Chapter 1154

"You are really a fool who doesn't know what other people are thinking..."

I am like a dried stem to RI sunflower, drooping with withered head. The whole person is left with a dry and almost unconscious body. There is nothing in it. On winter's Eve, I listen to the left ear and the right ear, and I don't pay attention to it. I just keep talking to myself Love is different from friendship and kinship. As long as you are honest and cherish your friends, you won't hurt anyone. If you are tolerant and tolerant to your family, you can live in harmony. But what about the woman you like? Frank and cherish, tolerance and tolerance, will certainly not hurt her? Mo also and Zheng Xuedong's love is a tragedy, because they are not frank enough, but why don't they? Because of tolerance, do you say they don't cherish each other? If you don't cherish it, they won't tolerate each other... Before you said that Mo was the same as he was when he abandoned Zheng Xuedong. It shouldn't be and is too hateful. But just back home, you said to me that honesty is more terrible than lies. Then I asked you, when Mo also broke up with Zheng Xuedong, was he frank or lied to Zheng Xuedong? "

Winter night faltered, as if yu speech stopped, do not know how to answer.

"In fact, I don't know whether your words are right or wrong. Maybe it's right for you and me today, but it's just the opposite for Mo and Zheng Xuedong. Is it contradictory? It seems that the contradiction is not our truth. It can only be that love itself is too contradictory. "I shook my head and said with a smile:" love is a very deep knowledge, but there is no teacher or textbook. It is only a professional course for everyone. You can't learn other people's love, and others can't copy your love, so it's happiness, happiness or happiness Frustrated and desolate, is it like Zheng Xuedong and Mo, who just like Zheng Xuedong and Mo, forget each other in the lake and rely on their own talent and enlightenment. It's a pity that I have no talent, let alone realize Xing... "

" Xiaozi and I grew up together. From a very young age, I thought it was natural for us to get married when we grew up It's a matter of course for me to protect her, take care of her and let her go. But it was not until she went to the United States when she was 18 years old that I knew that I was like a dead man who had lost her soul. It's no exaggeration, but I was not only angry at her tearing up Xiaozi's letter, but also angry myself. I didn't tell her that I liked her after being together for so long, Otherwise, she might not have left. In a word, it almost became the injury of our whole life. But it was this sentence. After four or five years, I still didn't learn it. In these four or five years, I'm afraid that only the word "as close as glue" can describe me, except that I say she is my brother-in-law and my brother. Who doesn't say she looks like my daughter-in-law? Don't I want her to be my daughter-in-law? Do I really want to be a brother with her all my life? Unless I like is not a woman, but a man... But I dare not admit, I am afraid that once confessed, even brothers do not have to do, if the pursuit of love risk, is that I may lose the happiness of being together every day like now, then I would rather not chase her, so I would rather cheat myself, only treat her as a brother... Ha ha ha, I am silly, tassel and I am as silly, if not me I think we will continue to deceive ourselves and others... "

after a long time of silence, we quietly asked," what do you want to say? "

"I want to say, I am the same to fate, I want to say, I am the same to you," I tried my best to lift up my heavy head, looking at the winter night, and said, "I am a person who is very slow to feelings. Sometimes I have fallen in love with them, and I may not be aware of it. Even if I do, I may not know how much I am You like it, on the contrary, you always know what you really feel when you are about to lose it or after you have lost it... "

Dong Xiaoye's face is tense, and interrupts and asks," what do you really feel now, like me, don't like me? "

Of course, I like her, so I think she is teasing and satirizing me, chatting up a smile, not answering her words, and continuing to say: "I confess to you about my fate and fate, neither want to retain you, nor do I feel that it doesn't matter if I lose you. Whether you believe it or not, for me, it's just a matter, not a secret, from the beginning I didn't want to lie and cover up, just like what happened to me and you, me and asters. I just didn't know how to say it, so I kept waiting for the right opportunity to appear... "

" you also intend to... We are both small... Cough, "dongxiaoye coughed and said:" I mean, you and I, and the asters, are the same Are you and predestined things the same thing? You and tassel have not registered to marry, and I, and asters as a secret, the truth can be said, but you and fate... You are brother and sister love! You don't keep it a secret? Can I believe that? "

"If I want to be a secret, I need a few people to know it," I said with a wry smile: "since I was a child, I knew that Dongfang was known three years ago, but one year ago, even Shu Tong knew it earlier than me...""She?" Winter night does not wait to see Shudun, only hear her name, face se can not help sinking.

