Chapter 269

Since she came to the night city, cen Qinghe has been trying to force herself to forget. Now that she is going home, she can't control her masochistic memories.

This is looking out of the window of the plane in trance, can look at, I do not know how to distracted, as a reflection of the glass figure, it is her own, empty eyes looking at a certain place, eyes full of deep despair.

Before this, cen Qinghe thought that despair was just an adjective, but now she understood that despair was a verb or a persistent verb. It can make a person heartache, as long as alive, endless pain.

It's said that people have hope when they are alive. There is nothing that can't be done, and there is nothing that can't be done. But Cen Qinghe wondered why God can give many people a chance to survive, but only leave her a dead end?

She wanted to blow her head off and couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds. She can't watch Xu Li go crazy when she learns the truth. She can't watch the family break up, so she chooses to be silent; At the same time, she can't regard it as never happened. She believes what Cen Haifeng says. He doesn't know the relationship between her and Xiao Rui, but what about Xiao Fangying? She always knows who Cen Haifeng is. Does she always know that he has a wife and a daughter?

Even if she was Xiao Rui's mother, she looked down upon her. She not only looked down upon her, but also deeply hated her.

Compared with Xu Li being a fool in the dark, it's so ridiculous that it's not worth mentioning.

It wasn't until after the incident that Cen Qinghe realized that sometimes, love and family love can't be compared. She loves Xiao Rui, but Xiao Rui's mother as a junior destroys the relationship between Cen Haifeng and Xu Li. If possible, cen Qinghe can scold her in front of Xiao Fangying without blinking an eye, just because the other party's existence hurt her mother's interests.

This is human nature, people will think, will protect short, will weigh the pros and cons, also will seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Can't with Xiao Rui together, cen Qinghe will be suffering, even to her half life. But it's not difficult to make such a choice. Even when she glimpses Cen Haifeng's car key on Xiao Rui's tea table, she already knows the end.

CEN Qinghe admires those who hold the banner of tolerance and can forgive everything. But she can't do it. Maybe she's born narrow-minded, so she can't cover up her father and mother-in-law to get together for her own selfish desire. If she really does it for Xiao Rui, she's sorry for Xu Li. She's called Xu Li's mother for 23 years.

To put it bluntly, Xiao Rui can't ask her not to kiss her mother.

Looking at the reflection of himself in the glass window, cen Qinghe made great efforts to lift his lips and let himself look relieved.

The truth is very clear to her. She can't have a boyfriend, but a mother can't. After a long time, everyone will be indifferent. She will find her next boyfriend, and Xiao Rui can't be single all her life... But why is she so rational and confused? Whenever she thinks she can figure it out, there is always a voice in her ear that misleads her.

"If Cen Haifeng doesn't have an affair with Xiao Fangying, you and Xiao Rui will be able to get married and have children. Why can't you be together when you love him so much?"

This is a strange circle. The more she wants to climb out, the more ugly and selfish she is, the more she has to drag her legs down.

CEN Qinghe also wants to take it easy, but in fact, she is also a layman, so she turns all her requests into resentment and revenge on Cen Haifeng.

It's him. Because of his dereliction of duty and indulgence, all people follow him into the abyss.

After the plane stopped for half an hour, cen Qinghe hid in the corner for half an hour. When the stewardess called for boarding with the horn, she turned and turned back.

When I got on the plane again, I had changed people around me. I boarded from Hexi to Dongcheng.

CEN Qinghe didn't dare to sleep any more for fear of having nightmares, so he leaned against the window and looked at the dark sky outside.

From Binhai to Hexi, we flew for three hours, stopped for half an hour, and arrived at winter city in another three hours. CEN Qinghe reported to Xu Li that she was safe, so she turned off the plane before she got on the plane. She didn't know that she was in shangshao city by the sea, and she was thinking about her all the time.

He thought she would be back in the night city. After four hours' flight, she should be here by now. Sitting in the same private room with a group of friends playing cards, he was obviously absent-minded. From time to time, he glanced at Chen Boxuan to see if he had answered the phone.

As time goes by, three laps of cards are played in a twinkling of an eye. Chen Boxuan's mobile phone hasn't been ringing, and Shang Shaocheng is becoming more and more anxious.

He didn't even look at it. He came out with 80000 cards. Dou Chao, who was sitting in his house, immediately pushed the cards and made a fool of himself.

Shen zisong said with a smile: "I haven't seen you for several years. Shaocheng is sensible now. This night, I gave someone a shot."

Yang Hao also said: "it's not. I'm sorry to take money to win."

Shang Shaocheng's lips were crooked and forced to smile, but he couldn't speak.

The bottom of my heart is upset, suddenly Yu Guang glimpses Chen Boxuan at the opposite table, lowers his head and takes out his mobile phone, his eyes immediately glance past.

Chen Boxuan spoke after connecting, but because there were a lot of people in the private room, you and I were all talking, so Shang Shaocheng didn't hear clearly.

