Chapter 1153

"You don't wonder why am I so sure you and your relationship are really something, not bluffing you?"

"I know you are bluffing me..." I have no initiative to think, and I am completely following the topic of winter and small night. But some subjective things, I still have quite confidence, "but I don't know why I want to confess to you, not lie to deceive you... You say lying is at least trying to keep it, but I am ready to lose my confession, These words seem to be right, and they are wrong. I have a very disordered mind now. But there are only two things that I am clear and clear - I really didn't want to keep you... I didn't want to, or understand that it was called delusion. You know I am a very realistic and practical person. I never fantasize about impossible things... "Br >

it's ridiculous to say this from your mouth. Haha Ha ha ha When I was cut off in the winter night, PI laughed and didn't laugh. He said, "I don't know you were a very realistic person. I really need to ask you for advice, jump off at midnight and scold the girl Jing Cha at the Jing car. Is this kind of person realistic? Is it practical? Is it realistic for such a person to talk about the conditions of the desperate outlaw and murderer who took hundreds of hostages with bombs with a gun on the head? Is it practical? With his own life, for two women's lives, one or the stinky girl Jing who was scolded by him jumping in the middle of the night and stabbing her head with a gun. Is this kind of person realistic? Is it practical? I don't mention it. We said we didn't have it. Now, who do you help? Xu Heng! That public in full view shot and killed longxiaotian, took hundreds of hostages of the mastermind, the main criminal! You offer him the conditions to Jing cha. Do you think about the consequences?! You have not seen the consequences, your head is tied to the belt! How many people think you and Xu Heng are together, how many people want your life? You are realistic? You actually? Since I met you that day, have you ever done something that makes me feel realistic and practical? In the company, how many people look at the opportunity of climbing up in Yu. You are not allowed to do it for nothing. At home... You and your relatives and sisters have talked about love. You mean, you are a very realistic and practical person? Fear trouble is afraid of trouble, you hang on the corner of your mouth all day, but a bunch of troubles, which is not found by yourself, including me, should be your trouble? I just boast you will not lie, you will tell me blind, you don't blush, I blush for you! "

Where can't I blush? I am very red now, "how can you be a trouble... And, then, my relationship is not a relative brother..." br >

What do you say

"Nothing... I mean, I..." I don't know how to explain the contradictory result of this kind of thing. After a long time, I had to continue my own words. "I said there are two things I know in my heart. One is that I don't want to, I can't keep you, and the other is... Although I don't want to retain you, I really haven't prepared myself to lose your mental preparation I didn't think about these two things tonight... "Br >

I didn't speak in the winter, and I seemed to be waiting for me to continue to say, I just sat upright, my hands on my knees, still felt a little weak, and I didn't smile down and said slowly," from the day when things happened, I was thinking about how to explain to Liusu, how to explain to Xiaozi and how to explain to you... "Br> how to explain to Murphy Tiger sister with emotion plug in added.

I started to chat up and smile and continued to say, "I am a man of low Eq. I haven't been sensible since I was born, and my mother will be gone. I am still living with the old man. My father you have seen a very serious and stereotyped person, and his EQ is not high. He married my stepmother, not because he liked my mother. In fact, he liked another person at that time, but he married me Now, the stepmother, just because he thinks that the fate needs a father, needs a complete family... Ha ha, listen to the ear familiar? Zheng Xuedong may think her story is very special, so I can tell you. I should take it as a warning, but she doesn't know. In my family, there are almost the same stories - Mo and Wu Xueqing married, Zheng Xuedong married to Duanmu family, and never met Mo again. My father and the woman he really like, what's not the case? Sister Yue also married, and was also the matchmaker of her parents. I think, her motive for marriage may be similar to zhengxuedong. And until today, she will not meet my father. The only difference between my mother and Wu Xueqing is that the only difference between my stepmother and Wu Xueqing is that the woman of wuxueqing is not worthy of being compared with my stepmother. Therefore, although she is taken by my stepmother, she is robbed by my stepmother Love, but still with my stepmother is the best friend, she just did not see my father, but often through the stepmother to understand my father's current situation, the stepmother will also tell my father about sister Yue, after the divorce, she is more than a thousand efforts to meet two people... "Br >

why?" Tiger sister very regardless of the atmosphere interrupted me, forgot their current position, and curiosity about my story, "your stepmother should be a red lady, let them continue to lead the front? What about her own? "

This is a question I dare not think about. The old man has concealed his love history from death. Today, he has not mentioned it. I don't know who is more important in his heart, sister Yue and her stepmother. But in my heart, stepmother can not be replaced by anyone. I have lost a mother from childhood and didn't want to lose one more. I hope sister Yue is happy, But also fear her happiness is based on the premise that the mother sacrifice happinessThis is an unsolved contradiction, so I ignored Dong Xiaoye's curiosity and said: "I tell this story, not to dissect the feelings of their predecessors, but to say that our people in the old Chu family seem to have low EQ, love, friendship and family affection, no matter what aspect, they are all confused, the old man is like this, and I am even more so... When I was a child, I had no friends Children from single parent families have many psychological problems, so no matter I am a good child or a bad child, no one is willing to let my children and I be friends. Even many teachers will treat me differently, or care about me, or care about my classmates who may be affected by me. Intentionally or unintentionally, I become special, and there is estrangement between me and other children Envy ah, good children have good children's circle, bad children have bad children's circle, I even envy good children's contempt for bad children, bad children don't like good children, because I have no circle, I'm lonely, I don't even have the qualification to look down on anyone who doesn't like it. So when I see you like TV series, there are those who regard solitude as People are social animals. They are born with the fear of loneliness. They say that they are not afraid of loneliness. They like loneliness. They are either mentally ill or psychologically ill. In my opinion, only people with extreme inferiority will disguise themselves with coldness. Why? Isn't it just to attract other people's attention, so he is still afraid of loneliness, afraid to be afraid, still dare not admit that, do you think that his inferiority is hopeless? This kind of wretch can ignore it first and then soak up the heroine. Whether it's his luck or the woman's brain damage, is such a story too bullshit? I dare say that because I have been lonely, afraid, and inferiority complex, so even the bad children use compassion and charity to absorb me as a poor creature, and let me play a clown's corner se who runs errands and makes amends, I'm willing to... Do you think I'm stupid? I'm stupid, because I can't even make a real friend, so I feel inferior and hate my own emotional intelligence is too low... It's also true at home, stepmother is not a mother, fate is not a sister, how should I play the role of son and brother, so that they won't hate me? You often say that I am a good person, always like to think about others, but ignore their own position, that is because I only learned to look at other people's faces, force myself to adapt to other people's circle, and force myself to meet other people's expectations. Otherwise, I can only be a loner, no friends, and be hated by stepmother and fate. Now, I can really be called There are still few people who are friends. Fate has never taken me as my brother, which proves how failed I am. I think thinking from the standpoint of others can make what I do more pleasant and intimate, and make others accept me more easily. However, what others think is my own idea. What other people really think is not at all Yes, in the end, I'm an ugly fool with low EQ, but I like to be smart... "

Dong Xiaoye sighs softly:" you are indeed a fool who doesn't know what other people are thinking... "

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