I sighed: "Yuan Yuan did not say that she was writing a new novel? The true face of that novel is actually to integrate her feelings from childhood to adulthood. The people and things described in it are true. Although she changed the names of the characters, her name was "murongyuan" and my name was "murongnan". I just exchanged the surnames of my parents. Dongfanglian was called "Oriental pity", and your name was "Dong" in the middle In the night, Murphy is called "Murphy", Xue Ziyuan is called "Xue Xiaozi". Shu Tong's "Tong" is replaced by the pupil of "pupil". She is simply the same as all the Dragon horn se, and she has not changed her name at all. She is also called "Cheng Liusu"... Besides Xiao Yike's name, "Xiao * *", it may make people unable to respond. Even Yang Wei's name of "Yang Buju" is not difficult to match ? So as long as she is published and seen by the people around us, we will know that the book is about her and me. Do you think it is meaningful for me to treat it as a secret? Yuanyuan didn't take it as a secret. Now she doesn't admit it because she is still young. When she says it, she will not be taken seriously and will laugh at her growing up, so she wrote a novel... She must be afraid that the manuscript will be left at home and will be found by you and me, so she also took it with her to school. She happened to be discovered by Shu Tong in school a few days ago, and Shu Tong told me... "

and After digesting for a long time, Dong Xiaoye said: "what you said is too exaggerated. She is a 16-year-old girl. She has no money and no way out. She wants to publish a book. How can it be so easy? It doesn't have to be read on the Internet? "

"You look down on that girl..." tiger sister is always cheated by Chu Yuan's innocent appearance. She doesn't know that there is a nest of small demons in the girl's belly, "no way? Do you forget that my father, like your father, is a pen eater. He teaches and writes. Several novels have been published. In a word, Yuanyuan liked to write since he was a child, or was he influenced by him? This is not a ready-made way? "

"Tiger elder sister surprised way:" this kind of thing she kindly tells your father? "

"She didn't write this novel because she was afraid that others would know it. If she wrote it, she was afraid that others would not know..." I can't help thinking about the attitude of Yuejie towards this problem when her stepmother and sister Yue came home that day, as well as her stepmother's reaction at that time... The shy and shy Xinzi of Chuyuan, I'm afraid, the last thing she cares about is to tell her parents about it. First of all, her parents are her closest and most trusted Secondly, the father and stepmother never seem to have any conflict with our brother and sister when they fall in love. They even often make some suggestive or encouraging jokes. This kind of ridicule almost accompanies us to grow up. When I am in love, I regard her as the standard of choosing a mate. I'm afraid it's inseparable from these things, Sometimes I even think that they are the "culprits" of Chuyuan's brother-in-law with me...

"if you say she has no money, she will forget Xing even more." if the atmosphere is not appropriate, I will probably laugh out, "as small as steel Kan who buys change for vegetables, as big as Li Xinghui's house check, you are not ignorant of her ability to save and collect money If she dares to give it, she dares to take it. She doesn't care how much she collects. However, she doesn't have any way to erase all her money, no matter whether it's 50 cents or 10 cents. If she finds it, she puts it into a piggy bank and sends it to the bank. Other girls go shopping, buy clothes, bags and cosmetics. She can't accept it even if she wants to spend money. She goes shopping, and she can't bear to buy this one, or that one, or spend everything she wants If she doesn't go out, the only one who can make her willingly pay for it is the beggars on the street. Look back at the two tubes of toothpaste you bought in the cup on the washing table. How much did you use, how much did she use? Every time she brushes her teeth, she will squeeze half as much as you do. In order to buy toothpaste, she will make a false report and save the saved money secretly. She has saved money like this since she was a child. Can she be poor in the small vault? It's no exaggeration to say that she just doesn't find a way to publish. Of course, you can say that her idea of writing and publishing books is naive, but can you say that her perseverance is naive? Can you say she's not serious at all? "

Dong Xiaoye was stunned for a long time. Suddenly, she turned around and went in to check the toothpaste on the washing table. When she came out again, her face was full of doubts. It seemed that what she had just seen was not toothpaste, but the corpse drowned in the bathroom or the ghost of Yin. The expression was difficult to describe concretely, "do you mean that she has been so stingy since she was a child? She's saving for the book one day? "

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