After a few words, Chen Boxuan hangs up, and Shang Shaocheng doesn't know if Cen Qinghe is calling. He wants to ask, but he's sorry, and he's still holding his breath in his heart. He can't hold on to the person who doesn't know how to praise him. He just hates him.

Taking advantage of mahjong machine shuffle Kung Fu, Dou Chao casually said: "Shaocheng, your little assistant how suddenly back to night city, her body can do?"

Shangshaocheng looks the same, can not hear the anger said: "she will go to work tomorrow."

Dou Chao said with a smile: "she works under you. In a word, what class will she use? How good is it to stay here with you?"

Shang Shao Cheng didn't mean to smile, "I don't need her to accompany me."

In fact, cen Qinghe refused to stay with him. Whenever he thought of this, he wanted to pick up the phone and scold her.

Just as he was saying this, Chen Boxuan, who was opposite the table, suddenly turned his head. He looked at Shang Shaocheng and said, "Hey, what time does Qinghe fly to the night city?"

Shang Shaocheng raised his eyes and looked back at him, and said with no expression: "why?"

"She hasn't called me yet. I don't know if she's here," Chen said

As soon as the words came out, Shang Shaocheng was surprised. After two seconds, he asked, "didn't she call you just now?"

Chen Boxuan said: "it was just my mother who played."

Shang Shao city heart bottom a sink, calculate time, distance Cen Qinghe said to board to now, five hours have.

Dou Chao saw this, glanced and joked, "see, no wonder you are absent-minded when you play cards. It turns out that you have been thinking about it in your heart."

Shen zisong and Yang Hao were both, but they didn't smile, and the expression on their faces was meaningful.

Shang Shaocheng was worried, and now he couldn't take care of his clothes. He looked directly over Shen zisong, who was opposite his home, and fell on Chen Boxuan. He said in a voice, "give her a call."

Chen Boxuan took out his mobile phone and made a call to Cen Qinghe. A few seconds later, he looked at Shang Shaocheng and said, "turn it off."

Shangshaocheng frowned. The fundus of his eyes was not so much an accident as a naked worry.

Dou Chao loves to joke, but he can see his eyebrows and eyes are high and low. When he hears the words, he takes back his joking tone and asks seriously, "what time is the plane?"

This side of the two mahjong tables have stopped, a little farther away from a table, Shen Guanren first noticed that something is wrong, so it seems that the side.

"What's the matter?"

Chen Boxuan gave Cen Qinghe a call again, still shut down.

He said in a voice: "Qinghe Power off, I don't know whether to night city."

Shang Shaocheng said, "check the flights after 6:30 this afternoon. What time do you arrive at night city?"

Chen Boxuan asked Bai Bing to check. Bai Bing turned over her mobile phone and quickly said, "there's a trip at 7:20, and we'll arrive at 11:10; There are two trips at 7:25, both of which arrive at 11:10; After that, it's seven forty-five and eleven forty. "

Shang Shaocheng looked at the watch on his left wrist. Now it was twelve twenty-five at night. He was in a panic. Although he didn't speak, he couldn't help looking bad.

Shen Guanren said, "are you sure you're going back by the 7:00 flight?"

Chen Boxuan also said in a voice: "maybe it's the next flight." Then he touched Bai Bing with his elbow. Bai Bing also saw that Shang Shaocheng was not looking right, so he immediately looked down at his mobile phone and said, "there are flights at 8:15, 8:20 and 8:25. There are five flights in total, all of which arrive at night city at 12:10."

It's almost 20 minutes after 12:10. If the plane lands, cen Qinghe should turn it on.

Shangshaocheng has been silent, beautiful face can not see the joy and anger.

Shen Guanren said: "maybe the mobile phone is dead?"

Someone nearby echoed, "wait a little longer."

Because a mobile phone was turned off, more than ten people in the room stopped to stare at shangshao city. Reason is telling Shang Shaocheng that at this moment, he should pretend to be indifferent and not be laughed at. What's more, who is Cen Qinghe? It's not a girlfriend. It's just an assistant.

But at the same time, he could not control his fear. If the plane landed normally, she would have turned it on long ago. Is it true that the mobile phone just ran out of power, or... What happened?

"It's OK. It's estimated that the mobile phone has no power." After a few seconds of silence, Shang Shaocheng lightly said a sentence, and then took the initiative to reach out to roll dice, grab cards.

Chen Boxuan also said: "wait a minute, I guess I'll call when I get home."

For many people, after all, it's not a big deal, so soon it's hot again, and we continue to play cards and chat.

When eating, drinking and having fun, time should pass quickly, but in shangshao City, every second is like a year.

His worry about her has reached the point where he can't suppress her with reason. Finally, just after a little, he suddenly looks up at Chen Boxuan's back and says, "give her a call."

Chen Boxuan takes a slow half shot and turns his head. Seeing Shang Shaocheng looking at himself, he answers. Then he picks up his mobile phone and calls Cen Qinghe.

Shang Shaocheng stares at Chen Boxuan. He is most afraid that Chen Boxuan will say "turn off". However, the sky doesn't work out. Chen Boxuan looks at him in a few seconds and says, "turn off the machine."