Heartache, pain to death, that kind of despair from the bottom of my heart, almost penetrated into the bone marrow, unless shaved meat, blood, bone, or as long as people are still alive, despair.
CEN Qinghe cried heartbroken, as if only in this way, in order to temporarily alleviate the pain of their own torture.
When she opened her eyes slowly, the light in front of her eyes was light. She didn't know where she was. She only knew later that someone was patting her shoulder. A strange voice came from her after beating: "Miss, miss, wake up
CEN Qinghe tried to move his body. After two seconds, he stiff his neck and raised his head. Looking sideways, it was the passenger next door who was talking to her. "When the plane stops, everyone has to go down and change their boarding pass."
CEN Qinghe is still immersed in the nightmare, because she cries so fiercely in the dream that she also has tears in her eyes in reality.
The female passenger next door asked anxiously, "are you ok?"
CEN Qinghe looked down and shook his head.
Since she left anling, she has been haunted by nightmares almost every night. Every time she closes her eyes, it is a similar situation. As a result, she once suffered from severe insomnia and mental distress.
It's a little better recently. I didn't expect to dream again.
The scene in the dream is too real. Before she left, cen Qinghe had a big fight with Cen Haifeng. She almost vowed never to go back. Maybe she was thousands of kilometers away from home, so she fell into the same nightmare again.
She was the last of the whole plane to go down. It took six and a half hours to fly from Binhai to winter city. In the middle, she stopped at Hexi and stayed at Hexi for half an hour.
Once landing, everyone calls with their mobile phones to report their safety. Cen Qinghe is extremely upset. If it's not necessary, she really doesn't want to go home and see Cen Haifeng.
Afraid of Xu Li's worry, cen Qinghe turns on the machine and makes a phone call. Sure enough, Xu Li quickly took over, "Qinghe, safe landing?"
"Well, transfer at Hexi and board in half an hour."
Xu Li said: "there are still three hours left. When you get to Dongcheng, I'll meet you at the airport with Qingke. Your father has to stay in the hospital to watch the night. Yesterday was your second uncle's duty. Let him go to the hotel to have a rest tonight. I can't come alone."
If Xu Li wants to pick her up with Cen Haifeng, cen Qinghe will certainly refuse. Even if she knows that she will come back this time, she will see her. Now when she hears that Xu Li wants to come with her cousin, she doesn't say anything else. She hangs up after she reports that she is safe.
There are a lot of people in the waiting room. Cen Qinghe is very upset, so he looks for a corner where there is no one, faces the glass window, and looks at the plane on the apron outside in a daze.
Thinking of the week after the incident was exposed, she ran out all day looking for an excuse just to avoid Cen Haifeng, but it was inevitable to meet her when she got home. Cen Haifeng was so guilty that she was afraid that she would tell Xu Li, so she came to her in private to discuss and promise, so she sent a poison oath that she would break up with Xiao Fangying.
At that time, she only made a request, "break up with Xiao Fangying. No matter what excuse you use, don't mention me and her son. I can not tell my mother, but only this time. If there is another time, I will let her divorce you. In the future, I only have my mother and no father. "
You know, cen Haifeng is really in love with Cen Qinghe. From small to large, he didn't move a finger. Give him what he wanted. CEN Qinghe is also in addition to coquetry, never with Cen Haifeng red face, but this time, she a mouth, directly cut off the father daughter relationship with him.
CEN Haifeng asked her to forgive, cen Qinghe angrily asked: "how can I forgive you? When it didn't happen? Or continue to fall in love with Xiao Fangying and her son as if no one else? We are going to get married. At the wedding ceremony, you stand with Xiao Fangying. Where do you want my mother's face? You can have no morals and no bottom line. I can't stand having my father and mother-in-law together! "
CEN Qinghe's words are too sharp, sharp as a blade, which not only cuts Cen Haifeng's heart, but also his face.
He is a man and a father. It's hard for his daughter to point his nose at him. His face changed a few times. He forced his anger and impatience to reply in a deep voice: "I did this wrong, but I really don't know that you are in love with her son. If I..."
Before he could finish his words, cen Qinghe glared and interrupted: "do you understand, even if Xiao Fangying is not Xiao Rui's mother, it's not the reason why you can cheat!"
CEN Qinghe suddenly good for her mother is not worth it, all to such a field, cen Haifeng still don't know where his fault is, still looking for those high sounding excuse.
The hatred and resentment in her eyes was so strong that Cen Haifeng wanted to ignore it. Under her gaze, cen Haifeng didn't open his eyes. After a while, he said, "OK, let's not talk about it any more. I'll deal with it and give you and your mother an explanation."
CEN Qinghe didn't speak, in fact, she didn't dare to say it, because she was afraid that when she opened her mouth, she could not control her cold words.
