Chapter 411

"San'er, mom knows you love Si ran, but you have to love yourself, too? Look at you, Si ran. How many days have you been in, and you've lost a whole circle... "

"Mom, I'm fine! I promise you, I'll go to bed when Si ran finishes this chemotherapy... "

……

Mu Si ran lay on the bed and kept vomiting. When he vomited nothing in his stomach, he was still retching.

He kept retching and felt extremely uncomfortable.

That feeling is really worse than death

However, even so, he never thought of giving up. This idea didn't exist in his mind even for a second.

Because he knows that there are too many people who love him and those he loves waiting for him.

After chemotherapy, there is an endless high fever.

For ten consecutive days, I was in a high fever and couldn't get back.

Mu Si ran lay dizzy in bed, and his mind was full of pictures from him

At the first sight, Gu ran began to see her new life. Until now, she is 21 years old... Too many scenes are constantly shown in his mind like a movie. It is so clear and almost scary.

It's like... A memory before death.

He doesn't want to die. He hasn't lived enough!

Or, there are too few good memories created between him and her... How can it be enough?!

“

On the twelfth day, the high fever faded. "

This is the physical condition in the cabin recorded by Gu ran for him.

“

After the thirteenth day, start eating. "

Gu ran finally breathed a sigh of relief.

I'm glad that there is another thing called "nutrient solution" in the medical community that can support him.

After chemotherapy, it is the most important bone marrow transplantation.

Finally come to this step

Gu ran was gratified, but his heart was also extremely heavy.

Heart, ballast chest, almost even a piece of light little paper can't bear it.

Bone marrow transplantation, mixed.

If you succeed, you can continue your life, and the good can even recover from it.

What if it doesn't work?

What should we do in case of exclusion?

How many leukemia patients die of rejection after allogeneic transplantation?

Gu ran was so nervous that every nerve line collapsed tightly, and he was in a state of high concentration every day, so that on the day mu siran left the cabin, Gu ran was completely tired and out of strength. He slept in the ward all day and night... When he opened his eyes vaguely, he saw Mu siran's long lost face.

He lost weight

The dark deep eyes were also stained with a layer of blood. There was heartache embedded in the eyes color. When Gu ran woke up, his eyes softened a lot.

"Si ran!!"

Gu ran burst into tears as soon as he opened his eyes.

The next moment, Fei rushed into Mu Si Ran's arms, "Hello, isn't it? Finally... Woo woo... "

"Silly girl! Are you still crying? "

Mu Si ran comforted her painfully, and his big hand kept patting her back, "don't cry, be obedient."

"I just cry with joy!"

Gu ran withdrew from his arms, "how's your operation? What did the doctor say? "

She asked him anxiously, looked him up and down again, and found that although he was thinner, he looked much better than before entering the cabin.

And his hair has grown new black hair.

It's like a ball head. It's so cute.

"The doctor said it still depends on the future situation to see if the rejection is serious. If it is not serious, there should be no more problems."

"Then you have to take good care of yourself these days! I'll go back and cook delicious food for you later. "

"No!"

Mu Si ran hurriedly stopped her, "look at you. How did you promise me when I went in? It's only been more than twenty days. You've lost so much weight when you come out... "

Mu Si ran sighed and patted her forehead. "You're really worrying."

"I'm resting in bed today. I'm not allowed to do anything or go anywhere, you know?"

"But..."

"No, but!"

Mu Si Ran is very overbearing.

"But I'm tired of sleeping. I'm soft all over. If I sleep again, I may get sick."

Gu Ran is coquettish with him.

"Then you are allowed to come down and walk."

……

It seemed that God intended to tease this happy family... Three days later, mu siran had a strong rejection reaction.

This reaction frightened everyone.

Mu Si Ran's condition deteriorated rapidly, and the situation was so bad that almost everyone was defeated.

His stomach was filled with water, rising like a ball, and his internal organs were soaked in water. He had to take sleeping pills every day to sleep for a short hour.

When he was pushed into the intensive care unit, Gu ran fell into a state of collapse.

She had never seen such an angry mousran!

Even in the cabin, he was full of vitality.

But now, lying on this hospital bed, motionless and pale, I can't find half of my blood color.

When he was sent to the ICU, Gu ran took his hand and whispered in his ear crying, "mousran, I still have a wish card!! You said that no matter what requirements I put forward, as long as you can do it, you will try your best to complete it for me!! My wish now is to let you live well... "

"So, you must promise me to live well!! You can't leave me alone... "

"Without Mu Si Ran's Gu ran, he can't live!"

