Chapter 14 - 14

The week was coming to an end and learning has never been so much fun. Me and my friends have had such a fun experience in school and everyday is a new adventure. Today is friday and in BFBS tonight is a movie night. There are so many movies being watched today all of which are in different halls. The students get to pick which movie they want to watch, I don't know which hall to go to.

I am not much of a movie person and I don't know how to pick a good movie. Charlie is into science fiction while Claire is a big romance fan, Ellie on the other hand prefers horror. The three of them have invited me to watch a movie of the three genres. I have been thinking about this the whole day but I can't seem to decide which invitation I will honor. It will be dinner time soon and I will have to give my answer by then but I am still undecided.

I am currently on my bed with my laptop, I have google the three movies but nothing about the three interests me. I close the site and open my chats, I have a lot of messages from my fan. I can't believe how many they are.. I have tried my best to answer most of their questions and reply to their messages during the week but they are unending. My manager also replies to half of them but they just keep piling up. I open the global forum where my fans who are online are discussing what my next was going to be about. It is so nice that they are interested in my life and I love them so much.

I open my private messages and there is alot from my mom and my manager but the one that catches my attention was #138.

[ Hi ] #138

It is from Dark and it is from a few minutes ago, he is online and I should probably talk to him.

[ Hi too]

I reply and wait for him to text back but he doesn't. I checked the message from my mom and manager in the min time. My mom is still asking about Rock studios and I am sure that she wants to get my sister there so I ignore her. My manager wants to talk about my next song but I haven't finished writing it yet so I text him that and go offline. I play subway surf on my phone while I think about what movie to watch.

"Hey dude what movie are you planning to see tonight?" I heard Alex ask in a loud voice as he entered the dorm with Reiner and Chad. Alex is Reiner's best friend and Chad just hungs out with them. They are one of the most popular boys in school, they play football and are good looking so they automatically become girl magnets. They have girls running over them in each corner of the school that they turn.

"I don't know yet and you ?" Chad answered him while Reiner just ignored him.

"I don't know either,I plan to go to the one most people are going to." he said and Chad nodded.

Reiner climbs on top of his bed and sleeps. We haven't really talked much since the day in the green house, he has his friends and I have mine. He does sports and I have clubs so our world are kind of distant from each other. We sit on the same desk during class but hardly ever get to talk, he sleeps in each of the classes and the teachers don't complain since he is the only student ahead of the teacher in every subject. He has changed his sitting place at dinner so I don't see him much then either and when he comes to the dorm he just goes straight to bed. I still feel that pain in my heart but it isn't as strong as before.

Sometimes it feels like he is ignoring me on purpose and that he doesn't want to be around me. He doesn't even take a minute to look at me and when our eyes do meet he looks away almost immediately. 'Is it that I like him and he is a boy is that the reason that he is disgusted by me.' is the thought that runs through my mind each time I see him. Whatever the reason is one thing is for sure, he doesn't like me. I go back to playing my game.

It is dinner time now and I have not the answer as to which movie to. I will just watch horror then, I have never watched a horror movie before. I inform them of my decision and they all agreed to watch a horror movie together. It is decided that we will take turns watching movies from different genres every other movie night. We have our dinner very quickly and rush to get better seats in the hall. We ordered popcorn and milkshakes on our way in and sat at the third seats from the front. Everyone got in and the lights inside the hall were switched off and the movie began. It is a movie called 'Zombie flesh eater' and just the name is giving me goosebumps and not the good kind.

Halfway through the movie and I was already trembling in my seat. I regret wanting to watch this movie and I don't think that I am going to be able to sleep tonight. I should have gone with romance, this is torture. I can't look at the screen but I also can't turn away, many screams can be heard each time a zombie eats someone. I for one can't even find my voice to scream, the fear of the zombie hearing me and coming after me next is stopping me from screaming. Someone should turn the screen off right now, how do people watch such scary things.

I grab the person next to me by the hand and hid in his shoulder. This movie should be banned and never be watched again and the script writer should be arrested for writing such a scary movie.I sneak a peek at the movie again and regret it because that is when the zombie is eating a young woman's brains. I don't think that I will ever be able to get that image out of my head. It will forever haunt me and give me nightmares. This is the last I am watching any horror movie, it was not made for my delicate heart.

"If you keep holding my hand so tightly how am I going to eat my popcorn?" I heard a familiar voice say to me and I looked up to check if it was truly him. I can't see much in this darkness but I am sure it was his voice. "Reiner is that you?" I asked for confirmation but there was no reply.

"Why do you watch a horror movie if you are so easily scared? You know what don't answer that and just tell me how long will you hold on to my hand." he asked " Forever." I answered.

I have missed him so much and he doesn't even understand how I feel. He seems oblivious to the fact that I have fallen in love with him, he is here right next to me. I won't get a better chance than this to get close to him, if I let this chance go then he will ignore me again. I move closer to him and lay my head on his shoulder while drawing circles at the back of his hand. He doesn't say anything and just watches the movie, he is very strange he acts like he doesn't want me close to him but doesn't stop me from being close to him.