhao BEI'ER's mood, which seemed quite pleasant.

She kept asking Gu ran, "Xiao ran, how long are you going?"

"Will you go back to our school in the future?"

"You're gone. What should Huo Shao do?"

"You should take good care of yourself over there! AI, the handsome guy in the United States is much better than ours. Look at the tall and handsome guy, you can find an excellent foreign boyfriend back then!! Wow... Maybe you can marry abroad at that time. Give birth to a mixed race little Zhengtai! That life is really perfect! "

Zhao BEI'ER said more and more vigorously, looked envious and looked at the future for Gu ranzhan.

Gu ran listened to his heart.

Foreign boyfriend

Get married? give birth to a baby?!

Gu ran looked coldly at Zhao BEI'ER, who was talking endlessly, and suddenly felt that she was a little evil, "you can't wait for me to go to the United States early."

Gu ran did not use interrogative sentences, but affirmative sentences.

Zhao BEI'ER's smile froze, and she suddenly felt a little embarrassed, "how... How? Why did you say that all of a sudden? "

Gu ran pulled at the corners of his mouth coldly, "if I just want to be inferior to you, why don't I go?"

When she finished, she got up and went out.

I didn't take another look at Zhao BEI'ER who was at a loss behind me.

Zhao BEI'ER clenched her wrists and bit her lips.

Gu Ran's temperament is not unknown to her. She is a proud little princess. The more people hate her, the more she wants to do annoying things!

Yes, Zhao BEI'ER is the kind who wants her to go to the United States, go far away and never come back!!

In that case, Huo Shiyi won't have to go around her anymore!!

Zhao BEI'ER admitted that she was jealous, and she was so jealous!

When did a playboy like Huo Shiyi become so obsessed with a woman? Except for her, Gu ran!

There are only a few days left to leave the United States.

These days, Gu Ran has been living in a muddle.

On the body, the traces left after that night's love gradually dissipate with time. In the end... No trace is left.

Gu ran wondered if his love for him would one day fade away like these traces, and in the end, it only existed in his memory... How good it would be if it could be like this?!

But unfortunately, she is still hoping

Expect her to say something to keep herself.

How to retain it? People have gone to the mountain depression without any communication equipment. Maybe he left to avoid her entanglement!

Gu ran felt more uncomfortable when he thought so.

……

The remote mountainous area where musran is located can almost be called a plague isolation area.

There is no communication signal here. The only way to contact the outside world is by letter.

It is said that it is not easy for a postman to send a letter. It takes a day to take a bus back and forth.

There was no traffic in the village. When they arrived at the village, the buses sent by the hospital couldn't enter the mountain village. The villagers in the village drove cattle carts to pull their volunteer doctors into the village.

This is the most remote and backward place musran has ever visited.

However, although remote, it also has beautiful scenery and natural scenery that the city does not have.

This is his fourth day in the mountain village.

During the noon break, he leaned under a hawthorn tree to smoke.

The cool wind blows, and the leaves rustle.

The white Hawthorn flowers as holy as jade fell down like a shower of flowers and scattered on his broad shoulders, which had an unspeakable meaning of loneliness and coolness.

She's going to America in just three days!

Mu Si ran breathed a long sigh of relief, and a few smoke filled his eyes.

Suddenly, I heard someone talking in the Hawthorn forest not far from him.

"Xiao Yun, you must hate me! Knowing that he is suffering from the plague and will not live long in this world, he still selfishly pulls you and refuses to let go... "

This is a man's voice.

In the voice, there was a little sadness.

Villagers who want to come to this mountain village sick.

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself, Xiao Yu. I don't hate you. On the contrary, if you choose to push me away after you are ill, I won't see you when you are alive. Finally... What I see is just a cold body. If so, I will... Hate you all my life! "

The girl's words, like a thorn, suddenly plunged deeply into mu siran's heart.

"Cold body..."

Mu Si Ran's fingers with cigarette butts trembled.

The pale phalanx became clearer.

He is not afraid of becoming the so-called "cold body" in her mouth. What he is afraid of is... The picture when the girl sees her cold body

As the girl said, when people live, they can't see; When she died, there was a cold body left, which made her suffer, regret and regret. Finally, there was boundless nostalgia, nostalgia... Mousse suddenly felt that her nose and eyes were sour.

Seemingly selfless behavior is actually extremely selfish.

She didn't worry about her true feelings, but selfishly deprived her of the right to choose... Later, Mu Si didn't listen to the dialogue between boys and girls in the Hawthorn forest.

He threw the cigarette end in his hand on the ground and stamped it out.

He gathered his windbreaker and turned back.