"Beicheng, what do you think of this? This little girl's film has been dead since she was a child. If there's any chance, she won't live alone! If something really happens, we can't forgive ourselves in our life! "
The rain was so urgent that I walked back and forth in the room, but I couldn't think of any good way.
"That girl can't persuade me. We all know her character. She likes to get into a corner. She can't get out as soon as she goes in! Do you think we should discuss this with Gu Heng first? "
"Don't panic."
Mu Beicheng calmed down and comforted his wife. "Now Si Ran's condition has finally eased. Something will happen for a while. When he comes out of the intensive care unit, we'll talk to him."
"Talk to him? Tell him about it? "
Don't worry about the rain, "doesn't it add to his worry? He needs to know. What if he gets worse because of worry? "
"But he has the right to know about it, and he must know that we can't make decisions for the two young people when the rain falls. As the saying goes, you need a ringer to untie the bell. Among us, only Si Ran has a way to persuade her. "
"All right!"
The rain finally fell, "that's all I can do."
……
Three days later, Mu Si ran smoothly transferred from ICU to VVIP general ward.
The condition has improved significantly. Although it is still in the state of rejection, it can get out of bed and walk at least occasionally.
Mousran was thinner.
But Gu Ran is thinner.
As if she were the sick man!
Rain fell on the question of telling or not telling his son. He struggled for a long time. Finally, he told mu siran about it.
Mu Si ran was stunned for dozens of seconds when he heard the speech.
After a while, he just made a voice to comfort his mother, "don't worry too much. Leave it to me. Don't worry. I won't let her have anything."
"Are you really so confident that you can persuade her?"
The rain is still a little worried.
Mu Si ran raised his eyebrows confidently, "in this world, in addition to I can handle her, there are
A second person? "
"All right! Mom is really relieved to leave it to you! But don't worry too much. You're not suitable to think too many unhappy things now, you know? "
"Yes, mom! Don't worry, I'm also a doctor. I know the most basic. I'll take good care of myself! Besides, your daughter-in-law has threatened her life. Do you think I dare to despise my own life? "
Mu Si ran said jokingly.
The rain fell and smiled, "your little daughter-in-law is really determined to treat you. If you really have something wrong, you really don't feel sorry for her."
"So, I will take good care of myself, I promise!"
"OK, ok... Mom, don't worry!"
The rain fell and smiled happily.
……
A week later, mu siran's physical condition was relieved and discharged smoothly.
However, because the rejection still exists, you must go to the hospital for an examination within two days.
Gu ran stayed in front of him all the time every day. After busy for him, mu siran almost watched her go on for her slimness day by day... Mu siran was still terrified at the thought of the suicide note his mother mentioned to him.
Just as Gu ran walked past him, Mu Si ran hurriedly stretched out his hand and took her little hand.
"What's the matter?"
Gu ran asked him nervously, "what do you need?"
"I don't need anything..."
Mu Si ran on the bed tightened her little hand, patted the edge of his bed with the other hand, and sincerely replied to her, "I just need you, I need you to be good..."
Gu ran obediently lay in his arms, whispered, held his big hand in his small hand and gently rubbed it, "I just want you to be good..."
"San'er, go to class tomorrow..."
Mousse suddenly asked.
Gu ran was stunned, looked up and looked at him inexplicably, "your body needs someone to greet you. Now you let me go to class like this?? How can I do it? "
"I'm much better now! Sister Li will take good care of me and my mother. Besides, didn't she hire a nurse for me? They can take good care of me! You should do your own thing, you know? "
"I don't know! I don't understand. "
It doesn't make sense.
My husband is lying in the hospital bed like this. Does he even let himself concentrate on his study?
"Sorry, I can't do it. Even if I'm in class, I don't want to study. Instead of that, it's better to stay by your side. Even if you can't do anything for you, it's good to look at it like this. "
Mu Si Ran's heavy ink smoke pupil darkened a few times, pulled Gu Ran's small hand and comforted her, "san'er, you should have your own focus of life, do you understand? In your life, besides me, you should have other yearnings and circles!! "
Gu ran understood the meaning of Mu Si Ran's words in an instant.
He's afraid
She was afraid that as soon as he left, the focus of her life would collapse.
Her eyes were slightly wet, "but what should I do? Since birth, Gu Xiaosan's focus has always been... Mu siran... "
"Fool!!"
