Chapter 1133

Luonan first thought that she and Fu Tingyuan met for the first time half a year ago. In the box of that bar, he looked at her calmly and indifferently, and said to her in a voice of no tone: "you are willing to let me dream of you at last."

At that time, he was not really drunk.

It's just

He didn't believe she was alive.

Even now, he can't make himself believe that she still exists.

Loss is too painful, even get become as illusory as a dream, can not tell whether it is true or again a pipe dream.

It was she who trapped him.

In those three years For more than 1000 days and nights, every day and night, every minute and every second, he was bearing the fact that there was no Ronan Chu in this world.

The person he loves has died, because he died in front of him with a word. What he can keep is nothing but empty memory. And their time together is so short, too short to withstand his day after day aftertaste to the end.

This was the three years.

He lived in hell for three years.

Pain to make him such a rational and cool people, can not bear three years.

……

"He's been getting worse and worse in the last six months." Yan Qingfeng some heavy frown, "he is the initiative hospital treatment. It's just, it doesn't work. As you can see, he has a tendency to self harm. He is more and more confused about the boundary between dream and reality This may also be that I don't care about him. If I had found out about him earlier, I would not have let you go. Only when you are there, he will settle down. You can make him less painful. Or you're his pain killer

"At the beginning of lornan, I was really an incompetent brother." He frowned and sighed, "I always feel that everything I do is for your good. But OK, who has the final say? "

"But you did it right." Ronan held back his tears, lowered his head and raised his hand to wipe his eyes. "No more. Can I go back and see him? Or am I going to make him sick now? "

Yan Qingfeng shook his head: "you go. Whether he thinks it's a dream or a real one, your existence means a lot to him

Ronan lowered his head and took a breath. He turned and pushed the door open and entered the room.

The blood in the bathroom has been cleaned out, and the room is hit by peppermint flavor air cleaner. The sunlight shines in from the window, leaving the room with a shallow halo.

The nurse in the room has already bandaged Fu Tingyuan's fingers and is trying to make him happy: "Mr. Fu, is this orchid going to bloom? You are very well raised

"That's Aloe Vera."

“……”

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a moment.

Fu Tingyuan was sitting on the sofa. His clothes stained with blood had been changed. His hands were neatly bandaged by nurses. He was sitting in the sunshine. The breeze was blowing his soft black short hair. The light of his white cheeks made him look very beautiful.

Ronan bit his lip and looked at him for a moment. Then he walked over with his head down, and the whole man threw himself into his arms.

What is love? Why is it so painful? Why is it so painful?

Tears can't stop, her heart will break.