After that, cen Qinghe and Cen Haifeng were under the same roof, but they always seemed to be together. She didn't tell Xu Li the truth, but every time she saw Cen Haifeng bring food to Xu Li, she told her to take more money when she went out to play cards, and buy whatever clothes and shoes she liked, and so on, cen Qinghe would feel sick uncontrollably.
CEN Haifeng has repeatedly openly and secretly courted Cen Qinghe, but the more he does, the more he dislikes Cen Qinghe.
After all, the last time, cen Haifeng specially asked someone to send a crystal chicken from abroad and take it back to Cen Qinghe as a gift, because she belongs to chicken.
But he eagerly brought the gift to her, but Cen Qinghe didn't say a word. He grabbed it and threw it on the ground in front of her.
The crystal thing broke on the floor tile as soon as it fell, and the debris was everywhere. Cen Haifeng came up in one breath and held his breath for a week. He couldn't help it, and said in a loud voice, "Cen Qinghe, you almost got it. I'm your father, not your son. Is it over?"
CEN Qinghe stares at a pair of red eyes and harshly replies: "who let you be my father? I'd rather not have your father in my life! "
CEN Haifeng looked at her face and said, "now I don't want to be your father. I've been your father for 23 years. What's not what I gave you? Now because of a boyfriend, you don't even recognize your father. I'm going to pretend to be your grandson this week. Cen Qinghe, I tell you, even if I'm sorry for your mother, I've never been sorry for you! "
This is the first time that Cen Haifeng has been so angry with Cen Qinghe in 23 years. For a moment, cen Qinghe was a little confused. She couldn't understand why a good husband would cheat on his wife, why a good father would suddenly turn over his face and tell her who owed whom all these years.
In an instant, the pain and grievance spread over the only reason left. Cen Qinghe didn't even have tears. She just looked at Cen Haifeng's direction without blinking, and said in a calm voice: "well, who gave birth to me? Who is my father? I can't make the decision. I was not sensible before. I spent too much money and used too much of your things. I'm here to say thank you. From now on, even if I die outside, I will not spend any more money on you. If I owe you all these years, I will pay you back when I earn money. "
CEN Haifeng just said these angry words when he was very sad and angry, but Cen Qinghe came back to him like this. For a moment, he almost hit her. CEN Qinghe didn't hide, so he stood in the same place and looked at him with a look that made him feel ashamed. Cen Haifeng didn't go down, so he turned around and left.
Without knowing it, Xu Li goes to play cards again. Cen Qinghe is the only one left in the house. When she hears the angry sound of closing the door when Cen Haifeng leaves, she stands quietly in the same place. After a long time, she frowns and cries.
CEN Haifeng thinks that she is a white eyed wolf who doesn't know what to do. But he doesn't know. Ten minutes before he comes in, she just called Xiao Rui.
Xiao Rui asks her why she has been hiding from him recently and hasn't answered his phone. What can Cen Qinghe say?
When she says goodbye, Xiao Rui asks why.
At that time, cen Qinghe also held the heart of a clean break, so he said: "Xiao Rui, I can't stand your mother taking the man home."
Xiao Rui said: "I told you a long time ago that I am a single parent family and my mother is single. I also support her to talk about her boyfriend. I didn't know that she would come back suddenly that day..."
CEN Qinghe said: "I know you're single parent, and I don't exclude single parent families, but Xiao Rui, our family pays special attention to the style of family. Your mother can take a man home at will that day. Who knows what she used to be and whether she will be like this in the future? I... "
"Qinghe, she's my mother." Xiao Rui interrupts, and his voice is extremely suppressed. It's anger and reason pulling each other. As a son, he wants to protect his mother's reputation; But as a boyfriend, he had to bow to Cen Qinghe.
CEN Qinghe admires herself. She thinks that breaking up with Xiao Rui will kill her. No matter how hard it is, she has to cry. But no, she has always been very calm. She answers with her mobile phone: "Xiao Rui, I can't stand my future mother-in-law's bad personal life."
She knows that this kind of words has involved personal attacks. Xiao Rui loves his mother very much and will not be able to stand it.
Sure enough, he immediately replied in a deep voice: "Cen Qinghe, how do you speak? It's not easy for my mother to bring me to college since she was a child. I've never objected to her having a boyfriend. Isn't she qualified to fall in love? What's your logic? "
CEN Qinghe also said: "I don't have any logic. I just think there is something wrong with your mother's style of life. I'm afraid that after I get married with you, people will take this matter and pay attention to us secretly. I've been strong since I was young. Why should people take this matter to poke my spine?"
"Cen Qinghe, you've gone too far. That's my mother!" Xiao Rui angrily scolds, this already is his final bottom line.
CEN Qinghe replied coldly, "Xiao Rui, I've been thinking about it for a long time these two days. I said before that I don't care if you are a single parent family. Maybe I think too little. Now I regret it."