Chapter 304

CEN Qinghe lowered his head to eat and listened quietly. His face was calm, as if he didn't feel uncomfortable or embarrassed at all.

But God knows how sour her heart is. The past she almost forgot, when she was brought to the stage again, her relationship with Xiao Rui has come to an end.

Xiao Rui seems to be talking to pan Jiale and Xing Xiaoru, but in fact his eyes stay on Cen Qinghe's face. He looks at her every move, as if to see through her heart.

In fact, she is a very simple person. Generally, she can't hide anything in her heart. She has to find someone to tell her secrets for three or two days at most. Otherwise, she can't sleep. Once he could easily guess what she was thinking, but now he suddenly found that she was full of worries, but he didn't know what she was thinking.

After a meal, it was a constant laugh. Instead of mentioning the present, the four people kept recalling the past. Like only stay in the past, everything is familiar and beautiful.

After dinner, several people clean up the table. Xing Xiaoru says to Cen Qinghe, "help Xiao Rui wash some fruit. I'll clean up the rest with Jiale."

CEN Qinghe takes the apple and pear to the bathroom to wash. When he comes out again, there is only Xiao Rui left in the ward.

CEN Qinghe asked, "where are the two of them?"

Xiao Rui said, "go out and throw rubbish."

CEN Qinghe guessed that they deliberately wanted to give her and Xiao Rui a space to talk, which she always wanted.

Walking to the bedside, she asked, "apples or pears?"

In fact, Xiao Rui didn't want to eat anything, but when she asked, he said, "apple."

He reaches for it, but Cen Qinghe doesn't give it. Instead, he pulls a stool and sits next to him. He picks up a fruit knife and wants to peel it for him.

Xiao Rui was a little surprised. "You never liked to do this kind of thing before."

CEN Qinghe is very rough in many ways, not to mention peeling apples, sometimes he is too lazy to spit grapes.

At the foot of the garbage can, while peeling, she said calmly: "you are a patient now, the patient must enjoy some privileges."

After a few months, when we met again, they both decided not to mention the previous breakup, but now we are getting along with each other, but the surface is calm, at least Xiao Rui's heart has never been calm.

Leaning on the head of the bed, he looked at Cen Qinghe, who carefully peeled the fruit for him. Finally, he couldn't help but ask in a voice: "how was the time when I went to the night city?"

CEN Qinghe peeled an apple for the first time. She held a knife in her left hand and a knife in her right hand for a while, and finally found a relatively comfortable position. She bowed her head and said, "it's very good."

Xiao Rui said, "I think you are thinner than before. Are you very tired?"

"The early bird has the worm to eat, tired when lose weight."

"You used to say that after graduation, if you want to find a 9-to-5 job, the best boss is a philanthropist. You don't have to do anything all day, just support you. I wonder if your current boss is easy to get along with? "

Xiao Rui's voice is as good as ever. The middle bass is like a high-quality violin. It's pleasant to listen to him.

CEN Qinghe suddenly flashed the appearance of shangshao city in his mind. After a pause, he said: "it's OK. A typical capitalist, a good power player, a human spirit."

"Did he trip you?"

"That's not true. If you don't mess with him, he won't mess with you."

"Men and women?"

CEN Qinghe cut for a long time, then cut to half position, tired hand acid, she stopped, straight waist, voice back: "man."

She didn't look at him. After that, she lowered her head and continued to peel.

In fact, she did not dare to look at him, some words had been hovering in her heart for a long time, but when the words came to her mouth, she did not know how to speak to him, so she could only let him ask questions like an ostrich.

At first, Xiao Rui just asked some irrelevant questions. When Cen Qinghe handed Xiao Rui a small apple that had been nibbled by a dog, he raised his hand. She thought he was going to pick up the apple, but he grabbed her by the wrist.

CEN Qinghe was startled and instinctively pulled back, but he was so tight that she couldn't break away.

He looked at her, as if to see through her eyes panic, see her heart.

"Qinghe... I miss you so much." Xiao Rui grabs her hand, even thin and haggard, still handsome face, with a strong attachment and can not hide the grievance and sadness.

CEN Qinghe felt that the wrist he was holding was like being burned by a hot iron. It was very hot.

Since she can't earn it, she won't, so she let him hold it.

Looking back at him, she said as usual: "Xiao Rui, to tell you the truth, I miss you very much, especially after you have an accident, I feel very guilty at the bottom of my heart..."

"Don't feel guilty. It's my fault. I shouldn't have worried you." Xiao Rui has a pair of beautiful eyes, and he is really afraid of losing Cen Qinghe.

