Chapter 464

Anyway, he gave up himself first.

She still has Xiang Yang.

Even if Xiangyang is not Fang Hongji, she doesn't care. As long as he can accept her, she can treat him as Fang Hongji.

They look like that, even if she deceives herself, she can deceive her heart.

So in order to get close to Xiangyang, she must not let Xiangyang know that she killed people.

Or he'll look at her with colored glasses.

Then she won't have a chance.

In the eyes of a lot of expectations, she lowered her head, sipped the broth, want to keep good health early.

Looking at Lin Le who is eating happily, he smiles happily.

Half way through a bowl of soup, a foreign doctor in a white coat suddenly pushed the door and came in.

Lin Le quickly put down the bowl and looked at the doctor in doubt.

The doctor smiles at Lin le and asks with concern, "how are you today?"

Lin Le nodded, weak back, "OK. It's just that you can't eat too much. Once you eat too much, you will vomit. Doctor, what's wrong with me? "

When Lin Le asked, the doctor suddenly sighed.

Linle's nerves immediately became tense.

Duoduo also put down the things in his hand, holding Lin Le's hand tightly, looking at the doctor in fear.

The doctor sat beside Lin Yue with a stool and said seriously, "Miss Lin, your condition is very serious. I know it's not good to tell you directly, but I still have to tell you. After all, we need you to make your own decisions about the next treatment

"Treatment, treatment plan?" Listen to the doctor's words, Lin Le's face seems even paler than just now, afraid to ask, "doctor, what's wrong with me?"

The doctor said, "stomach cancer."

"Stomach, stomach cancer!" Lin Le's mouth was wide open in amazement, and his eyes almost protruded out of his eyes.

After a brief shock, Lin Le suddenly laughed. She refused to face her illness and said to the doctor, "doctor, you are wrong. I have been in good health. How can I get gastric cancer? Besides, how can I get gastric cancer when I am so young? "

"It has nothing to do with your age." The doctor forced Lin le to face up to her illness and explained, "gastric cancer has a lot to do with your daily routine and diet. You like to drink and always drink too much. Your bad diet style has made your stomach to the limit. "

"But I didn't have any signs before!" Lin Le said.

The doctor said, "alcohol can paralyze a person's body and mind. If you drink too much, you will naturally forget all kinds of discomfort. Maybe your stomach has already reminded you that you can't drink any more, because you don't feel it. Not only do you have gastric cancer, but it has metastasized and spread to advanced stage

Late, late!

Lin Le's head exploded.

She was flustered and didn't know what to do. Tears of fear whirled in her eyes, and her hands lifted and lifted. She kept whispering, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I don't believe it..."

Do not believe that they will get gastric cancer, do not believe that they have advanced gastric cancer.

There are so many things she hasn't done!

as like as two peas, she has just met the man who is just like the behavior of hung ho. She has to work hard to pursue her. She wants to spend a long time with him, and feel the pet temperature that she wants to feel.

Why did her dream suddenly turn into a nightmare at the beginning?

"Miss Lin, believe me, although your disease may not be cured now, it will not be cured in the future." The doctor encouraged Lin le to say, "as long as Miss Lin is willing to cooperate with the treatment and wait for a new antibody to be developed, we will use it for Miss Lin. I believe that at that time, curing cancer will not be a dream. "

"Will it be cured?" The doctor's words gave Lin Le hope, she asked eagerly.

The doctor nodded, "as long as Miss Lin can persist until the antibody is officially put into use, it may really be possible to cure."

"Good, good, good." Lin Le seemed to see hope, and said, "I will insist, I can insist!"

"Did Miss Lin choose chemotherapy?" Asked the doctor.

Lin Le's eyes moved and asked, "chemotherapy?"

The doctor suddenly said, "Oh, I forgot to tell Miss Lin. You are very sick now. The cancer has spread to the advanced stage. If we choose conservative treatment without chemotherapy, we can live for three months at most. But if you choose chemotherapy, it is not a problem to persist for one year. Nowadays, medical science and technology are developing rapidly, and many miracles can occur in a year. Maybe in a year, the antibodies that cure cancer will be developed

Lin Le can't hear what the doctor said. The only information she can capture is that she can live three months without chemotherapy, and can live one year and a half more with chemotherapy.

"Miss Lin, can you tell us exactly which treatment plan you choose?" The doctor asked tentatively.

Lin le was deaf and couldn't hear the doctor at all. She staggered out of bed and headed for the bathroom.Scared, Duoduo goes to the bathroom with Lin le.

