Chapter 305

CEN Qinghe has been with Xiao Rui for several years. He has never seen him like this. He is like a desperate beast. He is driven to a desperate situation. He is in great pain, but he has no strength to struggle.

A big man is forced to be red eyed. Cen Qinghe is stuck in her throat. She wants to tell him the whole story and cry with him. They all say that if two people bear one's pain, the pain will be halved.

But she is a selfish person after all, she does not want to share with him.

Struggling with a lump in his throat, cen Qinghe looked at Xiao Rui with low vision through a thin layer of water mist and said in a calm voice: "by the way, when I went shopping today, I heard someone say that you were detained by Dongda Baoyan University. I don't think you can get out of the hospital. I'll contact the school authorities sometime. They know your current situation, I'll try my best to help you extend the time of insurance and research. This is a good opportunity. You didn't want to stay in school before, just like you

Xiao Rui hung his head and didn't make a sound for a long time. Cen Qinghe thought he wouldn't speak any more and was thinking of pulling out his hand to leave. However, she moved a little and he instinctively clenched it. Then he said in a deep voice: "I thought too much and said too much before, but now I understand that not everything can be with me."

CEN Qinghe's heart was suddenly stabbed again, and her brow frowned. She resisted the surge of sour. After the sour strength went on, she calmly and indifferently replied: "yes, we were idealistic before. We always thought that what we said was what we wanted to do. No wonder in the eyes of adults, our behavior was so naive, Now looking back, I said that I want to travel around the world... "The corner of my lips started to mock. Cen Qinghe was silent for a few seconds, and then said," Xiao Rui, seriously, I don't want to travel around the world now. I just want to earn more money and buy my own house in a good place. When my family is free, I'll pick them up to play, and then stay up until the house price rises, I'll sell it and buy a new one. Do you think I'm the same as I used to be? Is it Beier vulgar

Her voice and tone are still so familiar, but Xiao Ruihong looks at her with strange and unwilling eyes.

He still loved her, but she chose to let go.

Reason told him that love is a matter of two people, when a person does not want to continue, it has to let go, and then cheerfully wish her a better life in the future.

But he looked at her, not only did not let go, but his eyes were more and more red, more and more red, like bleeding.

CEN Qinghe is afraid to see him shed tears, so she will feel too cruel.

So she pulled out her hands inch by inch, lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Xiao Rui, you know who I am. Maybe I will be impulsive, but this time, I really want to be clear."

His fingers suddenly lost their strength, and she was secretly forced to pull out, so a moment, her hand suddenly pulled back, action is very big.

Xiao Rui's tears in his eyes fell down at the same time, dripping on the chest of his blue and white medical suit. In the blink of an eye, they became a origin.

CEN Qinghe himself was also startled, flustered, like a hole, and finally lost a very precious thing.

"Hum ~ hum ~ hum ~" the mobile phone even rang with a vibration band. Cen Qinghe was stunned for a moment. Then he took out the mobile phone and hung up almost without seeing who it was.

Thanks to this phone call, she was able to return to her chest again.

It hurts. At least I'm sober.

CEN Qinghe didn't cry. She just looked at Xiao Rui with red eyes and told him what she really thought. "I'll stay for three or four days at most when I come back this time. I'll have to go back when I'm sure I can leave the hospital. You have been injured for 100 days. You have to recover for two or three months. I can't come back to see you from time to time. Take care. If anything happens, let Jiale and Daru call me. In fact, Xinyuan will come back to see you this time. But she is very busy with the Korean grading test. I didn't ask her to come here... She saw you like this, I have to cry again. "

"Xiao Rui, we've been together for so many years. Thank you for being so used to me, accompanying me and waiting for me for two years. Cen Qinghe has accumulated virtue in his last life and let me meet you in this life. I used to think that if we could get married, you would have to let me bully you for a lifetime, but I didn't expect that the plan would never change fast. Now God sees you pitifully and won't let me bully you any more. So if you look for another one in the future, you have to find a gentler one. Even if it's not gentler, she should like you more than you, so you can control her, She's not allowed to eat. "

Tears crackled down. Cen Qinghe tried to open his eyes wide and tried his best to make his voice sound peaceful and complete. "I know that you must feel very sad now, and even think that your mother's affair is nothing at all, but you also know that if I can accept it, I will never prick. Since I said I can't accept it, no matter before or now, Or in the future, I will not accept it. "

"Xiao Rui, if you want to be a little more open, it's just a matter of losing a love. I'm the first love, and you are the same. You think that in the past four years, we have nothing to do. Even if we can't be lovers, our friendship is still there. In the future, whether it's my business or your business, it's not a matter of calling and people coming right away?"

