Chapter 313

Tong Jiangwen was scared out of sweat by Lin Xiaozhe. She said weakly, "listen to me..."

"Say what?" Lin Xiaozhe asked lightly.

"I..." Tong Jiangwen opened her mouth, and her explanation froze in her throat for a long time. She endured the sadness in her heart and asked, "will you believe what I said?"

"No Lin Xiaozhe simply replied, "I only believe in myself."

All the words are blocked by Lin Xiaozhe's words. Tong Jiangwen stands in the same place and looks at Lin Xiaozhe, tears quickly condense in her eyes.

She knew it would be like this.

"Go home." Suddenly, Lin Xiaozhe accidentally dropped a word to Tong Jiangwen, silently turned around and walked in front of her, leaving her far away. Tong Jiangwen looks at Lin Xiaozhe's back in amazement. She thinks her ears are wrong. She looks like a fool and watches Lin Xiaozhe go away.

"Tong Jiangwen, are you a roadblock?" Lin Xiaozhe, who has been walking for a long time, turns around and asks Tong Jiangwen. Tong Jiangwen didn't understand Lin Xiaozhe's consciousness. She asked, "ah?"

"It's not a roadblock. What are you doing in the middle of the road?" Lin Xiaozhe said with a spiteful face, "hurry up, if you don't go, it will cause traffic jam. I won't wait for you."

"Go, go, I'll go right away!" Tong Jiangwen finally reflects what Lin Xiaozhe means and goes after Lin Xiaozhe.

Many people have recognized Lin Xiaozhe, and his passers-by fans are rapidly gathering around. If they don't leave immediately, they will be surrounded in a few minutes.

Tong Jiangwen follows Lin Xiaozhe to get into his car and silently looks at Lin Xiaozhe driving. She has too many words in her heart. She doesn't know what to say to him, what he is thinking at this moment, and where he wants to take her.

As he drove, his face was very calm, no different from the past.

"I know I look good, but you don't have to stare at me like that. Didn't your mother teach you that it's impolite to stare at other people's faces all the time?" After Tong Jiangwen saw him for about half an hour, Lin Xiaozhe, who had been driving, asked faintly.

"I..." Tongjiangwen a burst of language, hasty bow, tears again in the eyes.

She didn't have a mother to teach her.

Lin Xiaozhe glanced at Tong Jiangwen and did not speak again. He continued to drive, the shadow of the tree on both sides of the car rapidly shaking. Lin Xiaozhe doesn't speak, and Tong Jiangwen doesn't know what to say. She just stares at her head and pinches her fingers, trying to let the pain of her fingertips cover the pain of her heart.

"Here we are." It was not until Lin Xiaozhe's voice came again that Tong Jiangwen looked up. As soon as she raised her head, she was suddenly stupefied by the scene before her.

The Yellow River.

In the middle of the night, he brought himself to the Yellow River.

Lin Xiaozhe opened the car door and walked in front of him. He went to the gravel beside the Yellow River and squinted at the front. There was a strong wind by the Yellow River, which puffed up his sea blue shirt. Facing the wind, he slowly widened his arms, and a smile of endless enjoyment appeared on his face.

Looking at Lin Xiaozhe's back, Tong Jiangwen has a bad feeling in her heart.

Before, he was like sunshine in her heart, as long as the place where he was seemed to be full of warmth. Many days and nights, she watched his smiling face hanging in the poster at the head of the bed and fell asleep. Then she had a good night's dream.

Therefore, she tried her best to get close to the sunshine in her heart and feel his burning and warm breath. However, Tong Jiangwen found that no matter how hard she tried, there was an insurmountable gap between her and him.

Because, he is clean, and she is dirty.

"Come here." Just when Tong Jiangwen is staring at Lin Xiaozhe on the gravel beside the Yellow River in a daze, Lin Xiaozhe suddenly turns around and shouts to Tong Jiangwen. Tong Jiangwen quickly converges, walks slowly to his side, quietly looks at Lin Xiaozhe, allowing the feeling of heartache to spread in her heart, suffocating her breath.

"Tong Jiangwen, do you know what this is in front of us?" Lin Xiaozhe stretched out his hand and asked, pointing to the Yellow River in front of him.

Tong Jiangwen nodded and said, "the Yellow River."

"When you were a child, did your teacher teach you what people always called the Yellow River in China?" Lin Xiaozhe asked again.

“…… The mother river Tong Jiangwen gazed at Lin Xiaozhe's side face and murmured, "why do you ask this?"

Lin Xiaozhe did not answer and continued to ask, "then tell me, what color is the mother river in front of you?"

"The Yellow River, of course, is yellow." Tong Jiangwen came back.

"Do you know why the Yellow River is yellow?"

"Because the area that flows through is the Loess Plateau, and because of the severe soil erosion in the Loess Plateau, all the soil is taken away by water, so the water becomes this color. The bottom of the Yellow River is full of loess and silt, so the color of the water has changed

I'm afraid even a three-year-old can answer this question.