CEN Qinghe is not blind. She can see his expression and guess all his thoughts. That's why she felt that she was really cold-blooded. In the face of such a big boy who was hurt by her but still stubbornly loved her, she could not change her face and say, "you really did wrong. You said you don't need me to feel guilty, but at the same time, you are doing something that worries everyone. Even if we split up, we still have feelings for several years. You have something to do, I can't feel at ease, Do you mean to make me difficult? "

Her voice is soft, but that's what makes it more weighty.

She deliberately wanted him to think that she was blaming him. Xiao Rui stares directly at her face. From the daze and surprise in his eyes, cen Qinghe knows that she has succeeded.

Pulling her wrist fingers, gently loose, and then quickly clench, Xiao Rui light frown, voice back: "I'm sorry, I really didn't want to use this way to embarrass you, I just... Careless."

A lot of words to say, but to the mouth, but only a careless four words.

CEN Qinghe was wronged at the bottom of his heart, but Xiao Rui was not wronged? What did he do wrong?

He really loved her. He was crazy and couldn't control himself.

CEN Qinghe knows, she knows, the reason why he is so good, she can't bear to let him hurt deeper.

"Xiao Rui..." she whispered his name, familiar and strange, because she used to call him his nickname, brother Rui, young master Xiao, young master Xiao... Anyway, it has been many years since she called him his name so frankly.

She looked at his hand wrapped with gauze and said in a gentle voice: "I came back this time mainly because I was ill in hospital. Before, Jiale and Daru asked me to come to see you. I didn't want to come because I was afraid that you would be unhappy when you saw me... During the time when I left home, I thought a lot, In the end, I wonder if I can go through that dilemma... "

Take a deep breath, she said firmly: "the answer is no, I'm sorry Xiao Rui, I can't think that it didn't happen."

As her voice falls, Xiao Rui grabs her wrist and suddenly exerts himself. He didn't mean to be angry with her, but he couldn't control his emotions. He frowned and said, "can you stop being so selfish? Just because my mother talked about a boyfriend and brought him home, do you think she has committed some heinous crime? Qinghe, I told you that I didn't have a father since I was a child. I don't know what my father looked like. In my memory, only my mother held me in the middle of the night and went out to see a doctor under the heavy rain; When I was a child, there was a sports meeting. The teacher asked my parents to join in. Everyone had a father. I was the only one. My mother came alone. Some activities that must be attended by men. My mother joined me for my sake. She said that she could be both a father and a mother; For me, she hasn't been looking for me for so many years. She's just afraid that if I'm too young, the other party will treat me badly. To be honest, I really don't know when she talked about her boyfriend, but it's her right. No one stipulates that she deserves to be single all her life. Qinghe, even if you love me, can't you understand my mother? "

Xiao Rui is very excited, after finishing these words, his eyes are red.

CEN Qinghe almost blew up the temple because of his sentence "this is her right". She could fall in love, but she could not be a third party and fall in love with a married man.

When the words came to her mouth, she thought that if she said it, even if she didn't name Daoxing, with Xiao Rui's character, he would be afraid to get to the bottom of the matter.

In the end, only one more innocent person can live in despair and pain.

So she looked at Xiao Rui without blinking. After a long time, she just said in a lukewarm voice: "maybe I'm really selfish. Since I heard your mother bring other men home that day, my mind is full of some bad pictures, which I can't get rid of, and I'm still treating you..."

Later, cen Qinghe didn't say, but from Xiao Rui's desperate and angry eyes, she knew that he understood.

In this way, their eyes are opposite. As for Xiao Rui, Xiao Fangying's love is harmless. He will never understand. Behind Cen Qinghe's selfishness, he is full of grievances and tolerance for him.

CEN Qinghe heart is very contradictory, clearly do not want to hurt him, but now she said every word, but is in disguised hurt him.

She can only comfort herself in the bottom of her heart, hurt by a girlfriend who has only been in love for a few years, and hurt by her own mother who has been called for more than 20 years, or the latter is more cruel.

She can only protect him so selfishly, besides, she can't think of a better way.

I don't know how long after that, Xiao Rui, who was staring at her without blinking, finally took the initiative to ask, "have you really decided?"

Even if it had been broken two months ago, cen Qinghe was heartbroken when he asked again.

She didn't open her mouth. She just said "mmm.".

Xiao Rui wants to let go of her hand, but consciousness can't control her body. His hand is firmly holding her wrist, and will never let go.

As soon as his eyes dropped, he suddenly frowned and his eyes turned red.