Mu Si ran was so excited that he hugged Gu ran into his arms.
The ape arm hugged her very hard, as if to insert her into his own body.
God, if in this life I am destined not to have the opportunity to stay with her until I am old, then in the next life... In the next life, I must!!
……
At home to rest
On the tenth day, Mu Si Ran's body had a terrible rejection again.
His internal organs were swollen, and he began to vomit endlessly... Mu siran was pushed to the rescue room of the hospital again.
When he was lying in the hospital bed / bed, he was completely lifeless.
Even the heart frequency hopping rate is almost as calm as a straight line
Gu ran could no longer bear the weight and fainted.
Every change in her condition is an unprecedented torture for her.
It felt like someone was holding a knife and stabbing her in the heart... It hurt her and almost suffocated!!
As soon as the doctor came out of the rescue room, yuluo and Mu Beicheng hurriedly surrounded him, "doctor, how's the situation?"
The doctor shook his head and sighed, "to tell you the truth, the situation is quite unsatisfactory. Doctor mu, you... Need some psychological preparation..."
"No... no!!!"
The rain fell a hysterical scream. The next moment, it was dark, and she fainted unconscious.
"Rain falls -"
"Rain falling - rain falling - wake up!"
“……”
Musran stayed in the intensive care unit for five days.
I didn't wake up for five days. I was living on a ventilator every day.
Five days later, Gu ran lost another whole circle, and even his eyes fell into some points, which made people watch and feel distressed.
She hasn't closed her eyes and eaten for almost five days. No matter how adults try to persuade her... She forces her to eat and spit it out again
Her health went from bad to worse until
On the sixth day, she couldn't bear the weight and fell asleep with a high fever.
This sleep is a whole day.
On this day, she seemed to be dreaming constantly.
In the dream, it was all mousran.
He dreamed that he was sitting by his bed, bowed his head and kept kissing her.
From her forehead to the corners of her lips.
I heard him bullying in her ear, whispering and charging, "honey, you must live well in the future when I'm not here. Promise me not to bully yourself like this, will you?"
Gu ran had a high fever, burning in the clouds. Even in his dream, she felt that he was going to leave. She anxiously took his hand, "Si ran, where are you going? Don't leave me, don't...... "
"Honey, I'm going to a beautiful place to treat my pain! But I can't take you to that place, and you can't follow me... "
"No!! Let me accompany you... "
Gu ran cried like a tearful man in his dream.
"Promise me to live well for me! Also, when I get back... When I get back, I want to see that healthy and beautiful Gu Xiaosan!! "
"Will you really come back?"
Gu ran asked him incredulously.
"Yes, I will..."
He assured her with certainty.
"OK..."
Gu ran sobbed bitterly, "but you promise me that you must be good... You must come back alive!!"
"I will! With you, I have to come back... "
His voice is very hoarse.
The throat seems to have been cut
"So, for me, you must live well..."
"Good! I must live well! But where are you going? Why can't you take me with you?? I don't want to be separated from you... Brother, I don't want to be separated from you... "
“……”
However, what responded to Gu ran again was a silent silence... In the dream, her childhood brother disappeared.
Only Gu ran burst into tears and kept calling his name.
"Brother, brother..."
"Brother..."
"Mu siran... Brother siran -"
“……”
……
"Three children?"?? Three sons... "
In my ears, suddenly someone kept calling her name.
The voice is female, so it's not her husband.
It's her mother-in-law. The rain falls.
"San'er..."
This is her mother.
Every call was filled with worry and sadness, "saner, wake up, wake up..."
Gu ran opened his eyes in a trance
She looked around wearily, and her scarlet eyes were full of tears.
The ward is full of people
Her parents, grandparents, mother-in-law, and Mu Si Ran's grandparents... The room looked full of her husband and her father-in-law.
"Wake up, wake up!!"
Someone is shouting.
Gu ran felt a splitting headache and tears rolled out of her eyes. She opened the quilt and was about to get out of bed. Her weak voice muttered, "I'll go and see Si ran..."
As soon as the words fell, all adults looked at each other, and their eyes were full of sadness.
"Saner, you are still very unwell and can't get out of bed!"
The rain hurriedly pulled her, "lie down again quickly."
"Mom! Let me see Si ran... "
Just that dream, Gu ran still had lingering palpitations.