CEN Qinghe was so sad in her heart that she had to try to persuade herself to accept the fact.

She said a lot. Xiao Rui kept his head down. From her point of view, she could only see his drooping eyelashes and stopped nose. As for his eyes, they were closed.

Having said all that she wanted to say, cen Qinghe reached out and patted Xiao Rui on the shoulder and said in a voice, "don't do that. I feel terrible. Do you want to make me uneasy?"

Xiao Rui closed his eyes for more than five seconds, then opened his eyes. He looked back at Cen Qinghe, opened his thin lips, and whispered, "can we still be friends in the future?"

"Of course." CEN Qinghe back to the bright, but in the moment he asked, the heart was hollowed out together.

He agreed and compromised.

Isn't that what she always wanted?

But why... She wants to cry.

Xiao Rui looks at her without blinking. He wants to ask, if I miss you in the future, can I call you and listen to your voice?

But when the words came to his lips, he said only one word: "good."

CEN Qinghe can't see Xiao Rui's face, and can't compare with his eyes. She can hardly stay in this room any longer.

Standing up, she tried to maintain the slight curvature of her lips and said to Xiao Rui, "have a good rest. I'll go first."

Then, without waiting for his answer, she walked to the door.

After two steps, she suddenly thought of something. She turned her head and said, "by the way, don't forget to contact the school about Baoyan. It's said that the longest period of Baoyan is only three months."

Xiao Rui calmly replied: "I know."

Her lips a hook, pretending to be calm, "then I left, bye."

Xiao Rui didn't respond, but watched her leave without blinking. When her figure turned into the small corridor, two seconds later, the sound of closing the door came, his tears in his eyes suddenly seemed to be caused by the great gravity, and he rushed down, and his face was not sad or happy, just like a child, at a loss.

As soon as Cen Qinghe left the ward, her beautiful facial features could not help wrinkling into a ball. Her vision was blurry. She could not see the direction clearly. She only knew that she could not go back to her ward, so she turned to the other direction.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated and rang. She didn't seem to hear it. As soon as she came to the public water room, she immediately closed the door, and then choked out.

There is too much pain in the bottom of my heart. Only when I let it out freely can I not be defeated by resentment.

After crying for more than two minutes and sobbing for a while, the mood gradually calmed down. The bottom of his heart is empty. Cen Qinghe thinks that Xiao Rui has given up completely this time. She should be happy, so that he never knows the dirty and dirty behind it. As for other things... Time can always cure everything.

After staying in the water room for a long time, his mobile phone rang again. Cen Qinghe was very upset. He took it out and found it was Shang Shaocheng.

Staring at the screen, she didn't answer until it went black.

First, she was in a bad mood. Second, she was afraid that Shang Shaocheng would ask her what happened when she heard her voice was wrong.

She didn't want to talk about it any more, and she didn't want to talk about it with anyone. When she can leave hospital and return to anling, she will go back to the night city. If it is unnecessary, she will never see Cen Haifeng again, lest she will feel congested.

Thinking, she washed her face, took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, and walked out.

After a long detour, she went back to her ward.

I pushed the door and walked in. When I raised my eyes, I saw a lot of people sitting on the sofa in the living room. Then I took a close look. I was sitting in the middle of the sofa. At this time, it was Shang Shaocheng who was looking at her with bright eyes.

CEN Qinghe was stunned.

Xu Li took the lead in asking, "where have you been, child?"

CEN Qinghe's eyes turned, a little confused.

As she stepped in, she said, "I saw Daru and Jiale just now. I talked to them for a while."

Xu Li said, "I thought you were with Xiaoshang. As soon as I went out just now, I saw Xiaoshang standing outside. She said that I couldn't find you. You talked about you and didn't answer the phone. It was silent."

"Ah, yes, I didn't hear you."

CEN Qinghe looked at Xu Li's eyes, and at the same time he wanted to see Shang Shao city. He was really unprepared.

"What are you doing here?" In order to change the topic, cen Qinghe takes the initiative to ask Shang Shaocheng.