Lin Le stood in the bathroom, staring at his face in the mirror.

Today, she made up again.

The delicate make-up on her thin face made her sick look miserable. Her beautiful black hair is scattered on her shoulder, which makes her feel more peaceful.

I still remember that year, his favorite appearance was her long hair and beautiful eyes.

If she had chemotherapy, her long hair would fall off one by one.

Her face was no longer what he liked. If he lost his long hair, could he recognize himself?

Lin Le doesn't know.

Maybe not?

When she looked at herself in the mirror, she almost didn't know herself.

Lin Le's appearance of crying and laughing is very frightening, and his little face is pale. She held Lin Le's thigh tightly and looked at her tightly. She kept shouting in her heart: Mom, please don't do this, please don't do this.

"Miss Lin..." The doctor went to the door of the bathroom and asked, "the treatment plan..."

Treatment plan?

Lin Le looked sideways at the doctor.

She saw expectation in the doctor's face.

Doctor, I want her to have chemotherapy.

She took back her eyes, continued to fondle her long hair in the mirror, and said, "you go, I don't want chemotherapy."

The doctor was in a hurry. "But Miss Lin, your illness..."

Lin Le's volume, excited, "I said, I don't chemotherapy."

"Good, good, no chemotherapy, we respect the patient's choice. But Miss Lin, if you think it through and need chemotherapy, you can also tell us. We'll prepare a treatment plan for you right away. " The doctor was afraid that Lin Le's emotion would worsen, so he quickly pacified him.

Lin Le really calmed down.

The doctor took a deep look at Lin le and left with a helpless shake of his head.

He couldn't understand why this beautiful oriental woman was unwilling to receive chemotherapy, though she could prolong her life by chemotherapy first.

Hope is better than no hope, right?

The doctor left, a lot of gently pulled the arm of lalinle, a face of worry.

Lin Le is like a lonely soul wandering, step by step back to the hospital bed and sit down, looking at Duoduo's face.

Duoduo stands in front of Lin le and looks at Lin le in this way. The tears in his eyes keep spinning, but they never fall down.

Lin Le suddenly reached out and gently touched Duoduo's eyebrows and eyes. He whispered, "you, you look like your father..."

Duoduo bit his lip and didn't speak.

I remember when I was very young, many people said that she looked like her father.

She once thought that she looked like Hongyuan's father.

Later I learned that her father was not her own father.

Hongyuan's father is just her little uncle.

Now the "father" in mom's mouth should refer to her own father, right?

She probably knew what her father looked like.

he is as like as two peas in the same direction as Uncle Xiang Yang. He is like his mother who is confused and thinks he is her father.

Tears, along Lin Le's eyes quietly slide, she whispered and asked, "Duoduo, do you hate mom?"

Duoduo pursed his lips with a smile and shook his head.

"No," she said, gesticulating in sign language

She knew what mom meant.

Mother refers to the use of her in those years, cheat her to feed hormone medicine to her mother. It means that she shot her Hongyuan father. She never took her to see the voice.

From the fierce dialogue between her mother and uncle Xiangyang that day, she knew that her mother didn't want her to see the voice.

But she didn't blame her mother.

Because mom is her favorite mom.

Looking at a lot of answers, Lin Le's nose sharp calculation, in a flash sobbing. She held Duoduo tightly in her arms, looked up at the sky, and cried out in her heart:

God, what did I do wrong?

Why the more I want to keep things, but I can't?

Since I can't keep it, why do I feel the beautiful existence?

God, if you have eyes and ears, listen to me and watch. I don't forgive you. I'll never forgive you for arranging my fate!

So I want you to see how I struggle in the end!

I'll show you!

……

A rush of mobile phone ringing wakes the sleeping Xiangyang. He pressed the lamp and looked at the time.

It's three thirty in the morning.

Who called him so late?"Hello, who is it?" He answered the phone and asked.

Unexpectedly, no one answered him on the other end of the phone, but there was a faint and strange voice.

He quickly held his breath and listened carefully.

It seems to be crying.

And it's the cry of a little girl.

Sleepy and awake, Xiangyang guessed, "Duoduo? Is that you? "

I remember when he left, he left his phone number for Duoduo and asked her to find him.

No one answered on the other end of the phone, and the cry continued to come faintly.

Xiang Yang is sure that this call is from Duoduo.

"Don't be afraid, Duoduo. My uncle will come to you right away. You are good." Xiang Yang comforted left a word, hung up the phone, dressed quickly, drove to the hospital.