It's just that Tong Jiangwen really can't figure out what the purpose is when he asks himself this question.

Lin Xiaozhe jumped down from the stone, sat down on the stone near the Yellow River and said, "yes, the bottom of the Yellow River is full of loess and silt. But Tong Jiangwen, do you know how many people are fed by the Yellow River's sediment? "Tong Jiangwen shook her head.

She doesn't know because it's not within her cognitive range.

"You don't know. I don't know." Lin Xiaozhe looked at the rolling water of the Yellow River with a rare warm smile on his lips. "Now that the industrial construction industry is so developed, who can tell how many people the Yellow River, known as the mother river, has fed? I wonder what it would be like without the Yellow River? "

"The Yellow River has been formed for hundreds of millions of years. Who can have such a hypothesis?" Tong Jiangwen also looked at the Yellow River and said with emotion, "maybe the meaning of the existence of the Yellow River can't be understood by ordinary people like me?"

"Tong Jiangwen, sometimes people are the same as the Yellow River." Lin Xiaozhe was silent for a moment and said softly to Tong Jiangwen. Tong Jiangwen looks at Lin Xiaozhe uncertainly, "eh? What did you say? "

It was a little windy just now, she didn't hear it clearly.

"People always like to use the word dirty to describe the Yellow River water, but no one can deny the significance of the existence of the Yellow River. People are also. In life, there are some things that human beings can't resist. Among the irresistible factors, life is inevitably stained. Since this stain can't get rid of, what we can do is to face it instead of just escaping, let alone allow the stain to enlarge, and finally make our whole life like ink. I know about you. You don't have to hide anything. I don't want to look at you with colored glasses. Just as the world will not deny that yellow water is the mother river just because it is dirty. " Lin Xiaozhe looked at Tong Jiangwen's face and said with deep meaning.

Listening to Lin Xiaozhe's words, Tong Jiangwen's eyes gradually moisten. She looks at Lin Xiaozhe in disbelief, and never thinks that he will say these things to herself.

After that year, Ying Lingfeng took her out of prison, and Tong Jinshui took her to another city life. Everyone around her didn't know that she had killed her adoptive father. So, she never dare to mention it to others, subconsciously forget it. Although she usually looks very powerful, but only she knows, but no one hit her weakness. She is like a hedgehog, if the hard thorn on her body is pulled out, then the last thing on her body is only boneless fragility.

"So those things don't mean anything. Because the same situation for me, I may also be like you. Oh no, I'm in the same situation. My brothers are running away faster than me. I'm afraid they don't have time for me to do it. That man will die without a place to bury himself. So, don't care too much about other people's strange eyes, because it's not your fault. " Lin Xiaozhe comforted.

At the beginning, he just wondered why Tong Jiangwen would enter and leave the juvenile detention center three times. He asked Li Zixin. At that time, Li Zixin had just arrived in H city and had a deep memory of the case of a 14-year-old girl cutting her stepfather. So when Lin Xiaozhe asked, Li Zixin knew what he was asking. Although Li Zixin can't remember the names of several parties clearly, he can still dictate the events at that time.

At that time, a big news happened in H city. A 14-year-old girl killed her stepfather. After the investigation of various media and judicial organs and the confession of the girl herself, it is the stepfather who intended to be weixie when the girl was young. The fact of weixie was discovered by the girl's mother. In order to protect her daughter, the mother continued to quarrel with her and lived a period of mutual torture from then on. When the girl was 14 years old, her stepfather finally forced her mother to death. In order to avenge her mother, the girl impulsively stabbed her stepfather to death.

Because the nature of the incident at that time was complex, and the girl was not an adult, the court pardoned the girl's criminal responsibility according to the juvenile protection law.

Listening to Li Zixin's story, Lin Xiaozhe knows why Tong Jiangwen went into and out of the juvenile detention center many years ago, and why she killed her stepfather. After all, some animals don't deserve to live in this world.

Calculate the time. When the beast wants to attack her, she is a six or seven year old girl.

When listening to Li Zixin's story, Lin Xiaozhe thought about the appearance of a six-year-old or seven year old child. His heart seemed to be occupied by nameless anger, and he wanted to chop the beast.

After the anger, his heart was unconscious of some heartache.

In the past, she didn't seem to want to experience these people.

Too warm words into the ear, like a warm fire in the cold winter, Tong Jiangwen's nose a sour, tears fluttering down. Soon, tears wet her cheeks, she quickly back in the past, do not want to let Lin Xiaozhe see her crying.

Many people, no one has said such warm words to her.

Tong Jinshui didn't talk about the past with her. He wanted to bury it completely when they moved. Ying Lingfeng always looks at her with his tender and loving eyes. Tong Jiangwen can see pity clearly from his eyes.

She didn't want anyone to look at her with pity, which would make her sad even more than vicious words.