It seemed that Gu ran felt his hand and tightened her hand a little.

He heard it. He heard her call.

Gu Ran is sure.

Mousran was sent to the ICU and isolated from them again.

"Doctor, isn't my son's operation very successful? Why does this happen? "

Mu Beicheng anxiously inquired about his son.

The rain fell aside and cried unconscious.

Gu ran just lay on the glass window of the ICU and stared at the pale face inside... Tears blurred her eyes. She quickly wiped it away and continued to look... It seemed that she couldn't see enough!

"Dr. mu, I'm really sorry, because he has done too much chemotherapy and there are too many antibodies in his body, which leads to such a big rejection. To be honest, I've never seen such a serious rejection since I started transplantation in 1980..."

The old doctor sighed, held Mu Beicheng's hand and told, "anyway, you should be... Mentally prepared..."

As soon as the doctor's voice fell, the rain fell, and after a hysterical wail, he completely cried and fainted.

Gu ran at the door, however, seemed to be unable to hear the doctor's words. He still stood on tiptoe and stared blankly at mu siran inside... Husband, it doesn't matter

Even life and death can never separate us!!

Even if you die, I will accompany you

Always with you!!

He entered the ICU in musran

On the third day, I received a critical notice from the hospital.

That day, it was like a nightmare, pestering each of them... Gu ran had never seen her father-in-law cry, but that day, she saw him cry.

And she is still just standing at the door of the intensive care room

Looking at him on the hospital bed / with a respirator and almost no signs of life... The thin mist fainted at the bottom of her eyes.

At that moment

Gu ran made a decision!!

A rather selfish decision

Yes, her Gu Xiaosan has always been selfish. Sometimes she is so selfish that people hate her.

Life is given by her parents. She knows she shouldn't forget and shouldn't be so cheap.

But

She couldn't bear him.

Gu ran didn't even dare to imagine that if his existence suddenly disappeared in his life, his taste could not be found in the air and his breath could not be felt around him... Gu ran felt that he would die!!

Even if you don't die, you will go crazy!

That night, she stayed up all night.

Gu ran left a letter for Si Nian.

She gave the letter to yuluo to hand it over to her when Si Nian came back.

"Why don't you hand it over to Si Nian in person after she comes back?"

Yuluo stood outside mu siran's ward and asked Gu ran.

Gu Ran's eyes kept looking at Mu Si ran inside.

His eyes never moved more than half away from him.

After a long time, he moved his eyes and answered his mother-in-law's question, "I'm afraid it's too late..."

"Too late?"

The rain was stunned. "What are you going to do?"

"No, No."

Gu ran shook his head and denied, "Mom, you must remember to hand over this letter to Si Nian for me, which is very important to me..."

"Good! I will. "

The rain nodded, but there was doubt in his heart.

……

After signing the notice of critical illness, another night later, Mu Si ran finally survived.

He's still taking sleeping pills.

The water in the stomach is gradually less, but the situation is not optimistic, and the phenomenon of rejection continues.

But fortunately, he especially cooperated with the doctor's treatment, which has been alleviated a lot compared with the initial rejection.

Mu Si ran was able to survive. According to the doctor, it was actually a miracle.

But no one knows that every time he opens his eyes during insomnia, he can see the water eyes full of expectation on the glass window... Stained with thick blood, so Baba looks at him.

Whether he wakes up at five in the morning, at five in the afternoon, or at three in the morning... In short, every time he wakes up, she is there.

She has been looking forward to him and waiting for him with her eager eyes... How could he be willing to let go of her in the face of her who never gave up?

How could he be willing to leave her alone in this world?

Mu Si ran thought that no matter how strong he became, this girl will always be his weakness.

On the contrary, no matter how weak he becomes, this girl will always be the strongest support behind him!!

As if he had noticed Mu Si Ran's eyes, Gu ran finally showed a long lost smile at the glass window.

The smile is mixed with tears of gratitude

It's dazzling!

After two days of struggling, the rain finally opened Gu Ran's letter on his own.

As soon as she opened the letter, she was glad that she had read it first.

Do not see do not know, a look really surprised a cold sweat.

This is not a letter, this is... A suicide note.

After reading the long suicide note, she explained to Si Nian, asking her to comfort her parents and understand her behavior. She also asked her to do her unfinished filial piety and take care of her parents for her.

The task was heavy, but it was obvious that she could not find a more suitable candidate except to entrust the secretary.

After reading the letter, the rain startled me into a cold sweat.

She didn't hurry to say to Xinlan and Gu Heng so that they wouldn't worry.

But the rain fell

She told her husband about it at the first time.