Chapter 13 - 13

I always seem to embarrass myself around Reiner and he just laughs at me. He must be having fun as I suffer so much humiliation because of him. It is all his fault that I get confused and nervous when I am around him and only he should be blamed for this.

I want to wipe that laugh from his face so badly but I don't know what to do. Perhaps I can threaten him to stop laughing at me but what can I use to threaten him with. The kiss, I am sure that he is embarrassed of it so I will use this as my weapon to get him to fall in line once and for all. He won't dare to mess with me ever again just you wait and watch.

I gather enough courage and walk up to him, I take his pen and book away from him. I have put on the most serious face that I could master and to be honest I feel like laughing at how ridiculous this all seems but I have to appear threatening so I bite the inside of my mouth to avoid that from happening. I look straight into his eyes and speak the most authoritative voice that I could master. "Don't you dare laugh anymore or else you will regret it."

"Really," he says getting up from his seat and moves close to me.. "Or else what?" he asked with a blank face. I can't tell if he is mad or not but one thing is for sure, I don't think he likes being threatened.

"Or else I will tell the whole school that you kissed me." I tell cause there is no way that I am backing away from him now. I can't wait to see him beg me not to say anything to the school, I will definitely give him a hard time.

He took hold of my hand and pulled me towards him and held me in place by my waist. My whole body became hot and my face flushed, I really need to but some self control in the mall because I clearly lack it. "Wh...what do you think you are doing?" I asked him and as always he ignored me.

He blew hot air on my face making me blush even more and smiled as if enjoying some show. I try to stay serious but I can't because of how close we are, my mind can only think naughty things about him. I can even say out loud what I think of him at this moment but this would be so much nicer if he didn't have his clothes on. I am truly going to burn in hell for this as it is a sin to desire and by now it is already obvious to me that I want Reiner.

I deny it to myself many times but the truth doesn't change that I am attracted to a boy and it is so exciting. I don't want him to ever let go of me, he should always hold on to me like this. I had held him back from attending his class so that he can give me an answer but now I see that I had all the answers with me all along and just denied it. "You want to tell the whole school that I kissed you but you are the one who stole a kiss from me. I will not let you accuse me of something that I haven't done so I will kiss you so that when you tell the whole school I will actually be guilty." he said in a hoarse voice that sent me shivers.

He held my jaw in his hand and seized my lips with his, I opened my mouth slightly giving him permission to deepen the kiss. He kisses me so passionately and explores every part of my mouth with his tongue. I get lost in the kiss and wrap my hands around him and pull him closer to me. He breaks the kiss and turned away from me. He went back to where he sat and sat down with his back towards me.

'Did I do something wrong? Did he not like the kiss? Am I a bad kisser or does my breath smell,' were the questions that crisscrossed through my mind. He didn't say anything and just continued to sit there in complete silence. I don't know what I have done wrong and i don't like to see him like this. He is not saying anything and it is making me worried that I might have made some mistake. I have no idea whether I should talk to him or give him his space. He seems to be thinking about something so it will be better if I don't say anything and disturb him. I go back to the wooden chair and sit myself down, it was all going so well so what could have happened that ruined the moment.

The pain that I always feel didn't come today I just felt disappointed and hurt. Disappointed that he ended the kiss so soon and hurt that he has just up and gone silent and won't say a word to me. Does he not know that his silence is killing me, he could at least tell me what the problem is as I might help him think of a solution.

I have come to care for him a lot in two days and forget two days, I feel like I have known him for much longer than that. He is my savior who rescued me from the loneliness that was my life and gave my life a new meaning. Had I not met him at that cafe then my luck wouldn't have changed for the better. He has given me a new purpose in life and that is to give him all the love that I can give and make him happy. If he let's me then I will leave no stone unturned to please him and make him happy.

If he is happy then even I will be happy so it will be a win-win situation for both of us. I am rich and famous but this is the first time that I am feeling so happy and complete and he is the reason for it. He is like the moon in my very dark night and I don't want to loose him so if I have made a mistake then I will have to apologize for it and make him forgive me. I searched my pocket and found ten dollars and since I don't have change it will have to do. I slowly walk up to him and put the ten dollar note in his sight. "This covers my dept and the remaining amount is for the future."

He takes the note and stares at me confused. "You once told me that I would have to pay you a dollar for each time that I stared at you a little longer than usual. So this covers my depts for the times I stared in the past and for when I will do so in the future." I say in all seriousness.

"I see, but what about for accusing me and wasting my time by bringing me here when you have nothing to say to me?" he asks and I search my pocket for more money but I couldn't find any so I gave him my credit card and watched ad he looked surprised at my gold credit card.

"You must be rich to own this," he says "don't worry I will return this to you safe and sound at the end of the term." he added before going back to his writing.