"What's the matter?" Fu Tingyuan caught her body and lowered his head to ask.
Ronan put his arms around his waist and buried his face in his arms.
Her heart some anger, but more still pain, heartache him, heartache he spent the three years alone. In those three years, he lived like this, but she thought he was very good.
Yan Qingfeng is right. They all think it is good for him. But, OK, who has the final say?
She just loves, loves him.
She never knew that one day, she would be distressed, and Fu Tingyuan was so distressed.
She hugged him hard, and the whole person was leaning on him. A man's deep light laughter came from her ear, "ronanchu, are you being coquettish?"
Luo Nan bit his lips and looked up at Fu Tingyuan's face.
His brows are gentle and quiet, bathed in the pale golden sun, and the whole person seems to be shining. That pair of black eyes, dyed by the sun light brown, pupil clear, soft reflection of her face. However, Ronan couldn't help thinking, now, does he really think that she exists, or is it just that this is another illusion of a dream?
However, he looks so normal that he will be ill tomorrow, but he still looks so normal. If it is not for his extreme behavior, we don't think he has completely collapsed.
She was distressed at the thought that in those three years, he was gradually collapsing in his memory, but no one could help him or understand his pain.
Even she did not know Fu Tingyuan's pain in those three years.
He disguised himself so well that his relatives could not even notice. Even if I was sick, I went to the hospital alone.
Maybe he is the only one in the world who knows how bad he is.
He made himself sick and didn't tell her that he needed her so much.
“…… Why don't you tell me? " Her voice trembled slightly, and her voice was hoarse with pain. "You need me, don't you? Why don't you tell me? You love me, don't you? Fu Tingyuan, why don't you let me stay like before She choked. "You've lived here for half a year! Even if you tell me, I won't let you stay in this place for six months! How can you make yourself like this after I finally let go? God knows how much time I spent making myself accept that I can't be with you! You go too far, you know? Why pretend to be indifferent in front of me! You told me to stay, and I stayed! "
Fu Tingyuan was silent for a long time. He lowered his eyes and looked at her. The gentle look on his face gradually faded, but his eyebrows gently frowned. He didn't know what he was thinking. After a long time, he slowly raised his hand and held her face.
The sun was blocked by a small piece of dark cloud, his face was still in a dark shadow, and his eyes were gradually dyed with deep black.
He whispered, "at the beginning, I dare not."
“……”
"How dare I force you again because of myself?" He slowly hugged her and put his chin on her shoulder socket. His voice was very light and ethereal. "I did so many wrong things that you were in a coma for three years. But What if you were dead three years ago? What should I do? Should I tell myself, this is not my fault? Even if you're not dead, I can't get away with it