Chapter 42：chapter 42: I was stupid

*** I was sitting in the lounge room, watching Two and a Half Men, while Justin put the triplets to bed. Lately, they would yell and scream unless he did. Guess they didn't love mammy anymore. I sighed thinking about it.

My kids were growing up. "What are you huffing about baby mommy?" said Justin from behind me. I turned to see him walking in the lounge room with a smile on his face. He always smiled.

"Are you on coke?" I asked He looked at me confused; "No" he said slowly, "why would I be on coke?" I laughed because he was talking to me like I was stupid. He always did that when he was very, very confused.

"Because you are always smiling," I said in a no-duh tone. He smiled in recognition and held out his hand to help me off the couch. It was a hard choice; Two and a Half Men or cuddling with a hot boyfriend… hmmm…

I reached up and took his hand and we both walked into the bedroom with our hands connected. This was normal, we just didn't have intimate; we cuddled. I know that it sounds childish and whatnot, but for us, it felt perfect.

*** The next night I was going out with Sophia. Justin had offered to look after all the kids… we both thought that he was brave. I mean we could look after them all, but we were women. Justin still couldn't change a diaper quick enough; the kids ran away from him.

It has been amusing to watch. But tonight was a night for us girls, and with us not having us having to watch the four kids, we didn't have to worry about responsibilities.

It was a night to remember and to have more fun than we have had in a very long time. It was safe to say that we were both excited. We ended up at a club, I couldn't remember the name but it had huge colorful neon lights and loud music. It was just what we wanted.

"You ready to get smashed?" Sophia said slyly. I gave her an evil smirk and we both headed in. We both got a drink to start with. As we sat down at a table, Birthday intimate‟ came on over speakers. Sophia looked at me and grinned, "Come on it is time to show them that we can dance" she laughed. We both went out to the dance floor and well… danced.

A few guys came over and started dancing with us. We danced with them for about three songs, and Sophia looked like she was having intimate standing up, that's how close her and her partner had gotten. After a while, we left the guys and went to get another drink. "Geeze!" Sophia laughed.

"What?" "I was just thinking about what would have happened if I and Josh were‟t in public" I laughed, "His name was Josh eh?" She looked at me like I was crazy,

"Lord, I think we have had a bit to drink" I laughed "There you are" came a masculine voice I looked over my shoulder to see the guy that Sophia had been dancing with, Josh, heading towards us. He sat down at our tabled and Sophia went to go sit on his lap, smiling about it the whole time like a Chester cat in Alice movie.

"So I hear your name is Josh?" I said over the loud music He nodded then decided that Sophia‟s neck was much more interesting. Hmm, now I know what it feels like to be the third wheel.